Saturday, January 21, 2006

an eyeliner story - can you keep a secret?
studying is pissing me off. but i still have time to talk to you guys injoy.

After standing in the kitchen for a further 2 mins you head to the living room and sit beside billy.
He puts his arm round your sholder.You don't speak, you feel bad for carry and for paul as well. The secret you are keeping is to great to pass up, you have to tell someone about it so they can help but you want to stay true to your friend.Paul enters the room just as you lift your head.
"hey dude." says billy.
He's in a good mood. smily and all that.
"Hey." paul replies darkly.
You catch a glimpse of his eyes,you can see the pain and anger in them.He walks in to the kitchen and you get up and follow him closing the door after you.
"Paul." you say.
He truns round to face you.
"Wanna talk to me?" you say again
"Not really. besides how do you think you can help?"
He's very direct about this, but you just look into his eyes.
"I don't know." you finally say feeling bad.
He truns away from you.
You dicide to head upstairs to carry.

Standing outside the room door, you stall.
*what if she dosen't want to talk anymore?damn it ____ course she dosen't want to*
You feel a tap on your sholder and trun to see joel standing behind you.
"joel don't do that."
"sorry its just.......i wanted to inform you that mom's coming round and so's billy's mom.....so get dressed and tell carry if your going in."
You feel even more scared.
"what! but...but what if mrs martin dosn't like me......?"
"she will. its my mom im worried about."
"why?"
"she dosn't know im gay."
He walks off before you could reply, leaving you to continue wondering to go in or not.
Finally you knock and walk in.
"carry. um ......mrs madden and mrs martin are coming round....you have to get changed."
"what there coming all the way from waldorf?"
You nod.
"great."
she gets up of the bed and picks up some clothes to get changed into.She pushes past you to the bathroom.She walks in and locks the door.
*that didn't go well*
So you walk off to your room.
Billy's already getting changed.
"Hey honey." he says
"Hey, what should i wear then. i want to inpress your mom."
He comes over and puts his arm round your sholder.
"she'll love you don't worry."
Thats not what you where worried about.
you think for a moment.
"Billy honey can you keep a secret?"
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