Sunday, September 18, 2005

a new life - im NOT okay! okay!?
here guys. this is the next part but first let me just say that im gonna write another story after this one just not right after a sequl if i had to make it offical. but theres this other one i wnat to write about you being on tour with green day and having fun beyound words. tell me if u guys would like that.

You wake up. your throut hurting badly and head feeling like you ran into a brick wall.
"Shes awake. doctor." yells a young nurse from beside the bed. A man in a long white coat walks in.
"Ah dear. relax you'll be okay." he says. he was quite young and good looking but you had eyes for only 1 man. Billy.
"Mike. wheres mike!" you cry. throut burnning.
"Calm down hes outside."he takes you hand," we need to get you help." says the doctor.
Where you hearing him right...HELP?No way.
You look at him. You where alive. Why where you alive?
You lie back on the white bed.
"Leave me." you whisper.
The nurse and doctor look at each other.
"We can't. Do you understand what happened to you. YOu took pills and to much drink."the doctor pointed out the obious.
"Why didn't you let me die." you scream at him.
The doctor was takin back.
"I wanted to die why didn't you just let me!" you sit up in the bed.
"Now. dear sit calm down. well get you help."
"I don't want help! i want to die." you scream.
You jump out of bed.
"Get back in bed." the doctor crys," you aren't fully heled yet."
You had you pants half way on and your hoddie in your arms.
"Let me go home." tears dripping from your eyes," please."
The nurse came over and put an arm round you.
The docor leaves the room and goes out to mike and billie joe.

"Billie joe stop bitting your nails." says mike.
Billie joe looks at him.
"Your like my mother mike...stop nagging.there my nails." he replys like a spoiled child.
The doctor comes round the coner.
Mike jumps up and runs over to him.
"Is she okay?"mike asks babbling.
"Yes but she wants to go home, shes refucing help and seems to be confused." the doctor says.
Mike looks at billie joe who is chewing on his fingers...loudly.
"Can she come home well look after her." begs mike.
The doctor thinks for a moment.
"Okay okay but you'd better."
Mike jumps up and down with excitment.
"Mike its not like your getting a puppy calm down."says billie joe.

~When u guys got home~
You lie in your room, huddled on the bed in a ball with a bear that billy had won you at that fair ground. It was a grey and black bat with green eyes.
You loved it to bits.
*why am i still here* you think over and over.
Suddenly your door opens, mike and billie joe come in.
"Hey are you okay." mike asks.
He had been asking you this all day.
You look at him.
"The same question all the time and yet i tell you a lie. No im not okay i never will be thanks to tre and billy and the rest of um. they'v killed me. So no im not okay and don't ask agin!okay!" you scream then you lie back down and cry softly into your pillow and your bat. Mike and billie joe walk out of the room and leave u alone.
You cry your self to sleep and have no dreams....but plenty of nightmare.

the next ones the one i am building up to. but i won't say anything.

isn't that pic neat. oh apart from tre of course.

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