Wednesday, January 11, 2006

an eyeliner story - to kill a mocking bird.
kay heres the verdic im gonna stay off for a while due to exams and stuff so the eyeliner story shall be cut short for a while and when i come back i shall skip stuff inbetween and to veiw the stuff i have skipped then go to my planet angelfire thing, its below.

It's a new year and that means a new start.You now being a month pregant its still early days not to mention you being engaged to Billy, and still living with paul,joel and benji.Carry was raped and she's scared and avoding paul.

"So i was thinking how about we get a house of our own someplace in the country?" asks billy putting his arms round you and kissing you softly.
He puts his hands on your stomach.
"i don't know what ever you think." you reply teasing him.
He kisses you again,just as carry walks into the kitchen.
"Seriously why are you always here?" asks billy.
"i moved in here you ass hole." she replies, shes not a very happy carry.
You break free from billys sholder lock and fallower to the kettle.
"Hey are you okay."you ask.
"What do you think?"
you can tell shes upset and wants to talk to you with out billy standing over you.You look back at billy and signal for him to leave.He leaves with a sulky face.
"Wanna talk to me about it?" you ask.
"Not really but i will."
She makes herself and you a cup of coffee and heads to the table, you follow.
sitting across from her you look into her eyes.
"Is it this paul = man thing?"
"yeah."
she looks back at you her eyes are full of pain.
"Go to paul for help i know that your scared and all men arn't like tre."
She shook her head.
" you don't understand. most men are like tre i know for a fact."
"your right i don't get it."
"im gonna tell you something that maybe will help you, i used to have a boyfriend 2 or 3 years ago. He raped me night after night and he let his friends rape me. Everytime i tried to leave he found me and punished me."
You look at her, stunned at what you just heard.
She just stared into her cup.
"Is..is he still looking for you?" you ask hoping the answer is no.
She hesatates.
"is he?"
"yes.....i think."
you can feel the fear and anger swealing inside you.
"You have to tell paul, if not im then joel."
You get up as if to make your way to the living room.
"no!" carry graps your arm.
" you have to...or he could find you and kill paul."
She looks into your eyes....this is no joke.
"Please tell them!" you say.
Lowering her head she lets go of you."
"No."
she walks towards the stars but stops and looks back.
"im sorry."
you watch her as she head up stairs.
Oh to kill a mocking bird huh?!

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