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Tuesday, January 18, 2005


   Praise the Lord!
Oh, thank God! My darkness is gone! My pain is gone! This weekend, I was liberated from all of the pain and hate built up inside me for the past 6 years. I never knew how to cry. My dad had sealed my pain, and turned it into anger. I could never forgive him. all of my bad memories went into a closet in my mind thatI never went in. I thought I was under attack by the darkness, and I was right. But now I'm free. I realized that, even thogh I was always laughing and being glad, I was never truly happy. It was all a mask. But on Saturday night, I cried for over an hour, humbling myself before the Lord. I had never felt a greater feeling. I was delivered from every bad memory in my life, and I was finally able to forgive my dad for everything he had ever done to me and my mom. I'm so happy now! I've never been so free! I thank God for everything! My darkness...is...gone!


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