Friday, September 9, 2005

a new life - bye bye baby
sorry guys if u read my last post it explaned it all. but here you go without futher adue.P.S. Its been like 3 weeks.

You sit on the edge of mikes bed. Mike slept out on the couch which folded into a bed....woo.
Tears dripped from your eyes, you missed billy, and at the same time was angrey at tre. Billy beleaved tre, joel, paul and billie joe also beleaved tre....and benji well hes just dizzy.
You put your head in your hands and cryed.
You heard the door open and looked round to see mike standing watching you.
"Hey," he comes over and sits down beside you.
He puts his arm round you.
"Shhhhhhhhhh...its okay." he coos
You shake your head.
"No this is my falut, i should of never provocted tre i should of done what i was told." you cry
Mike looks horrifild.
"You mean you would let him rape you over and over, when ever he wanted and not fight back....you joking right."
You shake your head again and mike says nothing knowing it could hurt you.The fone rings and mike leaves you to answer it.
You get up to close the door and go to your back- pack.You lifted out a shrince with herion in it, you put it in your arm and injected.It wasn't enogh to make you high.
YOu put the needle back and sat on the bed. You had no knife mike had taken it from you so you couldn't cut.
You cry to yourself until you fall alsleep on the bed.

"Jesus." you grip your stomach painfully. It was now the middle of the night and you had woken up.
"Arghhhhhhhhhh." you yell in pain.
You hear a light flick and mike runs in to your aid.
"OMG! _____ stay calm and breathe ill call an ambuleance." he yells looking at you.
You grap his arm and pull him towards you.
"Don't leave me please."
"I have too, i'll be back."
He runs pff to the kitchen fone and calls an ambulance.He comes back and holds your hand until the arrive.
~hospital~
You are lieing on a white bed, doctors and nurses all round you. Mike outside calling Benji and billie joe.
"Come on you can do it one last push." the doctor says.
You do as you are told and the aby is born.The doctor holds it and says, "its a boy."
You put your head back and breathe.
"Hold on the beby isnt breathing well, someone get over here." the doctor took the baby to a white table and tried to bring it back. The beepy machine was on.
Beep, beep beep beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.You heard it in the coner, the baby was dead.

sprry for the crapness it was beter in my mind. if u wanna know what happens read on.

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