Tuesday, July 5, 2005

Too braindead to think of title!
okay so first of heres a song i wrote!

bein a rocker

somewhere deep inside
theres a soul
u dn't wanna see
just cover it up
like a bandade on a cut
stop the blood from flowin
from the hole in my soul

rip it open
sew it shut
buy a flashy guitar
a maision and a car

stop the blood from flowin
from the hole in my soul
X2
stop the blood from flowin
X2
STOP THE BLOOD FROM FLOWIN
FROM THE HOLE IN MY SOUL!

rip it open
sew it shut
thats what bein mes about
thats what bein mes all about....

and on a nicer note.Do u guys like my banners.2 of them are on the site and the others are in the links.Hope u like the way iv up graded the site but i would like to know how u get the scrolling to work. coz i want to put the links and band pics in to there own scroller. if any off u can help plz do.
always...
Chloe4
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Monday, July 4, 2005

Well i finally made my sitw worth looking at.PLz guys tell me can u hear the music and does it work for u coz my computer is a pain in the ass and won't let me listen to it.Do u think my backround needs changed to make it look flahyer or is it fine?if u think it needs changed then tell me what i should do to it!
thanks always.....
chloe4
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Sunday, July 3, 2005

~Lost~
im lost on what to write and draw these days. Things like clothing and friends r taking over my life and the biggest take over of all is music! But really i don't mind about all that but my mum and dad are really pissing me off they won't give me some space! And thats mainly the reason WHY im not drawing or writing stuff coz they keep looking at it and judging it..i really wish i had an understanding family....like all the other gothic in town that don't even know me. i have no gothic or punk friends its really not fair! im having trouble now coz i want to show u guys my writing but i have none and i try to write some but other things are on my mind......and that one yesterday i wrote of the top of my head while at the computer.....see how desperate i am.
always.....
Chloe4

" never let anyone judge you it gets in your way!"
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Saturday, July 2, 2005

~wot up~
hey guys! Alot of peoples visited my site yesterday but left no comments....!Anyway heres another poem nad this time i have a sort of pic from green days video stills BOBD.Injoy and plz don't sue me.


All alone
on my own
scars of the heart
where heavey at the start
it leaves for a while
then comes back
causeing me
to cut myself
ill die alone
i know that for sure
ill die alone on the mour
my life was shit
a painful one
a guy i liked i never met
2 bands i love i never set
my eyes on them
shak my hand
and say good night
and tell who has won the fight
me or u
as i said
the scars run deep
of where i bleed
a bleeding heart is
dieing now
because of them
and life itself
good bye to her
my side
i never met.

always..
chloe4


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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Guitar playing skeletons
wasting away in my skin
decaying bones lie within
a skeleton with
nothing left but
a black ink pen
& a guitar
write a song
of long lost lust
of rotting souls
that turn to dust
cry in pain
scream in anger
punch a brick wall
& smash windows made of steel
but nothing will change
the way i feel.

Ah yes the site of a skeleton playing a guitar that is beautiful.
Anyway i have to go to a wedding soon and i sooo don't want to go to the party coz they have drink nad when my relatives are drunk they let u drink besides we just take it anyway.....
plz keep commenting i like comments they rock hard coz they make me laugh and even put jokes in them........love u all ;D
always and forever.......
Chloe4

"Ill never go away i may die but i will still haunt u......"


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Monday, June 27, 2005

Woman Beater
poor girl is she
the one that he
treted like a dog
brused and beaten
blood and scars

now shes dead
its hangs over his head
he said he loved
her

of course he proved that wrong
through his spitful
hateful song

his day will come
and it will pass
i just hope
it is his last

its about a rockstar who treated his wife like shit and she ended up dieing and it was because of him and he wrote spitful shit about her that he soon sang after her death and then he becomes hauted by her for eternity......
as u can see i have nothing to do with my life. LMFAO!

Giult

i pull the hood down
on my green day hoodie
if only i wasn't so
fucking moody

u pissed me off
u had to pay
for all the shit
u did that day

laughing,joking
all amed at me
it hurt inside
u had 2 see

i pull the hood up
on my green day hoodie
im sorry i was
so fucking moody.

a girl who was laughed at and made fun of by a punk/goth hating bastard who was only doing it coz he liked her and deep down she liked him to but she was mad and killed him and no one knows but her.....
again i have nothing better to do wit my life.:X


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Sunday, June 26, 2005

~this is gonna be a long one~
i have just a few poems to write on for u guys. but frist...when u visit plez leave comments i like to get them they brighten my day.

The final chapter for all to see

nothing but a tore heart
ripped open by me
just to be sewen back up again
and for ever more
the shadow behind me
is empty and black
with nothing to it but....darkness
you see nothing
you hear nothing
the one you broke is me
but what you don't see
is the knife in my hand
my fingers gripped round your throat
thats when u began to choke
i cut the wrist of the hand that holds u still
this is what youve done to me
the final chapter for all to see.....

i had pics to go with that but i don't have a scanner and i woould love to show u my pics of "Jacks world" a twisted anime made by me....i just finished a pic of Billy the demon child its pretty shitty but what u gonna do.

always......
Chloe4
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Saturday, June 18, 2005

~hey~
hey. how are u all. i feel like being nice to day and i want to know did that bitch of a "cheerleader" girl get deleted. i hope so i don't like her (who does) any way see ya later thats all i wanted to know.....
always...
chloe4
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Thursday, June 9, 2005

I feel sick!!
i feel sick
to my stomach
i feel sick
in my head
don't wanna see a doctor
coz the problem
is in side
im sick of my self
and all my lies
im going cold with not only you
but me
blocking myself out
so you won't see
me cry for mercy.

people are always cryin
there always lieing
but they don't know that
there all diein

hope you like. I wrote these in music when i was starving and my stomach felt soooooo sore.I felt like i was gonna throw up.It was not the time or the place nether we were playing musical desk but in this sence it means changeing desks round about 300 times before she was happy....god i wish we had a male music teacher, guys aren't fussy about shit like that.I think its a cruse all women have to be fussy over shitty little things.
always...
Chloe4

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Thursday, June 2, 2005

~hey~
hey guys whats up. im listening to green day right now and my cos is round at my house. Iv got a big H.E. exam tomorrow and i did real bad on my geography 55% how shit is that.But i cant seem to sit down and revise, its so damn hard.So what u guys up to over in your other countries and homes and "planets" *finger movement* its shit over here raining like theres no tomorrow.........well there is no tomorrow.......NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO............theres so many things i never got to do like eat a wild bear or kill someone or..or......ummmmmmmmm......damn this is hard.......hold on then there'll be no H.E. test.....yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

okay i went on a bit there god im mad.......koool!Anyway ill talk to my friends later oh and Faroe PM me if u want anymore Green day pics or anyone else for that matter

always....
CHLOE4
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