Saturday, August 20, 2005

A new life - Slient pain.
where did we leave off......oh yeah..right guys lets get down to busness and get this chapter finished....btw. when you visit my site please comment i like to know whos been here.thank you. injoy.

You moved away from him but he grabed your arm.You slapped him across the face (if you guys didn't read then you won't know who 'he' is)
"Damn you!" tre says putting a hand to his face.
"You won't rape me here!" you say panicking. *what if he does...*!
He grabed nad pushed you ageanst the wall.
"Yeah i would. and we're goina lie bout it kay!"
you nod in fear tears running down your face.
He un zips his jeans and pulls down your pants and underwear then forces him self into you making you nearly scream with pain.
He laughs in your face.
You cry with fear and pain.you want someone to help you but the door is locked.
Then he throws you on the bed and zips his pants up.
"Follow my lead and they'll suspec nothing and if they do then," he came up to your face,"guess wot happens!"
"Can i stay here plz i don't wanna go down stairs!" you say sniffling.
He shugs and walks out of the room, you hear him go down the stairs then you cry on benji's bed running you fingers through your dark hair.
The pain was to much, you look round benjis room and see a pocket knife sitting on his desk-thing. You lift it and run the blade of it over your arm then over your stomach. it stung and bleed like hell.....but you watch the blood and with that all your pain goes away and all you can feel is the pain of the wounds. You lie down on his bed and doze.

Tre walks into the living room.
"Hey what where you doing and wheres _____?" asks billy.
"I was stighting things up with her, you know sayin sorry for the misunderstanding and what not!" he says sitting down and putting his arms behind his head.
Billy nods his head and smiles....if only he knew.
"Is she still in my room?" benji asks, scathing cashdoggs chin, cash wags his tail hitting the radiator.
"Yeah ether that or shes in her room"
"Shes maybe tired," says paul looking at billy and billy smiles cheekly.
"Yeah thanks paul we needed that" says mike looking disgusted.
They all laugh, billie joe making comments and mike making dirty ones. Benji acting like a child and joel, paul and billy all spilling dirty stuff out about each other and people they know.
you lie listening to there faint voices, tears running down your face in a caonstant stream.
If only they knew the slient pain you are going through, if only they knew what is going, if only they knew........what tre is doing to you and what you are doing to yourself!



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