Thursday, February 24, 2005

   Sick...
*sniff* I'm so sick...Oh, my goodness. I had to make myself go to school today. We had a performace for the fifth graders to do for our musical, and I had to be there. I had to do the guys' makeup, and trust me, they will not hold still for anything. I could not get hardly any eyeliner on Jadons' face. He kept blinking! Have you ever had those really sick and drugged out days where you felt like swearing at everything and everyone, but you know you can't? Today was one of those days. Man, did it suck! *sniff* I can't breathe correctly right now, and I think I have a migrane. Ugh... I'm lucky thatI'm just stage crew and no one has to see me other than my comrades backstage, and even then it's pretty dark back there, especially during black-outs between scenes. I may act like I'm getting sick of all this stuff with the musical, what with the staying after all the time and stuff, but to be honest, I'll be a bit sad when it's all said and done. Cindy Rae and I were talking about it and I told her that it would be even more said next year because she would be a senior. She agreed. Hopefully I'm in chamber Choir next year, so I have a good chance of getting a part. That would be cool. I can't sing well out in pulic, though. Maybe if I just had a speaking part... Ah, well. Not something to think about right now. *sniff* I had a blast at Plumbline practice last Sunday. Plumbline is our youth worship team at church. I play lead keyboard and I sing. I've never had so much fun in my life! Plus, the guy I have an undying crush on (who I'm pretty sure likes me back) plays the guitar! ^_^ I'm feeling better already. I hope we don't have school tomorrow, it's snowing pretty hard out there...


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Thursday, February 17, 2005

   Building!
We have to build the set for our musical today, adn Nathan and Jared will not leave me alone long enough to type this (you don't want to know what they're d3oing33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333362556565244655655369966666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666665 (phone #330-674-1033 is Nathan's phone number that he typed, and all of the other numbers he also typed, darn him.) call me:) That was Nathan, too. He's desperate...
and sexy very sexy oh ya smoken sizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzle

He...uh...typed that... I'd better stop before he gets out of hand...
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Sunday, February 13, 2005

   Ugh...
This has not been a good week for one reason and one reason alone. Girls, you should know what I'm talking about. Guys: I'll give you one guess. Ugh! I've been LIVING off of ibuprofen for so long! I've had to stay after school every day to build the set for our musical which is in less than two weeks! We still have a lot to build and we haven't painted anything yet! Ugh. Not to mention that the guys I'm working with are total idiotic sophomores, and the one freshman is ticking me off because he's got a serious bad attitude towards me and I dunno why! I think he must be PMSing. Of course, I can't eally talk because I have been lately. A lot of times I can blame my behavoir on that because I just get so freakin moody that i often get myself in trouble a lot. especially at home. You should have seen yesterday, man. Talk about mood swings. First, I was all happy in canton (I mean like REALLY happy), and then when my sister wouldn't shut up and leave me alone, I got really mad and pulled her hair (on accident) in an attempt to shred the paper that she had in her hand so she would leave me alone, then, when my dad told me to go to my room because everything was always my fault and when I said that nobody ever listened to me, he was all like "That's right. Your'e a teenager, and nobody ever listens to teenagers." (for real, he wasn't being sarcastic) I went into my room, locked the door, and cried silently for more than an hour and din't come back out except to get my stereo that my dad took from my room without asking. I was in depression for a long time. I'm never coming back to my dad's, by the way. He's a jerk and I never want to speak to him again. Seriously. You'd have to know him. Well, other than life sucking, I got Aria 3 yesterday. It's really good. Especially the "Festa de Boccolo" or "Festival of Roses" chapter. Very romantic. Man, I love the art in that manga. Oh, and I made a new friend! Her name is Miranda from Mansfeild, an dI met her in the Border's store in Canton! She's cool! She likes all the stuff I do and more! And she hates all of the same mangas as I do, too! And she's my age! Very cool. ^_^ There. I'm in a better mood, now. ^_^


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   Ugh...
This has not been a good week for one reason and one reason alone. Girls, you should know what I'm talking about. Guys: I'll give you one guess. Ugh! I've been LIVING off of ibuprofen for so long! I've had to stay after school every day to build the set for our musical which is in less than two weeks! We still have a lot to build and we haven't painted anything yet! Ugh. Not to mention that the guys I'm working with are total idiotic sophomores, and the one freshman is ticking me off because he's got a serious bad attitude towards me and I dunno why! I think he must be PMSing. Of course, I can't eally talk because I have been lately. A lot of times I can blame my behavoir on that because I just get so freakin moody that i often get myself in trouble a lot. especially at home. You should have seen yesterday, man. Talk about mood swings. First, I was all happy in canton (I mean like REALLY happy), and then when my sister wouldn't shut up and leave me alone, I got really mad and pulled her hair (on accident) in an attempt to shred the paper that she had in her hand so she would leave me alone, then, when my dad told me to go to my room because everything was always my fault and when I said that nobody ever listened to me, he was all like "That's right. Your'e a teenager, and nobody ever listens to teenagers." (for real, he wasn't being sarcastic) I went into my room, locked the door, and cried silently for more than an hour and din't come back out except to get my stereo that my dad took from my room without asking. I was in depression for a long time. I'm never coming back to my dad's, by the way. He's a jerk and I never want to speak to him again. Seriously. You'd have to know him. Well, other than life sucking, I got Aria 3 yesterday. It's really good. Especially the "Festa de Boccolo" or "Festival of Roses" chapter. Very romantic. Man, I love the art in that manga. Oh, and I made a new friend! Her name is Miranda from Mansfeild, an dI met her in the Border's store in Canton! She's cool! She likes all the stuff I do and more! And she hates all of the same mangas as I do, too! And she's my age! Very cool. ^_^ There. I'm in a better mood, now. ^_^


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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   SLOWNESS!!!!!
THIS STUPID WEBSERVER IS SO FRIKIN SLOW!!!!! THE SCHOOL HAS A T1 CONNECTION AND IT STILL TAKES FIVE MINUTES TO LOAD A PAGE!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   Aria
There is this manga. I t is called Aria. It is about this girl named Akari who lives on Aqua (former Mars after melting the ice caps) and lives in Neo-Venezia, which rezembles Venice, Italy. She is training to be an undine (the people who row those longs boats called gondolas) with the influence of her friends, she meets new people and trains to be the best undine ever, The year is 2031, and Earth is all computerized (hot springs were only in holograms and fireplaces did not exist.) so Akari is learning about all of the wonders of Aqua. The people on it live much like we live today, with a few exceptions, but basiclly the same. the art is BEAUTIFUL. here are some images I got off of the main site:


This is Akari and President Aria (the cat is the company mascot, every company has a cat) in her winter uniform.


This is Akari in her summer uniform, and the blonde woman is Miss Alicia, an admired professional undine who is Akari's instructor and roomate.

I will put more later.
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   Ayaara!
Ugh! I'm tired! I had to stay after school today yet again for musical practice. I'm only in stage crew now, but that's a handful, trust me. Oh yeah, I talked to Tim on Sunday about what happened at the dance. He was real nice about it and we joked about it. He wasn't upset at all, and I was glad for that. Apparently, everyone in the WHOLE DANG YOUTH GROUP knows that I like him. All except for him, of course. ^_^ He's so dense, but you gotta love him. i mean, duh! Okay, do I have to spell it out for him for crying out loud? Christa drew this picture (which I won't describe) in church when she was sitting RIGHT NEXT TO HIM. He saw it, but still doesn't get it. There are a lot of instances that have occured that would plainly give it away, he either refuses to hear them or is just dense! Or, he could know, but he doesn't say anything. He just acts a little nervous when he talks to me. I don't know why, but I don't like it. I liked it better when we could talk without either of us being nervous, when we could be idiots around each other and it wouldn't matter. I liked that tim better. Gee, am I glad he doesn't have an account on this thing. Ha! How embarrassing would that be? Then he could read all of this! Mira-chan, Sarah-kun, do not get any ideas...
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

   SUCK!!!!!
MY STUPID SCHOOL SUX!!!! I will tell you why. Okay, you know that I went to the dance last night, right? Okay. Tim showed up. All was well, until we tried to get in. The girl at the entrance told him that he had to leave because he did not go to West Homes. I took his arm and led him away from the entry and my friends followed. I was apologetic and I felt really super bad for making him drive all the way out there just to go back. My friends suggested we sneak him in, but I protested. He said that it was okay, but thanks anyways for invinting him. I'll talk to him tomorrow. I feel so bad! He lives so far away, and I could tell that he was embarrassed. I was, too. I felt so bad, that I only stayed for about 15 minutes and then left becaue I felt so bad. Here's the thing, see? I kinda knew that we neede these guest forms to get students from other schools into the dances for Homecoming. I thoght, however, that since this dance was so much smaller that it didn't matter. I thought wrong! I felt so stupid and I still do! The whole thing could have beenm avoided had it not been for my irresponsibility and stupidity! Ugh, I'm such a moron! I oculd tell that he was realy embarrassed, and that's the main reason I feel so bad for him. Plus, he could have been hurt driving to and from the school (especially in HIS van). I honestly don't know what it is I am going to say to him tomorrow. I get to see him at church and then at a Super Bowl Party at the Myer's that evening. I know he'll forgive me, but I still feel incredibly responsible for the whole thing and I wish I knew how in the heck I'm gonna make it up to him! I have to do something! I can't just not make up for it! But what to do? Oh, what to do...? I felt so bad, I cried last night for about a minute or so, but stil. I felt really bad for Tim. I'm such a bad date! T_T Mira-chan, I hope that you are reading this so that you can comfort me!
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Friday, February 4, 2005

   Dance!
There is a Sadie Hawkins dance tonight! And guess what? I'm going with the one person I have and undying crush on! Tim! ^_^ Oh, I'm so happy! I called him yesterday and asked him. He was so nice and funny about it! I won't tell you the whole conversation, that'd be long, but I will say that the chances of him liking me are high, though I think he's still going out with that Ashley girl. that would be a bummer. Though I think that he is oblivious to the fact that I like him, despite the giveaways that my evil friends at church gave him (though I still love them anyways). He's so smart, and yet kinda dense. Hey, he can't be perfect. anyways, I am just happy! Has there ever been such a joyus day as this? Nay, I dare say there has not! (Sorry, Ayame moment, it's a Fruits Basket thing)

HAPPY!!!!!!
^_________________________________^
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   The Stupidity of Humanity
Humans are incompetent creatures. The thought of them makes me cringe. Not really. Not the second part, anyways. I had musical pratice to day after school. Yay. Anyways, before we started, my friend Alex was drawing pentograms on the dry erase board in the choir room. Soon after I started erasing them as a joke, Jadon started drawing them too, and then Alex and Jadon kept drawing them as Katie and I attempted to erase them. Soon, Alex and Jadon came up with a cat mouse-loking thing, drew a pentogram inside it, called it Satanic Kitty, and made it curse me. I scoffed at the darkness and told them that the darkness could not touch me. This, of course, was after lots of fighting over the markers and playing monkey in the middle with the eraser (C.J even tried to hit it like a baseball with Kelsey's crutches!). It was interesting, to say the least. I have to be at the school till 9:00 tomorrow to build the set for our musical. I still have to make a costume! Ugh! I have too much to jugle right now. I have church tonight, and thankfully no homework. Well, I have an English paper to do, but it's not due for a while. Has anyone else ever read Animal Farm? It's really sad! Kinda stupid, but well-written, to say the least. It only has ten chapters...OH MY GOSH! THE STUDY GUIDE FOR CHAPTERS 9 AND 10 IS DUE! AH! AND MY READER'S NOTEBOOK! I DIDN'T EVEN START THAT ASSIGNMENT! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! SCHOOL SUX!! Man, I want it to be summer!! Course, then, I'd have to work!!! AYAA!!!*moans woefully*
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