Thursday, August 11, 2005

A new life - Hearts bleed
okay the last one was sad. boo hoo. but hey this ones gonna be....really i don't know i just write these of the top of my head.well here go's

you cry into your pillow.*Wounds don't heal wounds Never heal* you think over and over.
You don't want to move on so soon with another guy and had been really upset when you heard his name on the news. You where at your friend Jessica's house staying while your parents where away. It hurt you badly and jessica's family did every thing they could to help.
You heard a knock at the door.
"Hey _____ can i come in?" benji says
He sits down and puts his arm round your sholder but you push it away.
"Whats up billys down stairs and says that he upset you or somfin. And somfin about a guy that was killed in the war." he says with no idea what he was talking about.
"That guy was my boyfriend and i think that its too soon for me to be going with someone. I still love Jimmy and miss him offly."
Benji looks at you.
"OKya so he didn't upset you." he says dumbfounded. you get angrey at his lack of simpathy.
"Get out please just leave me alone." you yell
He edges to the door.
"OKay okay, geez sombodys got her period." he says
You close the door in his face. *rude bastard* you think
you cried somemore until you hear another knock this time its billy,benji,joel and paul.
"Can we come in please" asks joel
"No please just leave me alone." you cry running your hands through your hair.
"Come on we want to help" says paul,"please"
"No can't you understand hearts bleed and right now mines bleeding to death." you cry to your self.
"Come on guys she wants to be alone give her some space this is my falut i don't want it to get worse." you hear billy say
You stop to listen for a minite and cry somemore you had made billy seem guilty,that hurt you that he was hurt your heart bled more you just want it to stop.
You grap the knife in your bedside table and slit your arm from elbow right to the top of your wrist and watched the blood drip down your arm, the pain drips away and you fall onto your bed wepping and watching the blood. Then you sleep after an hour. tears still flowing blood still dripping.
The pain never will go away.

okay that was sad to me i nearly cried while wrighting it. (don't laugh)
heres a pic for you can't find any more good ones.

benji for all you guys that love him personaly i love um all ingluding green day.
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