Saturday, August 27, 2005

memo....4 later
Hi guys my story shall be on later on acount of me being to braindead right now.A big shout out to Darkness a really good reglacr. Stay strong hang in there!im always here to talk!

right now my sis and father are at a band parade in the town..........if you ask me zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZzzz......i hate them.Skool starts next monday boo hoo......christ i have to get some knid on shot this year and 6 needleson my wrists.so looking forward to that........yeah right.

so come back later if you are here to read my story i promise you it will be on.

always........
chloe4


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Friday, August 26, 2005

A new life- Whos the father?
Gee you guys arn't goin for this are ya........only darkness godess is injoy ing this and im keeping it going for her coz she is kind enough to visit me.....thanx you by the way...luv ya.

~3 weeks later~
You lie in bed beside billy.
He is sound asleep but you, you haven't been sleeping well the past few days......billy is depressed and worried about you nad hasn't smiled in days.
You are worried about him and tre...well tre has been raping you alot and you can't stop it.
You look at billy, sleeping like a good looking pet dog.you got up and go down stairs, it is early on a saturday morning half 6 to be persisce.
it is dark outside....autum you know how it is.
*Billy i never ment to hurt you......please don't beat your self up!* you think while staring out the kitchen window.
Tears are in your eyes.The guys don't know whats going on at the moment...no one does but you and tre.You put your hand on your stomach.....you are worried.
you where due yesterday but nothing......your worried you could be pergnant!
"Your up a bit early!"
You look round to see apul nad benji standing in the door way.
"Yeah....couldn't get back to sleep!" you say and sit down at the kitchen table.
They join you.
"You okay?" benji asks
You look at your water and think *should i tell them*.
"Guys......um.....i think...i think i could be peragant!" you say
they look at you then at each other
"Seriously?!" asks paul
you nod ,"but i need a test...."
"Well we can go in with you later...." says benji loking happy.
"Yeah just us three..."
You look at them both, then get up and them.
"I love you guys..thanx you"
You let go and they looked stunded.
"Never know this could help billy.." says benji
"Hope so.....i love him so much i don't want him to do something to himself because of me...i just am under stress and feel bad all the time now.....so bad that i have to go" you look up at them
Paul puts his arm round you.
"Its okay....everythin will work out."
you smile.
"Lets go watch t.v."benji gets up and goes to the living, then you nad paul fallow. (pauls so nice)

Later billy gets up, nad you are both sitting in the living room.
He has his arm round you, and you feel safe.
"Hey _____ ready to go"paul says (damn him he interupted my love fest)
"Where you guys goin"asks joel
"Oh just out omplace me,____ and benji planed this."
you get up and kiss billy.
"Ill be back soon."
he kisses you back.
"Love you" he says.
you fallow paul and benji out to the car.Benji makes his way to the front but u push him out of the way.He looks up set nad climbs into hte back.~at the drug sttore~
You walk in, with a $20 bill paul give u.
You browse the sheves for a clear blue.Finally you find it and head to the till.
"This all miss." says a nice guy behind the conter.
"Yeah..do you have a bathroom i could use." you asks
He points you in the direction and you go and take the test.
You come start out to hte car with the test in your hand.
"Hey...well what does it say?" asks paul
You set it on the dash board.
"Nothing yet."
You watch out the window.
"Hey its blue what does that mean." asks benji from the back
Paul takes the box.
"Your pregant!" he says smiling!
You don't feel like smiling.
"Yeah but whos the father thats the question."you say
"Oh yeah i forgot....i think we had better get home and tell the guys..." says paul. He starts the car and drives home.
You stare out the window at the sky.to think that theres a tiny person in your belly that could be tres.......it makes you feel sick.

sorry theres no pic....
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

a new life - depression
sorry i wasn't on....well you rea last time. it turns out i had a class time....
hee hee i was over ecsaterating sorry ppl. buut my parents are home tomorrow. geez it has flowen.
any ways heres thae next part of the story.

Billy leaves u and sits down stairs.
You lie down and go to sleep.
He sits down stairs and worrys maddly about you nd what you just had said.
"Hey you okay?" asks paul sitting down beside billy.
Billy nods.
"Im fine." he has a tear in his voice.
"Ahh man its okay," he puts his arm round billy," every thing will be alright.
Billy shakes his head....
"No it won't geez i feel so responsible."
"Dudde don't say that, ur not you know that."
"No no i am i should have watched her more i should have cared more."
"Shes not dead."
Billy shakes his head and walks off into the downstairs bathroom and locks the door.
He takes out benjis knife.
"Oh god please help me." he crys
Then he slits his wrist.
He crys in pain and anger. then he falls to the floor and lies there, with a pddle of blood underneth his arm.

Benji walks into the living room and sits beside paul on the couch.
"Wheres billy?"he asks.
"Ohh i don't know mybe in bed."
Benji lifts the romote and swithches on the t.v to foot ball.
"Is he okay." benji asks
"Nah he blems himself i think he might be getting depressed you know."
benji nods
"Well help both of um, we can and we will."
paul looks at benji surprised.
"Gee man you really are a good friend arn't ya."
benji smiles.

Half an hour billy lies there in a puddle of blood.then he wakes.
He gets up and looks in the mirror.
"Geez i look pathic,"
He arm was throbing but he ddin't care.Then there was a knock on the door.
"Is someone in there?" asks joel
"Oh...me i was....haven a shower hold on."
billy quickly picks up the knife and wets his hair with the waterfrom the sink.graps a towel and throws it round his sholders.
"Dude hurry up." joel yells.
"Okay"
billy opens the door and just pushes past joel.
"Dude are you okay?"
"what is wrong with you people why can't you stop asking pointless questions thatyou know the answer too, no im not, i never will be. so shut up" billy yells, tears dripping from his eyes.he turns on his heel and goes upstairs to join you.
joel looks stuned.
*dude im sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you, hes definitly depressed.*he thinks then walks into the bathroom for a shower.

i know shity but iv been away.


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Monday, August 22, 2005

A new life - Little things
okay heres the deal. Im not gonna be here for 2 days well mybe to morrow but most diffinitly not wednesday. My parents are on vaction and leaving us here. im going to my cousins house but i really don't wanna go but im going to my best friends house tomorrow so thats not to bad. heres the next chap by the way if theres alot of swearing in it please bear with me im trying to get rid of anger about my parents there hitting me and calling me a bitch and making me do things i don't wanna.

You lay in billys arms. he kisses you softly, rocking you from side to side, comforting you.
"Its okay, you don't have to tell me anything but ill help you in any way possible." he says a tear in his voice.
"Im sorry im sorry, please for give me, i just want it to stop." you cry into his chest. you can hear his heart beating.
He tightens his grip round you.
The sheets you where holding now on your lap,all blood. Your black shirt aganst the wall all staned with dark blood.
"What ever motherfucking things hurting you well stop it together." billy swore
You smile a little.knowing he was there for you made you feel better.
"Little thing thats all billy, there just little things that always get me down." you say smiling
He looks at you. Smiling.they weren't the exact lerics (i don't think) but they where close enough.
"I love you." he says huging you, you could hear a tear in his voice, the only guy in the world that would ever cry with you.sweet, you bagged a nice one.
"I love you too."
He kisses you and you both lie back on the bed and look at the celing.

~half an hour later~
You are lieing in his arms. Blood all over his grey shirt.
"Ill get some bandades.Be back." he gets up gives you a kiss and goes out the door. You pull the sheets round your body.
The wounds sting like hell.
~down stairs~
"Hey is she okay." asks paul as billy walks into the kitchen.
"I don't think thi is gonna be over for a long time." billy walks over and gets bandades out of the cabnet.
"I gonna go back up stairs, benji i would wash your sheets if i where you there all blood."
Benji looked confuessed and horrifid.
billy goes back upstairs.

~in the room~
"Okay now stay still," he buts the bandages round the wound on your stomach.You flinch.
He puts his hand on your face nad runs his fingers though your hair.
"Itll be okay, im here for you."
You lower your head but don't smile.
"really every thing will be fine."
"I just wanna die billy i can't take this anymore, its too much for me." you put your hands to your face and cry.
"No no don't say that."
"They may be little things but there don a hell of a job bringing me down."
Billy looks at you but dosen't reply there was nothing he could say. He just fixes your wounds and says nothing.
You cry, what if this goes on forever what if you kill your self and go to hell.what if he still tanits you over and over......they'd never beleave you when you told them...there was nothing for you in this world.
These little things are far from little to you they where huge!


sorry its so crap but hey my anger left and there wasn't alot of swearing thats not to bad.huh?



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Sunday, August 21, 2005

A new life - scars
the title so gives it away.Well you read the last one and heres this one sorry its late......i was away last night at the oldtown inn (resterant and inn)
here it goes.

You lie on benjis bed you arm and stomach covered in blood.
Tears running down you face. the pain was over welming and it wasn't going away. Benjis knife dropped out of your hand hiting the floor with a thump.
You could still hear them talking down stairs.
*Please make it stop*you thought* please....make him stop it, or kill me make me die*
You eyes closed and you feel into a deep sleep.

~down stairs~
"Woo look at the time, i think we should go guys."billie joe says tapping his watch.
"Yeah i think you should go too" joel eyes billie joe,
"Oh just coz you lost the fight..hahah" mike laughs in the coner
Joel folds his arms and dosen't reply.
"We'll let our selve out." billie joe walks towards the door and mike and tre follo like sheep.
"Benji where exactuly is _____" asks billy
"I don't know mybe in my room." he shrugs and goes back to petting cashdogg.
Billy gets up and makes his way up stairs to benjis room.
"JESUS!" he yells.
Joel, paul and benji all run up the stairs to assist.
"O my god...what happened." says joel looking at the blood.(don't be sick)
"My knife...my beautiful knife that cost me $13" benji picks up the knife which is cover in your blood.
Billy kneels beside you.Joel looks at paul so does benji waiting for him to say something.
"What? i have nothing to say"
Joel rolls his eyes *this storyline just gets better don't it* he thinks.
"Damn, theres alot of blood." billy says putting his hand on your arm.
"Benji, Paul go get tissues or something." joel says pointing to the door.
Benji and paul run off to get something that will soak up blood.(please don't use your sick ness)
You open your eyes.
"Billy?" you say
"_____"
You quickly notice that hes noticed your scars.
You get up and push him away.
"What are you doing." he says landing flat on his ass in front of you.
"Leave me alone please." you get up, push past joel and into your own room (well billys room as well but just for the story)
You sit on your bed and cry.
So much was going on that you where sure that your body wasn't the only thing scared, you heart was as well not to mention your soul.So my emotial and physcal scars that you lost count.
Blood still driped down your arm and your stomach. evenually you just took the shirt off and through it ageanst the wall.
There was a knock on the door and billy came in. you quickly grap the sheets of the bed and but them round your self.
"You okay." he says closing the door.He sits beside you on the bed.
"No billy im not okay, but i don't want to discuss it....ever."
He puts his arm round you.
"Cutting your arm," he looks at the blood on the sheets, " and your stomach an't the answer, they only lead to more pain and scars."
"I know," you put your head on his sholder and cry.
The pain and blood still flowing from your arm and stomach. Was this ever gonig to stop, the cutting and rape, the pain and scars.....it was all to much.

there is more beleave it or not i really don't want to stop this now it's to fun.

i can't find any gothic pics of slit wrists and stuff if you can help.
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Saturday, August 20, 2005

A new life - Slient pain.
where did we leave off......oh yeah..right guys lets get down to busness and get this chapter finished....btw. when you visit my site please comment i like to know whos been here.thank you. injoy.

You moved away from him but he grabed your arm.You slapped him across the face (if you guys didn't read then you won't know who 'he' is)
"Damn you!" tre says putting a hand to his face.
"You won't rape me here!" you say panicking. *what if he does...*!
He grabed nad pushed you ageanst the wall.
"Yeah i would. and we're goina lie bout it kay!"
you nod in fear tears running down your face.
He un zips his jeans and pulls down your pants and underwear then forces him self into you making you nearly scream with pain.
He laughs in your face.
You cry with fear and pain.you want someone to help you but the door is locked.
Then he throws you on the bed and zips his pants up.
"Follow my lead and they'll suspec nothing and if they do then," he came up to your face,"guess wot happens!"
"Can i stay here plz i don't wanna go down stairs!" you say sniffling.
He shugs and walks out of the room, you hear him go down the stairs then you cry on benji's bed running you fingers through your dark hair.
The pain was to much, you look round benjis room and see a pocket knife sitting on his desk-thing. You lift it and run the blade of it over your arm then over your stomach. it stung and bleed like hell.....but you watch the blood and with that all your pain goes away and all you can feel is the pain of the wounds. You lie down on his bed and doze.

Tre walks into the living room.
"Hey what where you doing and wheres _____?" asks billy.
"I was stighting things up with her, you know sayin sorry for the misunderstanding and what not!" he says sitting down and putting his arms behind his head.
Billy nods his head and smiles....if only he knew.
"Is she still in my room?" benji asks, scathing cashdoggs chin, cash wags his tail hitting the radiator.
"Yeah ether that or shes in her room"
"Shes maybe tired," says paul looking at billy and billy smiles cheekly.
"Yeah thanks paul we needed that" says mike looking disgusted.
They all laugh, billie joe making comments and mike making dirty ones. Benji acting like a child and joel, paul and billy all spilling dirty stuff out about each other and people they know.
you lie listening to there faint voices, tears running down your face in a caonstant stream.
If only they knew the slient pain you are going through, if only they knew what is going, if only they knew........what tre is doing to you and what you are doing to yourself!



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Thursday, August 18, 2005

A new life - Are you really that low?
okay so tres an evilllllllll bastard.....and you well your a victom of rape and a treturous ghost.But bily sorted the ghost and the 2nd rape out for yeah......but he can't do anything about the 1st one....so what are you gonna do?

~Three weeks ~
You GC and billie joe,mike and Tre are all in the living room of......GC.
Joel and Billie joe are having a hot debate about the tour dates and who gets the luxures van and do Gc get the best room in the hotel and do green day sleep in the dumpster yada yada yada.
Benji is playing with cash and Paul and billy are talking about TNBC. Mike and tre are talking about cheese.
You are in the kitchen making yourself a cup of tea (or coffee which ever you like best).
"I have to get a drink be to minites" tre gets up of his chair and wlks into the kitchen clossing the door behind him.
YOu trun round to face him face on.
He pulls you towards him by the waist.
"Hey...." he says smiling perveredly
"Get off me.." you push him away but he grips you tighter.
"Don't tease me...." he starts to bite your neck
"Get off me you pereve....realy your arn't that low are you? raping me in there own kitchen!"you say grabing the nearest sharp or romotly flat object nearest you.
"No..but if you breathe a word ill do it again but harder...and they won't beleave a slut like you" he eyes you up and walks out the kitchen.
You stand there shaking..you didn't want to cry in front of him but inside your pain was only growing...and was about to get worse!

you take your cup of coffee and go into the living room and sit down beside billy. He puts his arm round you and kisses you cheek.....then he takes your up, drinks a tiny bit nad gives it back.
You smile and cuddle closer to him.
"So what you guys doin this halloween...you do 'do' halloween dont yeah?" you say
Paul and billy look horrifed
"Of course we do what do you take us for!"they say
"Im to mature for that shit now" billie joe says foding his arms mocho like.
"For christsake man your only 33!" yells mike shaking his head
"Yeah well im more mature than you 20 something year olds."
"25 coming 26 soon!" says benji all happy like
"No one cares about your birthday benji" says tre evily
Benji looks horrifided and storms up the stairs.
Billy looks at you, and you go after benji to comfort him.
~benji's room~
You walked into the dark red room. Misfit posters every where and slipknot as well.CDs all over the floor, eyeliner every where and of course his guitar in the corner.
"Benji are you okay" you ask sitting beside him on the bed
"No one cares about me" he says saddly
You put your arm round him and pat him on the back
"I do"
"did you and billy spilt?"he asks looking slithly happy
"no"
"Damn"he mutters to himself
"Iv got an admirer..benji fances me...nanananahahah" you tease nad he blushes not saying a thing.
"Whatever, so have you and tre become friends yet?" he asks
You think for a moment....flashbacks and shit.
"Um...no..no why?"
"Good don't hes evilll" benji says twiddling his fingers.
"Yeah i know." you look at your feet and sigh saddly.
Benji puts his arm round you.
"If he ever hurts you just tell me or billy and well kill um" he says all macoho like.
you smile at him....then the door opens.
It was tre...speak of the devil.
"Benji look im sorry dude im in a bad mood today....." he pats benji on the back.
"Its okay really."benji gets up and walks out of the room and down the stairs.Tre closes the door and locks it.You back to the wall of the room and he edges towards you.

omg...im leaving there. but really is he that low....geez.

do you know why hes smiling? coz hes gonna rape here later....run my dear runnnnnnnnnnnn
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

a new life- the craft (i know i know copyright title)
ohhhhhhhh the haunting hour comes....muhahahahahahah. okay i really gotta stop that. well hey this is the hour that billy gets rid of your ghosts how you ask? well read and find out.

you sit beside billy in the car. therain beating hard on the windows, his arm round you.
You stare out into the sky, covering your wrists and arm. the blood still running pure.
Your heart is beating fast, your palm is wet with the blood and your breathe is cold and hard to catch.
"You okay?" billy says as you begin to shake.
You look at him, your eyes with no emotion. The look was hauting.
Billy knew as he looked into your eyes that he had to help you and thats just wot he is going to do.
Billy kissed you on your cheek and you put your head on his sholder.
"Ill try to make it better, so that he'll never come back again." he says.
You feel safe in his arms.
Suddenly the voice nad cold air comes back again.
"_____ i will kill him, your mine, you don't deserve to live, you deserve to die, go to hell and be with me so we can die over and over with each other."it whispers in your ear.You grip billys hand and he flinchs alittle.
"Whats up, you trying to break my hand i need that!" he looks at you funny. you look back at him you look scared, distant.
He knows whats happened, and takes your hand back. he was going to help you no matter what!

~Back at the house~Billy nad you are sitting on the couch. Cashdogg at your feet. Benji and paul wreaking about on the playstaion and joel in the kitchen.
The doorbell rings and joel answers.
"Billie joe, Mike..Tre" he says
Your heart races, you start to worry. *what will tre do*
Joel leads them all into the living room...where you all are.
"Hey guys." benji says
Billie joe sits down beside you and mike on the chair beside that and tre the farest away from you. You look at him and he smiles in a perverted way.
Joel had told them what had happened (yeah like tre needed to know) Billy looks at the clock..
"I have to go out for a while ill be back soon,______ yo stay here with the guys" billy kisses you nad walks out the door, with a greenbag over his sholder.
Joel comes and sits beside you. You stay close to him, these guys made you feel safe all of um except tre. (bastard)

Billy walks down to the park and finds himself a quite opening in the middle of the woodland.
He puts out some candles and a pentagram. He takes out a knife and a old black book.
He opens the book at page 109 and starts to read.
"Take thy god the ghost of the wandering and haunting. cast them to where they came, i give you my blood so that this is possible," he cuts his arm with the blade, the blood dripping into the center of the pentagram,"take the ghost back and make thy life free once more." Every thing is silent and the candles go out. No wind nothing. Billy stands over the pentaram looking at his own blood.Proud of what he has done for you, he gathers his stuff an heads back.
~back at the house~ you feel faint and go to hte bathroom. You look at you reflection in the mirror nad hear the voice again,"Goodbye_____ im am sorry, goodbye" it whispers soty into your ear the cold chilling air leaves nad you feel free once again. you walk out of the bathroom and the door to meet billy.
"hey," he shows you his arm," he won't bother you again," you look him in the eyes and throw your arms round him.
tre looks at you both form the living room, he eyes you up nad thinks *ill get you again....*
you look at him as billy lets go, your eyes full of spite and hate.
You will get your own back and youll make sure of it.

okay that was guick. Don't go using that spell its not real.anyway i won't be writing tomorrow sorry my friends goina be here so i can't.

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Monday, August 15, 2005

A new life - theres nothing left to do (contains suicidl thoughts)
i have to really stop that 'contains' such and such crap. anyway here the next part can someone please tell me what number im on i haven't been keeping count.

You huddled up in a ball to keep warm, the cold heavy rain is falling down hard on you. all your life things have been bad for you nad now you'v ran away from home, your dead boyfriend is haunting you and you've been raped and have no where to go for help because no one will beleave you.
you cry into your arms.*I might as well be dead, i don't deservre to be here im a bad person,* you take a pen knife from your pocket and run the blade across you arms, and your wrists, Then you hear footsteps.*is it tre coming back for more?* you think.
"Hey sweety you okay?" you look up to see a guy dressed in black from head to toe, with eyeliner and long black hair. He kneels down you."You need help sweety?" he seemed nice but trust is like planing your own death.
"I was just raped," you say tears running down your cheeks.
"Jesus, by who do you know?" he asks putting an arm round you.ou shake your head.
"Well did you even get a look at his face, because it wasn't me." he says, you look at him and stand up quickly. He smiles at you and you run into the street.He follows and grads you for you, you move quickly and run down an ally way, climb over a wire fence cutting your sholder on a lose peice of wire.
"Hey sweety come back" he followed you down the aly and pined you ageanst the wall.
"Twice in the one day, sweety your getting some action" he laughed in your face. you cryed, there was nothing you could do but cry and let him get on with it.

Billy, benji, joel and paul ran round like chickens looking for you. They all spilt up sking strangers and looking for clues.
"Hey mister you haven't seen a pretty girl round here?" asks benj.The guy looks at him nad points down the round.
"Yeah at hooters. theres pleanty of um there." he says
Benji turns to billy
"She at hooters." billy wacks him.
"Shes not at hooters idiot"
Billy turns to the guy agin and asks agiain.
"Dude she has long black hair, a black level 27 hoodie, black pants, and dark blue eyes have you seen her?" the guy thinks for a moment
"Yeah she went doen that ally not so long ago, a guy was following her." billy shot round to benji, graped his coat and ran out of the store benji was staggering behind him.Billy has the brim of his coat so he can't breathe.
"Billy, billy i can't....brathe." he says gasing for air.
Billy let go but kept running, benji caught up with him.
"A guy was after her, we have to find her." Billy turned down the ally and found you and the guy.He's forcing himself at you, hurting you.
"Leave her alone." billy wacks him, he falls to the ground.benji comes and helps you to your feet.
"He dude chill i was just finishing what the last guy didn't." he says defining aganist billys foot.
"What, last guy?" he asks
"I saw the whole thing, raped twice in the one day shes getting action." the guy laughed and ran for it. Billy let him go nad rushed to help you.
"Jesus, _____ don't do hat again, please" billy says wrapping his arms round you, you cry into his sholder while the blood runs form yours.
"Im sorry, i was scared something bad was going to happen, please it was stupid to go...." billy cuts you of
"Shhhhhhhh its okay really, your safe now" you don't say anything else, benji runs off to find the others.
You pull away from his arms as you hear the voice in your head again.
"Whats wrong" billy asks confuessed.
you gripp your head and move away from him
"_____ kill your self now before it happens again come and be with me, you don't desevre to live come come!" it says over and over
"Billy kill me please kill me, thats why i ran, i want ot die billy, i don't deserve to live." you look at him your eyes hauning. Clear nothing, no feeling in them, like a ghost.
He came to wards you.
"No you deserve to live your a good person, a ghost its hauting you isn't it thats why you came to a physic am i right." you nod
" Don't worry it'll be okay, i have felt it too. It'll go soon ill make sure of it."
He wrapped his arms round you again nad you looked at your arm as he did.It was covered in blood,just how you like it.

so will you kill yourself, will,as billy said, the ghost go away and will anyone beleave you about tre.....dought it.


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Sunday, August 14, 2005

A new life - thoughts (contains sex referenite) 12a
excuse my titles i just feel like doing that alot now. coz channel 4 and moive comershills do it all the time. Any way the last one left of at a good place so lets continue shall we.

You wake up to the sound of beeping. You hit the alarm and pulled the sheets up round you. Your body was naked and you where laying beside billy who was also naked.YOu knew all to well what you had done and yet you didn't feel bad.You put your head on his chest and he sturred a bit but didn't wake up.
"______!my love!" you hear that whispering voice again. YOu feel the ice cold hands round you neck again, "_____ how could you do this to me" it breathless voice whispers in to your ear.
You quickly jump out of bed and start getting dressed.
The voice scares you shitless (ecuse my french).
*i have to get out of here* you think. It whispers again and you grip your head whispering to it.You don't want to wake him he would think you where mad.
You grap a peice of pen and paper and write a note..you had to go, anything could happen.


~billie wakes up~ "hey _____ morning" he turns round to face what he thinks is you but only finds a note.
He lifts it and reads it (what else would he do)
*Dear billy....
im sorry, but i have to go. I might not be back but if you want to find me ill be at a phsyic......im scared billy, im scared that something bad will happen.
im sorry
_______*
Billy quickly gets out of bed and gets dressed.
he runs down the stairs into the kitchen where joel and paul are sitting drinking coffee.
"Hey dude..." says paul waving.
"Dont hey me, _______ gone shes left." billy says worried.joel and paul just look at him.
"Your kidding right?" joel says confuessed (or dumbfouned they mean the same.
"No she gone and she says she going to a phsyic and shes
scared..and..." he was babbling and nearly in tears.Benji walked into the kitchen and looked at billy.
"Oh gawd. Where is ______ still in bed wating for ya" says benji evily
"What?" asks joel and paul.
"You fucked her last night didn't ya" Benji looked at him like shirlock homes.
Bily nodded and banged his fist on the table.
"Dude..don't take the fact that ____ gone out on the table that cost me $60, think of the trees" says joel obisisly not helping the stiuation.

You look into the sky, the rain was pouring down on you.
You walk past shop windows and look for flyers on phsyic places but can find none.
You walk down a lonley road and no ones there just you. You pull your hod up and start to run until you hit something hard and fall backwards.
You look up to see...tre cool.
"Sorry tre." you say getting up
"Its okay, im just back from my physic where you heading."
"Tre wheres your physic i need one tre show me please."
He looks at you dumbfounded.
"Okay okay ill show you come on." he takes your hand and leads you down an ally into a dark part of town you never knew.
Then he pushed you up agenst the wall and laughed in your face.
"Tre what are you doing." you asks scared
"What do you think" he licks his lips and unzips you pants and unzips his own.
He forces himself into you painfully.
You try to fight him off but he puches his tounge into your mouth and forces himself harder at you.
He keeps this going for half an hour the throws you tp the ground.
"Your no fun anymore." he leaves you there as he walks off. You sit there and pull your hoddie round you, pull your legs up to your face and cry.
"_____! youv deceved me again." the voice whispers in your ear. you cry lounder to try and block the voice.
Tre cool had just raped you, your old boyfriend was haunting you and no one is going to beleave you about any off this. You have nowhere to turn no where to go there was nothing you could do but suffer.

okay that wasn't very pleasent but life anit. make sure to come agin.

he is evil people evilllllllllllllll!
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