Friday, August 26, 2005

A new life- Whos the father?
Gee you guys arn't goin for this are ya........only darkness godess is injoy ing this and im keeping it going for her coz she is kind enough to visit me.....thanx you by the way...luv ya.

~3 weeks later~
You lie in bed beside billy.
He is sound asleep but you, you haven't been sleeping well the past few days......billy is depressed and worried about you nad hasn't smiled in days.
You are worried about him and tre...well tre has been raping you alot and you can't stop it.
You look at billy, sleeping like a good looking pet dog.you got up and go down stairs, it is early on a saturday morning half 6 to be persisce.
it is dark outside....autum you know how it is.
*Billy i never ment to hurt you......please don't beat your self up!* you think while staring out the kitchen window.
Tears are in your eyes.The guys don't know whats going on at the moment...no one does but you and tre.You put your hand on your stomach.....you are worried.
you where due yesterday but nothing......your worried you could be pergnant!
"Your up a bit early!"
You look round to see apul nad benji standing in the door way.
"Yeah....couldn't get back to sleep!" you say and sit down at the kitchen table.
They join you.
"You okay?" benji asks
You look at your water and think *should i tell them*.
"Guys......um.....i think...i think i could be peragant!" you say
they look at you then at each other
"Seriously?!" asks paul
you nod ,"but i need a test...."
"Well we can go in with you later...." says benji loking happy.
"Yeah just us three..."
You look at them both, then get up and them.
"I love you guys..thanx you"
You let go and they looked stunded.
"Never know this could help billy.." says benji
"Hope so.....i love him so much i don't want him to do something to himself because of me...i just am under stress and feel bad all the time now.....so bad that i have to go" you look up at them
Paul puts his arm round you.
"Its okay....everythin will work out."
you smile.
"Lets go watch t.v."benji gets up and goes to the living, then you nad paul fallow. (pauls so nice)

Later billy gets up, nad you are both sitting in the living room.
He has his arm round you, and you feel safe.
"Hey _____ ready to go"paul says (damn him he interupted my love fest)
"Where you guys goin"asks joel
"Oh just out omplace me,____ and benji planed this."
you get up and kiss billy.
"Ill be back soon."
he kisses you back.
"Love you" he says.
you fallow paul and benji out to the car.Benji makes his way to the front but u push him out of the way.He looks up set nad climbs into hte back.~at the drug sttore~
You walk in, with a $20 bill paul give u.
You browse the sheves for a clear blue.Finally you find it and head to the till.
"This all miss." says a nice guy behind the conter.
"Yeah..do you have a bathroom i could use." you asks
He points you in the direction and you go and take the test.
You come start out to hte car with the test in your hand.
"Hey...well what does it say?" asks paul
You set it on the dash board.
"Nothing yet."
You watch out the window.
"Hey its blue what does that mean." asks benji from the back
Paul takes the box.
"Your pregant!" he says smiling!
You don't feel like smiling.
"Yeah but whos the father thats the question."you say
"Oh yeah i forgot....i think we had better get home and tell the guys..." says paul. He starts the car and drives home.
You stare out the window at the sky.to think that theres a tiny person in your belly that could be tres.......it makes you feel sick.

sorry theres no pic....
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