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myOtaku.com: Cho


Friday, August 26, 2005

in which cho ponders her life
Heh. I’ve been feeling really old lately. I start school again on Monday. After that, high school will be officially more than half over. I need to start looking at colleges. College. College?! When did I get this old? Haaaaaah. It kind of scares me. No…it’s really scary. Ehe. I feel like I’m five again and I’m starting kindergarten. And I’m not coloring in the lines correctly or something. Or maybe I’m coloring the cow purple. Or maybe my analogy is just not making sense anymore. Did it ever? Everything disintegrates during the summer, it seems. Including my sparkling intellect.

Actually, I’m excited for school. In a way. I mean, it’s going to be another year of studying, but it’s going to be different classes from last year – no AP bio or geometry, eh kaokao wasn’t it fun? – and that lends a little optimism to the situation. Right? Plus either way it’s inevitable and I might as well just go into this school year happily. Of course, I don’t know how well these lovely plans will pan out around 7:30 Monday morning. I’ll probably fall down the stairs or something.

Not to be cynical about it or anything.

But in all seriousness, college terrifies me. I mean, whatever school I’m in, I suppose it’ll all turn out okay. The fact that it’s so…unstructured, I think, is the daunting part. I don’t even know what I want to do with my life, and I have no idea what I would be good at. I was talking to one of my friends, who has known what he’s wanted to do since sixth grade – join the Coast Guard. His decisiveness was impressive, but how can you really know what you want to do when you’re twelve? How will I be able to mail in the application forms next year, or choose where to go? Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah….

I think I should finish my summer reading now.

*waves* Bye everyone! *sends you love* Enjoy the last days of summer!!

Cho
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