Wednesday, August 10, 2005

A new life - wounds DON'T heal
Okay first off im not going to give you guys a "what happened last time" coz u should'v been reading. and instead am gonig to waste my time telling you about how great charlie and the cocolate factory is. it rocks go see it if you haven't allready. there u go time wasted now lets rock.

Billie wraped his arms round you.
"SHHHHH, its okay we won't tell anyone." he said.
You felt comforted and stopped crying but stil had tears in your eyes.
You heard benji sniffling.
"Benji's cryin joel." said paul
"Am not....my alergies are acting up." he pouted and went into the kitchen.
You giggled a bit at his childishness, joel laughed as well so did paul nad billy. These guys made you feel better but for you and bily you felt it was right but just to fast.
"Come on i wanna show you somfin." billy pulled you by the arm to the door. You both are fully dressed, him with a level 27 hoodie and you with a Von ducth hoddie.
"Guys we won't be back till later bye." he yelled they didn't reply so you just folowed him out the door.
He lead you to the park and covered your eyes.
"What is it billy?" you ask
"Hold on this will cheer you up."
He lead you down to a spot by the water hid by the trees, no one knew where it was but you nad him.
"Here." he took his hands away.
"O my god. its beautiful."The trees cover over the water, and the ducks swam by the botom. it was completely seret.
"I come here to be alone and draw and stuff."
You looked into his eyes.He came over and put his arm round you.
"Don't be scared im here to protect you in this world and i know that i only met you yesterday but it feels like a lifetime coz your so right for me."
"Thank you" you both sat down and you put your head on his chest and he kissed you.You kissed him back and soon you where both in a pasonite snog. You kissed his neck leaving black lipstick over it.
You both laughed at that.
"Your so sweet billy."
"So are you." You where both about to kiss again when billys watch beeped. It was 12.30.
"Wanna get somthing to eat, i know a great place." You nod and you both climb out from the serect spot.
You both walked back to the car with billys arm over you.
Suddenly you felt somthing and pushed away from him. Something hurt inside and you relised that this wasted to be.
"Im sorry billy i cant do this it isn't right."
"But____ we have somting you even said please"
You shook your head and backed off thne ran up the road.
"____ come on please tell me whats wrong"
He grapped your arm *damn my slow feet*
You fell ot the grass crying
"My old boyfriend died to months ago and i haven't been with anyone since coz i loved him i was going o marry him when he had to go to the war and fight. he was killed by a sniper attack and i can't be with someone so soon please you have to undrestand"
He put his arm round you
"Wounds don't heal quickly you have to know that. but ill protact you please i love you."
You looked at him eyeliner sermed down your face.
"No. i can't im sorry"
You run up the grass and walk home by your self,billy sat there feeling horrible then made his way home.
You went in through the door icnoring joel saying hi and slammed the door on your room.You sit up there and cryed.

okay so that wasn't a nice chap but drama people i live for this.

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