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Wednesday, October 27, 2004


   we have a four day weekend now... yet i feel horrible and depressed? WHY??

this pix is of my most fave Real World members, Cameron and Brad. they were on the last season. Today i should be happy...but the fact is that i am not....right now i am horribly depressed, and i dont exactly know why, but i think i might, yet i dont. lol its complicated. but right now i just kind of want to be in my own little corner where no one can see or hear me...but yet theres a feeling in me that speaks out and says that i want affection. that sounds goofy but i dont care lol. i think its becuz i have all these feelings in me, that have been cooped up for a long time. my best friend said that what im doing by keeping it in, is horrible and it can really mess with me. she said she wouldnt have been able to deal with it. but all my life my opinion hasnt been appreciated by hardly n e one, and i have never been free to be the real me, and its hurting me...*sniff sniff* im telling you guys this, becuz i guess i feel safe knowing that you guys are my friends. *hugz*

~**~ChloeGrrl~**~

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