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Monday, April 18, 2005


   Mondays... I hate Mondays...
Monday means 6 more days until Sunday. I hate Mondays. Mondays mean 4 more days of school until weekend. Suck. I was so tired today, I almost fell asleep in English this morning, which is not good considering that we were in the LIBRARY! That would have been embarrassing. My friend Tricia got her hair cut. Oh, and, I told Tim on SUnday about my depression and stuff. It just kind of came up in a conversation that Sheri, JoAnna, Tim and I were having. They helped a lot. JoAnna and Tim are the best freinds in the world (you too, Mira-chan, Mana-chan, and Lin-chan...) but I gues I can connect withg them more on a spiritual level since I go to church with them and I know what a heart they both have in Christ.

MORAL OF THE CONVERSATION: JoAnna reminded me that God sees me as perfect, even if no one else does and that I don't need to wear a plastic cmile all of the time to please Him. But now, I've been wearing the mask for so long, I don't know who I am without it anymore...


I feel so broken inside right now... I don't even know who I really am anymore...

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