Saturday, February 19, 2005

Things can only get better?
Sorry about the short post yesterday, but, problems arised and, well, lets just leave iut, sorted now :)

Not much has happened thought unfortunatly, I havn't fone alot to tell you the truth, just been getting along, talked on MSN to a friend from TExas, I have been able to talk about alot with him and he has been able to help me with alot of things and problems that I have.

I hope you are all well, I must get my King Lear assignment complete, so I will talk later, here is my next chapter.

Chapter 10 – The Journey through Death

A cold wind hit him in the face, he could feel the chill upon him, but still, not all around him, as if he was covered, attempting to move found that he was on something warm, and it was moving, like a carpet. Opening his eyes slowly he saw the grey sky above, the snow falling from it gently, been pushed along by the wind, a gale running through the lands, where was he?

Looking down, he saw a white, furry object, lowering his head slightly he recognized it, he was riding on Kiba’s back, he tried to move, but found he was unable to, looking to his back he could see Kiba’s Jacket covering him. Kiba saw he was trying to move, and said to him, as he walked through the snow storm, “Please, do not move, your injuries are healing, and you will fall off if you move too much” he continued to walk forward, Richard looking to him, and letting his arms flop again to his side, to counter his balance and so he would not fall off,

“Thank you, Kiba” he struggles saying this, the wind blowing in his face, “But, I don’t want to be a burden on your back, I will try to walk” he could feel Kiba shake his head in disagreement as he laid there, his legs hanging off the back,

“No, It is ok, I can carry you, it is not a problem” he continued going forward, Richard could not see anything ahead it was like heading towards nothingness, an empty vast space,

“Where are we?” Richard asked, looking over Kiba’s head, between his ears to see the surroundings, bleak, and uninviting,

“We are in the wastelands, this is what most of the world looks like, don’t worry, I know where we are going” he put his head up, and let Richard use it to rest his own, it was warm, he could feel the heat inside Kiba burn bright, it was like the wind didn’t make a difference to him at all. After a few minutes silence, Kiba asked Richard a question, “Why did you take the bullets for me back there, you know you could have been killed” Kiba continued to walk saying this, Richard opened his eyes and thought for a second on this question, after a few seconds thinking, he then said, no hesitation in voice,

“I wanted to try and help, and friends look out for each other, I wanted to save you, I couldn’t let you be killed after putting your life on the line so many times, I had to” Richard smiled, this was the first time he had been honest about himself in a long time, the only time he has ever been able to say he could help a friend like that,

“I thank you, you saved my hide back there, but, be careful in future, we Wolves heal faster than Humans can” he chuckled slightly, “But, thanks” he rested again on Kiba, he felt that he had solidified there friendship, he had been able to show he could help the wolves if he had to, he liked this feeling, it was one he had never felt before, one of warmth, and made him feel he could do anything. A Wolf and a Human, friends, it was a weird thought, but, it was one that made him smile, he had always wanted to have a friend who would listen, be there, and he could be there for them too, perhaps this wolf was that friend, and not just him. Looking around he saw the other wolves walking aside him, and behind he could see Blue right next to him, she was walking forward, glancing him a look, she smiled and continued to walk forward, this was not a time for idle conversation, but he could see how she wanted to speak to him badly, she cared for him deeply, like he cared for her just as deeply.

It was then a stray thought drifted on through his head, ‘Where were they going now?’ so without letting his brain process this, he asked Kiba, resting on his head, “So, Where are we going now anyway?” Kiba was silent for a second, the wind blowing through, creating a chilling howl around them,

“We are going to Jagara’s Keep” Kiba responded, a Stoic tone in voice,

“Why are we going there, if I may ask” he opened his eyes and turned his head, he could see Kiba was thinking about what to say,

“Cheza, remember we told you about her, the Flower Maiden, we are going to rescue her, and achieve paradise” he stropped there. Richard remembered what he had been told about Cheza by him and Blue while he as resting back at the house, a beautiful girl made of Luna Flowers, would lead the Wolves to Paradise, where Wolves would be happy. Another thought entered his head after this, he had been told about Cheza, and who she was, made by the Nobles and made for the only purpose of been used to open paradise for them, but, what was paradise? This was something he knew very little on, so after a short space of silence, he again asked Kiba another question, hoping he would not be annoyed,

“What about Paradise, what is so special about this place, What about it?” he got a quick response off Kiba, he didn’t even have to think about this, it is something he had been talking about since he had started his journey,

“Paradise, it is the place were Wolves came from, we came down to help the humans, some stayed to help them, but the Flower was left, to one day guide us to paradise, guide us back” he paused for a second, “We reign supreme there, it is where we belong, and where all Wolves must seek out, once there, they will be in true happiness” he stopped there, thoughts went through Richard head, he now understood why it as so important, and nodded in agreement, saying back to Kiba,

“I understand, it sounds, wonderful, I want to come with you, to see it, I know I am Human, but maybe” Richard had low feelings, he had given up going back home, but perhaps, this would be a way back, his only way, it was a thought he kept on having, and maybe, it would come true, but he needed to stay with them, but been the major problem with staying was he may be a bother to them, but, he had been told so many times he wasn’t, although in some way he knew he was impeding, he decided that he would stay, for a while anyway, he couldn’t keep getting in there way through.

“Ok then, We will take you with us” Richard could feel Kiba smiling as he carried him, the storm started to subside, and ahead of them, a lone tree stood, Kiba looked to it through the storm, and said, not talking to any in specific, “We will rest here for the night, come on” he began to move towards the tree, the others close behind him.

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Friday, February 18, 2005

Working, for now
MyO is working here at the moment, so I will post my sotry, and will have to be off, I am very busy, lol, that is why I try and post in the morn :)

Chapter 9 – Assault on the Moon

They were reaching the tree line, Blue still holding him up, her hands around his waist, holding him there, so he wouldn’t have to limp and nearly fall over, when they was rustling in the trees around them. Moving back slightly into the clearing, the others followed too, something smelled foul in the air, something was coming.

Around them as they backed off, Kiba going back to his Wolf form, Blue too, leaving Richard standing there, looking around frantically, as men, soldiers came out of the trees, brandishing rifles, and aiming them at them, they had them surrounded. All the wolves began to grown, and Kiba said to Richard as he took position next to him, “Stay back, we’ll take care of these punks” Richard nodded and stood back slightly, nearly into the water, right on the banks, the soldiers moving in on them. One of them shouted out to them authority in his voice,

“Hand over the Human, and we shall spare your lives” they pointed there guns at the wolves and at Richard, they continued to snarl, and he heard Kiba shout over to them,

“We would rather die than give Richard over to you” he snarled and moved forward, his tail stood on end, he was ready to strike. The soldier ahead tutted and then said to the men, looking around at them,

“Well, that’s your loss, MEN, Take the human by whatever means necessary, he is not to be harmed, seriously” he had a evil smile on his face, he wanted to hurt them all, he didn’t care about orders. The men began to open fire on the Wolves, they quickly jumped out of the way, Richard ran to the sides, avoiding the bullets, dodging between the men and making his way as far as he could from the shooting, he wanted to help, but, what could he do?

The Wolves immediately pouched and took out several of the men, ripping there throats out, the blood spilling the ground, creating a lake of blood, as it trickled down the banks, into the lake, creating a crimson light around the edge as the moon shone down on it, the red light filling the air, blood filling there noses. They continued to jump around, taking out the men, seemingly avoiding any injuries, only been scarped by the bullets, they were too fast for the soldiers, and slowly they began to fall.

Richard could not stand by and watch this happen, looking at one of the men, he immediately ran at him, knocking him over, taking the side arm holstered at his leg, he aimed at the man, and squeezed the trigger. He was dead immediately, shot through the head, Richard couldn’t believe what he did at first, and he stood there, the smoke from the gun rising into the air as he just stood, shock running through his head as he whispered to himself, “I killed someone” but he remembered why he did it, the noise began to return, he couldn’t let the Wolves just take them on, just to protect him. Dropping the gun he looked to Kiba, and shouted over to him, “I don’t want to see anymore of you get hurt” he looked around, the Wolves had blood coming down there sides, there coats covered in the redness, some there, some others, but still, he didn’t want to see them in pain. Kiba looked over to him, and stared, “I shall give myself up Kiba, I don’t want you hurt”, Kiba looked at him for a second and jumped, taking down another man that tried to shot him, returning to where he was standing afterwards, standing next to Richard, and said, taking in a deep breath,

“We are fine, we can take these, don’t worry, just stay here” he jumped back forward, taking out another man, falling to the ground with a thump, smoke filled the air, it was hard to see anything from the combination of smoke and dust rising in the air, the smell of blood in the air, the smell of death, rising gently. Blue then jumped over to Richard, and took position at his side,

“We won’t let them win, don’t surrender, we can take these guys” she smiled and nuzzled him slightly, before seeing another man come out of the smoke towards them, pushing Richard slightly out of the way, he stumbled as she did, trying to stay stood up, she jumped at him, and landed on his chest, knocking him to the floor, digging her teeth deep into his throat as he feel over, a blood curdled scream filling the air as he lay there, dead, not moving. Richard began to feel a tear run down his cheek, they were killing these men for him? Why did people have to suffer, just because of him? Richard just sat there, looking as the devastation continued the carnage around them. Seeing the men fall one by one, the smoke rising higher, and the screams echoing around, the calls of men dying.

It was a long battle, but, eventually, the smoke began to clear, and Kiba jumped out from it, and stood next to Richard, the men had all been killed, the floor was now a deep red, there blood painting it, huge pools and rivers of it, seeping towards the lake, creating a dark feeling within it, the moon looking almost menacing as it ran into it. Richard looked to the bodies with some anxiety, this is what they were capable of, he didn’t expect so much carnage, he looked at it with shock, and horror, but also, some surprise, they did this just to protect him.

Looking at Kiba, Richard hesitated to touch him, he was still snarling, and the blood covered him, wounds all on him, but, he still moved his hand, at first it looked like he was going to bite it, but as he got closer, he stopped snarling, and regained how he looked before, calm, and collected. Patting his head slightly, Richard said, watching the others come around him also, “Thank you” he patted him, wearing a smile on his face.

As he did, he looked behind Kiba, and saw a man moving, towards his weapon, lifting it up, Kiba could not see it because his back was to him, and none of the others were close enough to see it happen. Without any thought, Richard moved and knocked Kiba out of the way, it all seemed to go in slow motion, he knocked Kiba to the side, Kiba falling slightly onto the ground, looking to him with surprise. It was then, the man squeezed the trigger, the rapid fire, he shot 3 bullets, Richard had not been quick enough, he was hit, 2 hit him in his shoulder, another in his chest as he feel to the ground, he landed in a heap, coughing as he lay there, the bullets ripped right through him, he felt himself begin to bleed, laying there, cold.

Kiba immediately regained his position, the other Wolves looking over, seeing Richard fall to the ground, shot; they immediately ran over to him. Kiba jumped over to the man that had fired the bullets, and mercilessly ripped out his throat with his claws, the blood pouring from it, and a huge hole in his neck. He then moved back to Richard, turning back to his Human form.

He sat next to him, and looked at him, he did not touch him, he daren’t, he didn’t know how badly he was hurt, he looked at him, shock in his eyes, anxiety also, “Richard, why?” he looked at him still, his eyes shaking, the others Wolves coming to his side, all also in there human forms. Richard looked up to him; he began to drift off, and said, as he began to feel sleepy,

“I wanted, to, help you” he felt a tear in his eyes, as well as the blood, it was pulsating from his wounds, he felt it creep up his back, the blood making a pool beneath him similar to the others who were lying there.

“RICHARD!” Blue ran to his side, her eyes full of tears; she looked at him, and with Kiba’s help, looked for the wounds, finding them through all the blood that covered him, seeping into the White T-Shirt, eventually locating them in his shoulder and Chest, she looked back to him, her eyes were full of tears, “Richard, hold on”, he watched them, his eyes only slits now as he struggled to stay awake in the darkness trying to overtake him.

Kiba began to rip of part of his jacket, and use the sleeves to bandage the wounds that had been made, taking off his jacket and placing it over him after as he lifted him up, the blood still seeping slightly from the wound, dripping onto the floor, mixing with all the others, “We can’t go back to the house, it is likely they will be waiting for us there” Blue said, looking around, they all knew where they would have to go, it was obvious,

“Well, we only have one choice then” Kiba said, looking down to Richard, holding him in his arms, his jacket covering him, he was barely awake now, and began to slip off, the Wolves nodded in agreement to what Kiba was implying, “Ok then, lets go” with this, they all began to run, the last feeling Richard feeling was the wind on his face as Kiba ran through the trees, where to he didn’t know, but he trusted him, and let himself drift off, and rested.

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Problems
I am updating from a friends laptop at the moment, so I cannot say much.

MyO is not letting me access it at home, so untili it does, please bare with me :) *Bows*

I will try and give a proper update later on if it works, once again I apologise
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Thursday, February 17, 2005

My Opinion is worth something :)
Well, had a good day yesterday, well, when I say day you know I mean Morning XD.

What happened, well, I was having a perfectly normal day, just finished working on my things on the net, and no sooner had I finished all that had a knock at the door distracted me when I just came on MSN. It was Young Careers, apparently, it was Meeting time again with Social Services *shivers* I hate these meetings, the people there are so boring, and I am sure they don’t listen to our point of view, but, never mind that, I went to the meeting, and I found when I got there, I got paid £10 for been there, lol, I was so surprised, I didn’t get that last time, but, the guy who gave it wasn’t there last time, but, not bad for just sitting and giving my opinion on something, and it was a lot better than last time, had some good debates. It is so nice been on the Government Boards, lol.

After we had the meeting, the guy who was with us from the service, Peter took me and the other girl with us out to a café around the corner (We were In Saltaire, we met at a Local Medical Administration Facility) I had Coronation Chicken Baguette and BIG Chips, and I do mean BIG!

So, had a good morning, and also got to hear the Killers on the radio back, it was so much fun, I enjoyed it, to think, I was going to have a shower that morning, meaning I may have been rushing around like a bimbo if Peter hadn’t turned up when he did XD.

My afternoon and rest day has been pretty standard, boring, I really do hate not having any one that I can go out with and have some fun *sigh* I got some food with my Money and a Donor Kabab so it wasn’t money ill spent

I will leave you with my story now, MyO is getting better with me now, but still hates me a little , I won’t complain though, I shall be patient with it.


Kiba – You would have thought he would have got us dinner yesterday
Blue – Yeah, but you know, Humans
Hige – Still, I was hungry, he could have shared
Richard – I could have *Rolls eyes*#
Kiba – But……
Richard – Do you really think you would have got some with you know who here *Points at Hige* *Cough*
Blue – He has a point
Tsume – For a Human
Hige – What!? Whats going on
Richard & Blue – Nothing
Hige - *Raises Eyebrow*
Richard – On with the story anyway, can’t ramble all day

(Sorry, I felt like a comedy piece, what do you think, I know it isn’t my specialty, but…. Input, people, please, *begs and whimpers*

Tsume – Pathetic Wolf Wannabe
Richard – What was that Tsume
Tsume – Nothing *whistles*
Richard – Wanna be written outta the story?
Tsume - *gulp* You Wouldn't
Richard - *Raises Eyebrow* Wouldn't I now?
Tsume - *Turns away in silence*
Kiba - *Whispers To Richard* I never seen him be so quiet so fast
Richard - *Whispers to Kiba* You just gotta know which nerve to touch
Blue – Ahem
Richard – Oh, sorry, STORY *Bows to Audience* Sorry, here you go, the story promised

Chapter 8 – Bond of Friendship

He sat there, looking onto the lake, the moonlight shining bright onto it, it was a full moon, it was beautiful, the entire area around illuminated in White, it was beautiful, he felt peaceful here, looking out onto to lake, he sighed, and began to think to himself. He had to leave them, he would only cause more problems in the pack, he was creating sides in them, those against him, and those for him, he didn’t want to ruin someone else’s life, even if it did make him happy, he wanted others to be happy, and not make others upset just for him to be happy.

Sitting there he picked up a stone and threw it onto the water, it skimmed slightly before sinking, breaking the gentle stream of light for a few seconds as the ripples spread across the water. He could feel the sadness in him, but he wanted to hold it back so badly, if he had tried to say goodbye, she wouldn’t let him leave, Kiba wouldn’t, and so, it would only cause more problems, and that was the last thing he wanted, he had to leave like this, it was the only way to make sure they would not be too upset, sure, Blue may be upset for a while, but he was only a Human and they would not miss him forever, it would pass after a while, the sadness. He knew he didn’t know the first thing about this world, it was a totally alien environment to him, it was like another world, well, it was another world, but once that seemed so familiar, but different at the same time. He would have to learn, quickly as well, or else he would not last long, but, he was a quick learner, and he was sure others would help him, maybe.

Placing his chin onto his knees, he looked again onto the water, and up towards the full moon in the sky, it was so beautiful, he looked at it, and for some reason, he felt a weird feeling, and howled, sure, it was not a convincing one, but still, he Howled to the moon, for some reason it comforted him slightly.

Suddenly from directly behind him, he heard another two howls, stopping his suddenly he looked behind him, and saw a White and black wolf standing there, it was Blue and Kiba, they stopped there howling as they looked to them, smiling slightly, Richard looked back forward, chin on knees, “Sorry” he said, silently. Kiba moved over to him and placed his head on his shoulder, saying as he sat there,

“Don’t be sorry, Howl to the moon all you want, there is nothing wrong with it” he rested there, Blue moving in front of him, sitting there, staring at him with her deep, Blue eyes.

“No, not that, I should have told you I was going, but, I didn’t want you to stop me, I didn’t want to break your pack up because of me, it would be better if I left” he sat there, looking over Blue into the lake, sighing heavily as he did. Kiba moved his head and moved to sit at his side, Blue looking at him still, staring deeply, saying to him, calmly, suddenly,

“Please, don’t go, if you did, how would you survive” she looked over to him, he could see a kindness in her eyes, a gentleness,

“The pack won’t break up because of you, we are always like this, don’t worry” Kiba said, placing his head on his paws, resting, looking out onto the lake, the moon still shining brightly as clouds passed by it. There was a short silence before Richard replied to wither of them, looking up to the moon, looking at its brilliance, the celestial body, so much strength derived from it,

“I don’t want to be a cause for fighting though” he looked back down at his knees again, he could feel the tears he had been holding back well up inside him, but he wanted to so desperately control them, feeling a nudge on his face, he looked back up, in front of him, black fur, lifting his arms up, he put his arms around it, Blue was resting on him, whimpering slightly, was she crying?

“I have taken care of you, please, don’t go, I want you to stay with us, the others have already started to accept you, come on, you can’t leave us now, I still want to learn more about you, and anyway, I want to protect you, were friends after all, that’s what friends do” Blue shook slightly, she sat down, Richard moved his legs to the side to give her some space, Richard pushed her away slightly, and used on of his fingers to wipe a tear running down her muzzle, rubbing the under side slightly, a tear developing in his own eye,

“I don’t know” he sighed again, looking over to the lake, and back to her, “I don’t want to inconvenience you though, I am sure you have your own thing to do, I don’t want to be in your way” Kiba budged his side after he finished this, now in his human for, laying face up, he said looking deeply into the moon,

“We want you to come with us, we think you can help us, more than you think, we need you with us” Kiba turned his head and looked at Richard, a smile on his face, gentle, but there, Richard returned it,

“Well, I guess I have to come with you guys then, I will try not to slow you down” he got up, patting Blue on the head, as she turned back to her Human form, putting her hands around him as he walked, he limped slightly, he still had a bit of a bruise from when the guards beat him.

Kiba also got up, and moved to stand next to him, Richard could see the others Wolves at the edge of the forest, watching as they approached, and Kiba said, standing next to him, his hands in his pockets,

“You won’t slow us down, just don’t do this ever again, you got us really worried” Richard nodded and smiled to this, he wouldn’t do it again, he knew that the Wolves were happy enough with him now, and they would take care of him, he felt safe and a part of something, first time ever for him, he felt he was a part of something, a group, not just an outsider.


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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Ticking Me Off
MyO is really starting to tick me off, yet again, it would not work last night, so I am going to get around all your sites this morning, please forgive me, I wil ltry and get round to as many of you who updated yesterday as I can, this is starting to be beyond a joke, is anyone else having any problems like this where the webpage seems to just dissapear?

Other than that, yesterday was ok I guess, I watched Vol 2 & 3 of Wolf's Rain with Adam and Lee, it was good to wacth them again, it is such a cool series, although wee were upto 3AM watching them, lol, a tad late :)

I gotta a meeting with the council later on this Evening with the Young Carrers, so, must be ready for that, must have all notes ready to read, lol, dsamn meetings, I wonder somethims why I bother *sigh*

Well, I will leave you with the next installment of my story, hope you enjoy it, and till later, talk to you soon

Chapter 7 – Missing Anxiety

The night again, it has passed relatively quietly, Tsume had kept out of the way for the most of it, keeping to himself out back, Kiba and Blue had been with Richard in the living room, Hige and Toboe occasionally wandered into the room also, and Richard talked to them, they were interesting people, he especially like Toboe, he was such a timid person, he reminded him a lot of himself.

Night fell though, and Richard had a strange urge, he felt he had do something, he couldn’t stay, so, with this in mind, he started to think while sat in the chair in his room.


Downstairs, the others had all assembled in the room again, Blue had just exited to go check and make sure Richard was ok, leaving the others in the room, sitting in front of yet again a roaring fireplace, the others sat talking about there own business, “He is actually quite nice, he is so kind” Toboe said, laying down in front of the fire, arms behind his head,

“He is something, not like any other Human I have ever met” Hige added, lying out on the sofa, which he had all to himself since Blue went upstairs,

“I still don’t like it” Tsume stood next to the window added, looking out towards the moon, it was a full moon, but, they could not do anything in this city, they would only be able to look upon it,

“Oh, come on, he isn’t bad Tsume, sure he is Human, but…” Toboe stopped, he didn’t know what made it special, there was something about it, but he couldn’t say,

“An Aura, something, a feeling, hard to explain, you feel it don’t you Tsume” Kiba, sat on the chair added this I after Toboe, Tsume grunted and continued to look out of the window.

There were a few seconds of silence, suddenly, a noise cam from upstairs, and a running came down the stairs, everyone looked over to see Blue run down, red in the face, looking extremely anxious, “What’s wrong?, Blue!” Kiba asked, jumping from his chair, standing up straight, tension filling in the air, the others all standing and looking to Blue expectantly,

“He’s gone” Blue said, catching her breath slightly, she was visibly anxious, and shocked,

“What!, Who?!” Hige asked, walking over to her, the others following,

“Richard, he isn’t in his room, and his window is wide open, I think he has gone”, Blue immediately looked over to Tsume, and said, standing straight, walking over to him, “This is your fault, you made him feel like this, he wouldn’t have left if you at least made him feel welcome” she looked to the floor, “Damn him, he only wanted us to be happy” a tear ran off her cheek as the others ran up the stairs, Tsume running up first, surprisingly, Kiba behind him, closely followed by the others, Blue following, after rubbing the tear away.

The room was indeed empty, they looked around it thoroughly, under the bed, under the chair, everywhere they could, but there was not a sign of him, only a open window, the blinds moving slightly in the wind as it blew gently, “See, he isn’t here, god, where is he, he doesn’t know anything, he can’t survive without help” she moved around frantically, unable to stop moving, looking over the room, Kiba moved over to her, and put his hand on her shoulder, she stopped moving,

“It is ok, all we need to do is follow his scent, and we can find him, come on” Kiba immediately turned Wolf and leaped out of the window, waiting for anyone else that came. All of them leaped from the window, even Tsume, Blue last, trying to compose herself, sniffing the night air, they picked it up leading into the forest, “This way” Kiba shouted, running straight in the direction, the others following closely behind him.

They ran through the forest for a long while, until eventually the scent began to become strong, “He’s near-by” Tsume called over, he actually began to become tense, it was unusual for him, but no one noticed, they were too busy looking for him. Eventually they came to a lake, the moonlight shone deep into it, reflecting and creating a white aura all around it, as they looked down to it’s banks, they could see him, sitting there, looking away, Blue looked to the others,

“Let me and Kiba deal with this, stay here” she began to slowly walk out, and make her way towards where he sat, Kiba just behind her, it was obvious she had to hold herself back from running at him and pouncing on him in excitement, but, they made there way slowly, he just sat there, looking onto the water.



Realitvly Short, but, I am building on something, work with me :)
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Damn Server
Thank you for yesterday, I am sorry I could not visit all your sites, MyO wouldn't let me on at all, and it really made me quite an gry, so, I do apologise for not visiting your sites, please forgive me *bows* I will try and visit as many as I can now, to make up for it

In other news, not alot happened yesterday, stayed at Adams last night and watched him play Zelda on his new Gamecube, I was bored as hell, but, been the good friend he is, he didn't realise *sigh* Never mind.

I didn't do much else really, visited my Mum in hospital, she is doing ok, she starts her Steroids today, so, fingers crossed.

Here is the next part of my story, speak to you all later :)

Chapter 6 – Tsume’s Discontent

Waking up, the morning air filled the room, creating a bright orange glow on the walls, slipping through the blinds slits, the room illuminated by it. Sitting up, Richard looked to his side, Blue and Kiba were not longer at his side, and he was sat in the bed alone.

Getting up, slowly he looked around the room; at the bottom of the bed was a new T-Shirt, a white one like Kiba’s, walking over to it. Looking at it for a few seconds, it wasn’t there last night, it must have been put there this morning, so, picking it up, he slipped it over his head, I was a good fit for him. He walked back to the window and looked out of it, the glow filled the city, and the entire city glowed as if it was on fire, the brightness shining off the window and bouncing off into every direction, it was as he looked out he heard the door open, turning around he saw Blue standing at the door, she looked over to him and smiled,

“Good morning, glad to see you are awake, and you found the T-Shirt I left out for you” she walked over to him and used her hands to work out the cresses in the T-Shirt, “A lot better” she smiled and walked back over to the door, Richard stood at the window still looking at her, he didn’t know what to think, but, said the words, silently,

“Thank you” looking down and still not having the confidence to look up, he heard a friendly laugh from her as she got back to the door,

“It’s no problem, now come on, it’s breakfast time” Richard shot his head straight up to this, he couldn’t go downstairs with the others, he knew that Tsume and the others were not too great fans of a Human been with them,

“I can’t, I mean, I don’t want to disturb all of you” he looked back down again, “I know I am not liked, I will stay here, you go and have breakfast” she gave a sharp and direct grunt at this point, and he heard her footsteps again, walking over to him, taking him by the arm, locking with him, walking with him across the room,

“I will force you down there if I have to, you need to eat, don’t worry about the others, they will get used to it in time” she released him at the door, he sighed slightly, but he could not disobey Blue, she had been too kind to him, so, for her, he would do it, and muttered under his breath, ever so silently,

“Ok”, with this, he slowly walked down the stairs, the sound of his footsteps, and Blues behind him echoing through the old, creaky floorboards, it was an old house. Stumbling slightly, his leg still not all too together, he got to the floor at the bottom.

Once there, he was immediately greeted by a sweet smell, he could smell the bacon as it cooked on the stove, and the rest of it, cracking, filling the air with sweet smells of food, his mouth watered at this, but, he still did not know if it was right. So, with Blue behind him, just to make sure he would not turn around, he walked into the Kitchen.

Inside, he saw the smoke from the pans rise to the ceiling, and the rest of the Wolves, all in there Human form around the table, they were talking just before he came in, they immediately stopped dead, even in moving as he walked in, been led to a chair near the side of the table, next to Kiba, Blue sat at his right side, Kiba at the head of the table. Looking down immediately, he didn’t want to disturb them from whatever they were talking about, but still, they stayed quiet. Richard began to feel slightly uncomftable as they continued to only mumble to each other, glancing looks at him as he grasped his hands in his lap and looked down, he could feel there stares on him, but, before anything could be done of it, he felt a hand on his shoulder, looking to his side, looking up, he saw Kiba’s hand on his shoulder, he smiled, nothing said, Richard slightly smiled, he knew he had at least one friend at this table.

As this was done, Blue put plates full of food out on the table, pilled high of food, Richard looked as his as it was put down, she had been gracious enough to remember he didn’t have an appetite of a Wolf, and so, did not pile his plate as full as the others, it was more of a generous helping, still, perhaps a bit much ever for him. They sat down and were about to eat, but, before Richard could pick up his knife and fork, he heard a voice, it was Tsume, “So, What is the Human doing down here with us anyway?” he could tell he was not talking; ‘to’ him, but ‘about’ him, he knew he was not welcome with the tone Tsume had in his voice, he could understand this, and let out a slight sigh. Tsume had got a reaction from the others around the table, they stopped there eating, looking at him, Richard could hear Blue growl slightly at this comment.

The environment had turned very tense now, something had to be done about it, so, slowly, pushing his chair back, Richard picked up his plate and knife and fork, placing them over his food, and said, walking away from the table, into the living room, “He’s right, I will go somewhere else, sorry” he walked out of the room at a quick pace, he didn’t want to be a bother any longer in there than he had to be. He bowed, slightly, and left.

Walking into the room, he sat himself down on the sofa, looking over to the fire, the embers burning ever so dimly still in there; the logs still a light from them. He began to eat his food slowly, he couldn’t hear what was been said in the kitchen, but he knew something was going on in there, he heard voices, aggravated.


As Richard left the room with his plate, all the Wolves watched him, accept Tsume, who grunted and continued to eat his food, like nothing had happened, it was Blue who spoke up first, “You insensitive bastard, you know how long it took me to coax him down here, to feel happy, you have just destroyed that, that Human is lost, depressed, are you trying to make him feel totally alone” she shot him a look of disgust, she had worked hard to make him feel better, Tsume grunted and didn’t respond to her question, but instead carried on eating, Blue growled loudly to this, and slammed her fist down on the table, knocking the food slightly,

“She’s right Tsume” Kiba spoke up now, looking straight forward across the table, not looking at Tsume sat on his left, “It took us along time to get his confidence back, you are destroying that, we need him, you must understand how he feels, he thinks he has no friends, only enemies” Kiba looked down, continuing, “Can you at least try and accept him” Toboe smiled, he was sat next to Tsume, and said to him, turning his head,

“Yeah, come on Tsume, he isn’t like any other Human anyway, I am sure you can accept him, he seems nice enough to me” Toboe smiled, putting his hand next to his side,

“I am trying at least, he does seem different, I am sure we can get along” Hige, who had been sat next to Blue stuffed another piece of bacon into his mouth saying this, even this tense moment wouldn’t stop his gut,

“You see Tsume, everyone else is trying, why can’t you” Tsume still had not moved through all of this, he had continued to eat his food as normal, as if nothing happened, but, after this last comment from Kiba, he slammed his food onto his plate again, almost shattering it, and said, aggravated,

“He is still a human, have you not forgotten, they hate us” he snarled slightly,

“Not this one, if anything, he loves Wolves like family” Blue said, softening her tone and expression. Tsume suddenly changed his expression, looking at Blue,

“What!?” Kiba looked over to him.

“It is true, Richard, he loves Wolves, he is not scared of us at all, he would die to protect us, he has said this to us already, he does not want to be a bother to us either, but we have to help him, he isn’t from this world, perhaps he can help find paradise, as compared to this world, the one he is from, is paradise” Kiba smiled and stood up, walking towards the door, “Just consider it Tsume” Kiba walked out of the door, Blue also got up and followed, she didn’t say another word to Tsume as she walked out behind Kiba, leaving the others, sitting there, silently.

Richard continued to eat, sitting on the sofa, not looking up, he heard the argument had stopped now, and silence had fallen on the house. As he sat there, he felt the sofa dip slightly, looking sharply to his side, he saw Kiba sit next to him, leaning back into the chair, putting the hands from his pockets to the back of his head as he sat there, looking over to the fire, giving Richard a smile as he looked to him. Blue sat over on the chair at the side of him, sitting there, her hands on her lap, looking to Richard, she took a breath, Richard put his plate down, he had eaten as much as he wanted, he put his knife and fork on it, and placed it on the table, he had only eaten about half, he couldn’t bring himself to eat anymore, he didn’t feel the need to eat.

“Don’t worry about Tsume” Kiba said, sitting back up, looking over to the plate, and then back at Richard, Richard also looked over to him, “He needs time, he doesn’t understand, don’t let it get to you” Kiba moved over to him, now in his wolf form and laid down on the sofa, placing his muzzle on his lap, Richard moved his right hand and stroked him down his back, gently. He could feel Kiba nuzzle his leg slightly. Richard knew Kiba had been wild for a long time, but for some reason, been stroked by Richard, It gave him a strange feeling, filled him with warmth, he was the only human he had ever let do so.

“It is ok, I can understand how he feels, from what you have told me, Humans are scum here” he sat there, stroking Kiba still as he lay there, his eyes closed, his tail wagging slightly, Blue moved over to him, and sat on the arm of the sofa, placing her hands on his shoulder,

“We will take care of you, we are your friends after all” she smile saying this, running her hand through his hair, messing it up slightly, Richard placed his other hand on hers as it rested on her head, and tried to put his hair back down, she only messed it up again, they both laughed slightly,

“Friends?” he had never known what real friendship had been ,he had always been alone in life, he felt warmth in his heart, in his body, could it be he finally found someone who cared about him,

“Both of us” Kiba added in as he rested on his lap in his wolf form, drifting slightly. A tear ran down Richard’s cheek, but it was not of sadness, but happiness and he said, through his overwhelming happiness,

“Thank you” and he sat there, Blue at his side, and Kiba resting on his lap, as the last of the fire went out in the fireplace, smoke rising from it.

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Monday, February 14, 2005

Brothers
Well, here I am, I stayed at my Brothers last night, didn't go to bed till about 5AM in the morning and it is now about 10AM, lol, I am so mad.

Had a good night, played Donkey Konga for a while, that game on the gamecube with the bongos and you have to play them to the music, it was madness but in a good way :)

Other than that, not alot going on, I will be heading back to mine about 11AMish, my Mother will already be in hospital, she has to go in for Steroid treatment you see, her legs have not ben good, her MS is flaring up. So, It is just me and my sister realy in charge of the house, now there is a scary thought if I ever imagined one, lol.

here is no story at the moment, because I cannot access I here at my bros, but when I get home I wil post it up :)

See you around, till then

hapy Valentines day, hope you havea god one, and all the best.

EDIT

I am back, so here you are

Chapter 5 – A Home too far

Awakening in the darkness of the room again, it was still the same, a bedroom, blue wallpaper, with a bed, chair and window, the blinds letting in fine slits of moonlight illuminating the walls, and creating an ‘eerie’ aura about the room. Richard stood at the window, it has been several days since the escape from the prison, he spent a lot of it resting in bed, his wounds healing still, and although most had made a good recovery, the wound in his shoulder still bothered him.

Looking out the window, the city illuminated by lights and the moon, he slipped down the wall and curled up, putting his head on his knees, he began to think, he wanted to go home, sure, there was not a lot there for him, but still it was his home, and he wanted to return to it, he missed the fields he walked through, he missed those few he called ‘friends’, but, mainly just people to talk to, he would never see them as real friends, not the kind he always wanted. He sat looking into his knees, silently crying.


Meanwhile downstairs the wolves were sat in the living room, around the open fire, roaring like a beautiful dancer, the embers falling gently to the ground in front of it, extinguishing. Blue, Kiba and Hige on the sofa, Toboe in front of the fire and Tsume by the window.

“What are we going to do with the ‘Human’ then?” Tsume sounding rather cynical about the entire situation, letting his dislike for it is known; he was not a great fan of humans,

“We take him with us” Blue added, she had been taking care of him a lot of this time while at this house, she was the one who found it like it was, it was a lucky find, Kiba added, also, been taking care of him, helping Blue,

“We cannot let him go to the streets, he is not even of this world, he would be dead in hours” Kiba slipped back into the chair, and put his hand behind his head, looking up to the ceiling slightly,

“We are going to be taking him with us then” Toboe added, Hige finishing off his sentence,

“To Paradise” Hige was not too bothered by the entire situation, although he was cautious about it all, he was suspicious of him,

“Looks like it” Kiba got up and walked over to the fire, looking into it deeply, a moment of silence followed, everyone deep in there own through of the situation, all with there own ideas on how it should be dealt with. It was Blue that broke the silence, getting up from the chair; she looked towards the stairs,

“I am going to check on Richard” she began to walk along the room towards the stairs, Kiba then began to follow, adding,

“I shall come too, I have questions to ask him” he moved up behind Blue and followed her up the stairs, walking slowly.

Tsume, Hige and Toboe just stayed where they were, Tsume adding as they went up, “How can they care for a Human like that?” he moved over to the sofa and laid flat out on it, almost kicking Hige in the face,

“I don’t know, but you have to admit, there is something unusual about him, he has a weird aura, I for one am interested on who he is!” Hige relaxed back into the chair after saying this, putting his hands behind his head as usual, and closing his eyes,

“Well, I hope he knows what he is doing” Tsume grunted and also closed his eyes, resting on the sofa; all feel quiet in the room.


Richard could hear them coming up the stairs, a gentle thump, but, he couldn’t stop himself from crying, he felt it dwell inside him, he couldn’t hide it, he didn’t want them to see him like this, not a weak Human. He heard them knock at the door, it was the usual voice, “Richard, it is me, Blue, can I come in?” she had a gentle tone of voice, she had been keeping him company over the past few days, he let him stroke her, and she was a great listener, he had told her a lot about the world he was from, it was fascinating to her, she had never heard of such a place, it amazed her that such a place could exist.

Again she knocked, “Richard, you in there? You ok?” he could hear her begin to turn the door knob, he didn’t want her to see him like this, he tried to give her an answer from his position where he was sat, but found he couldn’t even manage a squeak, it was too late anyway, she had opened the door.

“You in here?” she asked, curiously, this was a rhetorical question, he had to be in there. She walked around the room until she could see under the window. Looking down she sees him, curled up, his head on his knees, she could hear his crying from where she was stood, and could see him shaking slightly, “Richard!?” she ran over to him, Kiba close behind her as she did, both kneeling at each of his side, both putting hand on his shoulder, he still cried, not looking up.

“What’s wrong Richard!? Please tell me!” she had a hurried tone of voice, she was worried, she had not seen him like this before, and he would have rather no one did, he felt like an idiot like this, she shouldn’t have to see this side of him, a wimp. Getting a bit of his voice, he said, not looking up,

“Please, I don’t want you to see me like this, I am pathetic” he felt even more tears run down his cheek, he wanted to just curl up and pretend that he didn’t exist, he was only a shadow of the world, one that could easily fall back into the darkness and disappear. She tightened her grip on his shoulder, and her tone changed, she seemed more concerned,

“I don’t think you are pathetic, we all cry at some point, it is nothing to be ashamed off” she used her other hand to lift his head up, he tried to resist, but he found he couldn’t fight her, as she lifted up, she turned it towards her, she could see the streams of tears that had ran down his cheeks, and the tears forming in his eyes, using one of her fingers she ran it across his cheek, wiping away some of the tears, new ones replacing them,

“I bet I look stupid to you Wolves” he felt himself shake even more, a steadying voice came from his side in the form of Kiba though, who had now turned to his wolf form,

“Even we Wolves cry, it is nothing to be ashamed of, come on, tell us what is wrong” he put his muzzle on his knees and rested there, Richard used one of his hands, tears covering it to stroke him slightly, he didn’t seem to mind a slightly damp hand of tears stroke him, he just sat there, resting, his eyes closed, trying to be as comforting as he could,

“Please tell us” Blue looked at him, she was also now in her Wolf form, Richard extended his other arm to her, and stroked the side of her muzzle, she was so warm, her eyes was beautiful, such a graceful creature. Holding back the tears and shakes best he could, he took a deep breath, and then, began to talk, his vision blurry from all the crying, his voice slightly croaky,

“I miss home” he stopped there for a second, but continued, “I miss my life there, there was not much for me there, but I didn’t cause anyone else problems there, I didn’t cause others pain, sure, it was a pitiful existence, but, it was home” he felt a solitary tear run down his cheek thinking about it, Blue moved closer to him and licked his face, taking the tear away, she seemed to almost be crying herself, her eyes wider than normal.

“I can understand, that is a perfectly normal reason, there is nothing to be embarrassed about” she nuzzled him slightly, he moved his hand and held it around her, holding her close, her dark fur running against him, creating a slightly warm tinge,

“Thank you, but, the part that upsets me is that I don’t know what to do, I cannot keep with you forever, I cannot be such a burden” he looked down again at his point, Blue moving her head, rubbing her fur against the back of his neck, saying, silently, softly,

“We have already talked about this, we want you to come with us” she moved away after saying this, Kiba also moving, as they moved to the door, leaving Richard for a second to sit at the window.

Once at the door, Blue began to whisper to Kiba, “We need to keep an eye on him, I am worried, he seems so upset, I cannot stand it, he misses it so much, we need to help him” there was a few seconds pause, Richard looked over to them, wondering what they were on about, but he did not attempt to move to disturb them,

“I agree, we can’t leave him like this, I want to help him also, I cannot stand seeing someone this depressed, he has lived such a sad life” he stopped for a second, looking to him, and back to Blue, “He reminds me of me, we are so similar” Blue nodded to this, and added, holding her head up with one of her hands,

“We need to keep an eye on him, I will stay with him tonight, and make sure he is ok, we will help him, together” Kiba nodded to this, and added to her statement,

“I will stay too, I want to help as much as I can, he is ‘special’ this one” she also nodded to this, walking back over to Richard after a short exchange of headshakes.

Walking back over to him, they looked at him, Kiba speaking up, “We are going to stay with you, make sure you are ok” they helped him up slowly, Richard nodded to this, he didn’t want to question them, but as they put him back into the bed, placing the cover over him, saying as he laid there,

“I really don’t want to be a bother, I don’t want to put you out of your way” Richard laid back in the bed, allowing the pillow to surround his head, Blue resting as his right side, next to his torso,

“You are not a bother, if you were, we wouldn’t be here now would be” she rested her head on his legs, closing her eyes as she said her words, slowly drifting off like Richard,

“She is right you know, if it was a bother, we would have left you a long time ago, for now, lets rest, you must be tired, we will look after you” Kiba also did the same, resting his head on his chest, closing his eyes also. Richard felt a strange feeling in his heart, he didn’t understand it, it felt warm though, and felt as if he had real friends, for once in his life, he felt closer to these than anyone else he had ever known, he felt he could trust them, this made him happy.

With these thought in his mind, gently lifting him away to his dreams, he felt calm, and feel asleep easily, his hands on each of the Wolves heads, gently stroking them, was this happiness?

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Sunday, February 13, 2005

MyO Problems
Due to the MyO Problems, I am able to access everything but the main page of my site, so, I am sorry but I cannot update your sites, I will try to reach others sites who update on mine, at least I know you will have upp-dated, I am sorry about this, but, it will be like this till MyO gets sroted *Bows*#

Well, my day went good yesterday, got my clothes so I now look like Kiba, YAYNESS, it is really cool, I laso got Vol.2 of my Wolf's Rain series and the OST, the first one, so, it was a good day yesterday, all fun.

EDIT - MYO SEEMS TO BE OK FOR ME NOW, SO IT IS BACK TO NORMAL HERE SO I CAN COOMENT ON ALL PEOPLE WHO UPDATE.

I will leave you with my story, and anyone else please tell me if you had any problems, thanks :)

Chapter 4 – Jail Break

He watched as he was dragged along the corridor, the metallic sounding steps been taken over the floor as he was dragged away. They must have turned so many, but eventually, they came to a large metallic door, opening it, they dragged him in, the two men throwing him in, the door closing behind them, he could hear them laughing as they walked away, what had he got himself into?

He ran at the door, trying to open it, but found the bars in it were solidly in, and he could do nothing to open it, there was no console there, it could only be opened from outside. He turned around, and found himself face to face with another man, dressed in black, Richard immediately tried to take a hit at him, but felt a sharp jab to his stomach, slouching slightly, he felt himself again been dragged, and tied up to some chains in the centre of the room, lifting him ever so slightly off the floor. “So, Richard was it, I am here because you don’t know the rules, well, let me enlighten you on how we do things here, shall we” he could already tell through his voice this was not going to be a pleasant experience, his voice sounded twisted and polluted with darkness.

“You can do to me what you want, but, I have nothing of value to you, let me go” he could hear his voice echo around the room, but, the man laughed, moving around to the back of him, Richard tried to turn his head but found himself unable to do so, but he heard the move of metallic instruments, he had a feeling something bad was coming,

“Your right, I will do to you what I want” he suddenly thrust something into his back, looking down Richard saw as a large metallic pole launched through his shoulder blade, he watched the blood squirt out, the end becoming a deep crimson as he gave a huge yelp of pain, tears falling from his eyes as it penetrated him, and saw it sitting in his shoulder, embed, he felt the blood run down his chest, the burning sensation, he could feel himself go faint, the pain was so great, and called out as loud as he could,

“BLUE!!, KIBA!!, Help me, Please” he lagged off at the end, the sadness spreading into him, unable to bring any more words out, the tears preventing it, and hanging there, he heard the man say again to him, before removing the stick,

“This is so much fun, I am going to enjoy this”, Richard slopped his head down at the exit of the stick, blood could be seen coming from his wound heavily, he felt, light headed, the blood leaving his as quickly as his life was, he could feel he was not leaving here alive, why did he have to come to this world?


“Come on” Blue shouted out, squeezing the last of her body from the bars, they were all out now, they stood outside the cell, looking to the door, Kiba called out to the others,

“Lets get out of this hell hole then” saying this, he sprinted at the door, opening it violently, the guards outside, been caught off guard, not having time to reach for there weapons, they were immediately pounced on by Tsume and Kiba, killing them instantly, the blood running from there necks, a pool of blood created below them,

“Cool, let’s go” Toboe shouted, following the corridor around letting it lead them towards the exit. It was after they had turned several times that Blue suddenly stopped at a T-Junction as the others ran, Kiba also stopped, looking back, she was looking down the corridor, Tsume, running back down, shouted,

“Hey, the Exit is this way” he looked over to Blue, eyeing her with some intent, looking back to him, she calmly said,

“But Richard’s this way” looking back to the corridor, “He was calling for help, he is in Pain!” she began to get aggravated, her fur stood on end,

“Oh please, he is just a Human, let it go” Tsume sounded aggravated and annoyed at this point, he was known for not been the greatest Human fan. Before things could get out of hand, Kiba added,

“He may be Human, but there is something about him, and anyway, he is from another world, there is no telling what they will do to him” Kiba walked next to Blue, turning to the rest, “Carry on if you want, we shall catch you up” with this, he nodded with Blue, and they made there way down the corridor, Tsume stood there, Hige and Toboe running past him, following Kiba and Blue,

“Geez, He’s gonna end up getting us killed” Tsume, reluctantly began to run down the corridor, following all the others, a call of pain echoing around it, he was calling, pain filled the air, the foul stench of fresh blood.


“Oh, come on, you can’t give up yet, I’m not even started” the man gave a maniacal short laugh at this point; he was enjoying himself too much now. Richard had blood stained trousers, blood created a poll at his feet, he could feel it dry into him, from the several injuries inflicted throughout his body, and the scratches and wounds made on his back, although not deep, they stung. He kept on playing with the hole he made in his shoulder earlier, poking with the metal object, trying to keep it bleeding, gasping for breath, paleness in his cheeks, he said, softly, feeling a metal taste rise into his mouth,

“Please, I just want to go home……home” he let the last work slip from his mouth, he knew he would not get what he wanted, it was too late for him, all he wished for now was it all to end, he wanted it to be swift, not prolonged, he didn’t belong, so perhaps death was the worlds way of balancing the nature of things.

“Home, Well, I guess I could, but first, we have to kill you” he gave out a prolonged laugh to this, “You are such a wimp, I wanted something special from you, but your just another idiot” he heard him sigh behind him, as a loud bang hit the door, the man behind him moved in front and looked out of the door bared window, he looked back to Richard, “Damn them, never quiet” he paused a second “now, where were we” he walked towards him again, the long metal object in hand, aiming for his neck.

At this point though, the door behind him opened, and before he could do anything, he had an angry White Wolf on his back, ripping out of neck. Richard watched with a look of horror on his face, the blood gushing from it, the stick rolling to the side of the room, creating a small stream of blood as it did, the stench becoming stronger with two bloods. Whilst Kiba was dealing with him, Blue ran over in her Human form and took the keys from the side, and unchained him, grabbing him by her shoulders as he dropped, “Richard, you ok, I am glad, sorry we were late” she smiled at him as he struggled to stay awake, whispering almost,

“You should have escaped, why did you risk yourself for me, a Human” he couldn’t look up to her, he felt himself been lifted from the other side, as he looked he saw Kiba holding his other side, saying as he did,

“We’re your friends, anyway, can’t let the Nobles get away with what they are doing, we had to save you, we need you” taking his full weight, the other wolves outside the room began to clear a path for them, taking down the soldiers as they came at them, Richard over Blue and Kiba’s shoulders, running through the dead bodies and blood, his own still dripping from him, he knew he was far gone,

“I, am a goner, save yourselves” he went limp at this point, and began to slip off into a slumber, but as he did, he heard Blue say to him, using her other hand to wipe some blood away coming from his Mouth,

“Hold on, we will take you to safety, just stay strong” it all went black at this point, and everything turned to a darkness, it all disappeared and he drifted off.



Also, Happy Valentines days, I hope you all have good days, I know mine is just gonna be the same, I have no one at all :( I feel so unloved, but never mind, I am used to been the 'Lone Wolf'

ALthough thanks to Azn Gurl for the card, that was sweet *hugs*
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Saturday, February 12, 2005

Break Begins
Well, the Half-Term is upon us again, and not alot has been planned, lol, as ususal. I will take it as it comes, but I wish I could go somewhere nice for once.

Friday was ok, nothing stressful happened, I found I had a few free lessons so I worked on them getting my computing work finished, and since that is done, it is no longer my concern. Just got to do my English Litrature work on 'King Lear' now, so, fun is haed me, I will write that up sometime.

Well, not much planned for today, I will be going into town today to get my 'Kiba look clothing' SO, I need Blue Jeans and the Black Jacket, a few white T-Shirts wouldn't harm either, I only have one, lol. But I will find them, lol, I wanna so look like Kiba, my hair is groing well for it, I will take a pic when I have one ^_^

Sorry I could not visit you all last night, my computer was bee, for use of a better expression 'VERY, VERY GAY!!!' it would not behave for me at all, damn theing and Ad/Spy Ware, my Virus scanner no longer works as it such, so i need to have that sorted.

THanks for all your words on the story, you know what, I am going to push that publisher of mine to have this stroy published, lol :P While I am in Town I will have a word with him about it. Muy teacher said she will enjoy reading it, and will give me advise after, so, wish me luck all.

For the time being, here is the next chapter, hope you enjoy.

Chapter 3 – Truth and Pain

Richard awoke to the sound of a trolley been pushed, the squeaky wheel going round and round, looking up, he found he was still resting on Kiba’s lap, he immediately saw that he had woken up, and pushing the hair in his eyes away slightly, he said to him, softly, “Your awake, that’s good, glad you are ok”. Trying to get up, he found a dull pain prevented him, looking down, he saw as his shirt bad been used to wrap his wounds, looking to them, it has been down neatly, but he could see where the bruises were, it hurt to even take a breath in.

Looking still to his side he watched as the trolley left something near the bars and left swiftly, the doors shutting closed as it disappeared, the others in the cell reaching for the food, turning his head he could see the other three from earlier taking the food and eating it eagerly, it looked as if they had been starved.

Richard looked back to the ceiling, he was hungry too, he could feel that in his belly along with the pain, but he decided that they would be better off having the food, it wasn’t his world after all, and so he deserved none of it. He looked back to Blue, who seemed to look quite aggravated for some reason, he looked at her curiously and heard her call over to the others, “Are you gonna hog that all to yourself Hige, or are you gonna give the boy some” she looked to the boy in the Yellow Hoody, this must have been Hige.

“Erm, Sure, sorry Blue” he watched as he looked around on the plates, handing over a couple of bread rolls to her, placed on top of a pewter plate. She still had a scowl as she placed them next to Richard, saying to him as she placed them down,

“Go on, you need your strength” she gave a faint smile,

“No, I am fine, you have it, you deserve it”, he again tried to return a soft smile to her, but she seemed to be having none of it, and picked up one of the rolls from the plate she placed it in his hand firmly,

“I’m fine, you need it more than me” she gave a faint laugh, “Don’t make me force feed you” he could see a smile on her face, he also got one and took the roll, grudgingly, and ate it, it wasn’t the best he had ever had, but it was better than nothing, Blue and Kiba simply watched him, and the others as he did this.

Finishing the food, Blue seemed to change her tone, while he had been eating, she had moved over to Kiba and had been whispering to him about something, he had no idea what it was, but had a reason it concerned him in some way, by the way she kept looking back to him after saying so many words. She turned back to him, and sat in front of him, Kiba sitting him back up, and also standing at his side, “I think it is time we show you what we are, please, do not be scared” he watched them, cocking his head slightly to what she had just said, what did she mean?

“What do y…..” as he was saying his words he watched as the Blue he knew in front of him turned into a Black dog, no, not dog, Wolf.

Some shock came over his body as he watched this, he had fear in his eyes, and he felt it in his body, he went cold, looking to his side he also saw a White Wolf sitting there. He tried to budge away, but it came closer to him, until the Black one came straight face to face with him, the White one at his side, he suddenly heard a voice from the one on front, as it nuzzled him on his cheek slightly, “It is me Richard, Blue, and this is Kiba” she cocked her head, he nodded, “We are all Wolves here, the grey one over there is Tsume, the Large Brown one is Hige, and the smaller one is Toboe” he looked to all of them individually, he recognized who Tsume had been in his human form with the scar on his chest, and Toboe was easily deducted from the other two, “We won’t hurt you, we want to help you in fact” she sat again in front of him, her tail wagging slightly, Richard tentatively looked at them, he felt the fear begin to slip away as he looked into her beautiful, Blue eyes,

“I, understand” he moved his hand, touching her muzzle slightly, moving it away quickly, not knowing if this was out of what he should do, but, she actually moved forward into this, and allowed herself to be petted. He did the same to Kiba, moving his hand forward, he stroked the under of his muzzle, he also seemed to enjoy this, Richard felt a strange sensation in his body, he could not describe it at all, but he felt safe, he had always wanted to meet a Wolf, this was a dream come true for him. “You are so beautiful, I never imagined Wolves were so beautiful” he continued to stroke them as he sat there, he felt content here, he imagined the Wolves were too as they sat there, ears pinned back, and looking happy.

He must have sat there for a while, but it seemed like only moments when the doors suddenly clicked open, a soldier with a gun standing at it, moving over to Richard. The Wolves snarled at him, there teeth bore at him, and he heard Blue, through her teeth, say to the man, “You hurt him, and I will kill you”, Kiba seemed to nod in agreement, but the man was not bothered by these comments as another man walked in and picked Richard up, placing him over his shoulder.

“We are going to teach him how things are done in this world, he cannot just hope to injure one of us and get away with it, he may have seen your true form, last time he will ever see a Wolf” he gave a grin at this, laughing a short, maniacal laugh as he locked the gates, the Wolves still snarling, there teeth shining a bright white in the light of the cell. They watched helplessly as he was dragged out of the door, Blue saying to him as he did, turning back to her Human form, running to the bars, and shouting through them,

“Don’t give up, we’ll get you out of here”, it was too late though, the door had already slammed shut, and now she was left in the room alone, along with the other Wolves, thinking about what acts they were about to commit on Richard.

“Its ok Blue, we’ll get him back, now come on, lets get out of here” Kiba smiled at her, and began to work at the bars, trying to make a hole for them to get out of, Blue moved over to try and help him,

“Ok then, lets do this, for Richard” she didn’t know why she cared so much for this Human, but she felt something from him, she could not explain it, but she had to do something, he could not die here.

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Friday, February 11, 2005

Half Term awaits
Well, today is my last day before the half term off school, we will be getting a wekk off school, I would like to have more, but, you know, we don't always get whhat we want, anda week is better than nothing right?

Well, yet again, pretty average day, we did recreation and went walking, went up to the resevoir and walked up there, the teachers had no idea where to go, and at one point, I really got aggravated with them, how could you tell? My sarcastic/Ironic attitude came through with Mr French, lol, he had no idea where to go, I could tell I pissed him off.

Well, other than that, school was normal, after school my parents went shopping at Asda, reason, we are taking care of my sisters babay tommorow so we needed to do it today rather than take the babay with us on Saturday, I got plenty of food for myself, and also got the Greenday Album, I didn't intend to mind you, but my dad offered, and my friend said it was quite good, there are some good tracks.

Well, that was the day, just gotta survive today and I shall be free :)

knackered, I though ONLY the UK used it, lol, I didn't know it as used in other places. It is amazzing what you can learn, which brings me to a question, do you have any terms where you live which you believe to be Local to your area only?

I will leave you with my chapter for the day, I am so glad so many of you enjoy reading it, if you ever see anything which you think could be written different, do tell me, Comments about it are always welcome


Chapter 2 – Prison Mutiny

It had been what must have been hours, and he continued to sit on the hard, stone floor of the cell block, he couldn’t bring himself to look up, he didn’t want to disturb these people, they had there own problems and reasons for been here, which were none of his business, and he decided it may be best to just keep out of it.

He suddenly watched as a guard walked across and looked into the cell, gathering some strength, he found he was able to stand, and stumbled forward as the others in the cell watched him walk over to the bars, the guard also fixing his view on him. He got to the bars and rested on them, his hands holding onto them just above his head, and he said, sadness in his voice, “Let me go, I don’t belong here, please” he stood there, he didn’t expect much ,and indeed, he got what he didn’t surprise, as all of the sudden the Wolves gasped, and Richard found himself flying backwards into the cell, the guard had punched him in the face, he could feel where he had landed the punch on his right cheek ,it throbbed.

Blue and Kiba ran over to him, but, he shrugged them off, using his arms, “I am, ok” he stood up again, staring with a cold gaze at the soldier at the cell bars, who just smiled back at him, he felt his blood begin to boil looking at the smug look on his face, smiling at what he had just done, all he wanted to do was go home, was that so bad?

Without any notice, he ran straight at the guard, and extending his arm out and hitting the guard square in the nose through the bars, landing with some thud into them, hurting himself slightly, but sending the guard flying straight into the wall behind him, slumping slightly, “Bastard, let me out” Richard had an aggravated tone, he heard from behind him, one of the other prisoners, it sounded like the one in leather,

“Nice hit, not bad” he could hear he was excited, but Richard did not care, all he wanted was to get out and go home, and he would do this through whatever means he had to,

“You little prick” another guard ran over and helped his friend up, he threw his arm offering away, and moved to the bars, opening it, he grabbing Richard, who was powerless to stop him, still unsteady on his feet. “Now, we shall teach you what happens to little brats who don’t know the rules” his friend got a truncheon out and used it to hold Richard’s arms back, he struggled, trying to get out of the maneuver, but found it was futile.

The guard again was wearing his smug grin as he launched a fist directly into his stomach, he felt himself limp forward slightly, the wind been knocked out of him, coughing as he felt vacuum inside him. He could hear Blue shout from the cells as he did, bringing another punch to his face, “Hey, that’s unfair, let him go” but the guard wasn’t listening, he just continued to hit him. More calls came from the cell, Richard could barely hear them as they did, he felt himself drift slightly, as another blow came to the side of his face.

“That’s enough, for now” he heard the guards who had been throwing the punches at him, feeling his face been lifted, he said to him, throwing his back into the cell, “Remember boy, we own you now”. He landed back in the cell with a large thud, he could feel the damage done to his side as they threw him in, a crunch in his side, the pain covered his face, the blood running from, his nose and side of his mouth, he felt dead.

Moving towards the wall, the others watching, he struggled to rest against it, sighing heavily as he did, Kiba and Blue moving back over to him, sitting at his side again, “Hey, you ok, that was pretty brave, I have never seen a person do that before” she looked down to his wounds, Blue sighed after saying this, pulling something from her pocket, a tissue, she was about to help his wounds, but Richard placed his arm in the air,

“I don’t want to bother you, I’m ok” he coughed slightly, some blood coming from his mouth, landing on the floor, he moved his hand from the air to cover his mouth,

“You need help, your injured badly” Kiba said, putting a slightly smile on his face, trying to reassure him in his tone, Richard shook his head once more,

“I have bothered you enough, please, I don’t want to put you out of your way” he could feel something dab against his lip at this point, looking towards the source, it was Blue, cleaning the blood coming from the side of his mouth,

“If you were a bother, we wouldn’t be helping you, now come on, let me have a look” he felt himself been pushed by Blue, so he rested on Kiba’s lap, he looked up to see both of there faces looking down on him, Blue looking at the wounds on his body, gasping slightly at some of them, “My God, I am surprised you are still alive” she got her tissue out again and began trying to wipe the blood from him. He felt all the pain around his body, he knew he was hurt, and badly, but he didn’t want to have to waste time of strangers, but he allowed them to help him, he had a feeling he could not say anything that would stop them anyway.

He slowly drifted off as she did this, resting on Kiba’s lap, Kiba running his hands through his hair almost like he was stroking him gently. He felt Blue clean his wounds as he rested there, dabbing his wounds with the ever darker colored tissue, he heard a call from one of the others in the cage, shouting something, he couldn’t make it out due to the ringing still in his ears from been boxed around the head so many times, but he did hear the response from Kiba, “That may be so, but I have a feeling, we can’t let him die, we need him”. These were the last words he heard as he began to fall asleep.


THere you go, I hope you enjoy

EDIT

SOmething I needed to add, my English Litrature tacher saw my Poetry and wants me to make a copy for her, she says I should have it published, how cool is that O.O, I never thought I would hear someone say it to me.

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