Sunday, January 16, 2005

Meeting A New
Well, it is been eventful, it was gonna be differnet, let me expalin.

My half-sister which I havn't seen in about 6 years, Amanda, was supposed to be coming over today, but, she has canccelled, I was looking forward to meeting her, and seeing who she was, but I can understand, I am the only one she really has not met, I am the 'Enigmatic' one of the family, lol

Other than that, all is good here, and things are progressing as normal, I spent last night out at Adams and watched Quentin Tarintinos 'From Dusk Till Dawn' and I would have never have guessed where that film was gonna go, I thought it would simply criminals, but it isn't, nice little twist :) glad I watched it now, it was really cool.

Sorry for short post, but, I have gotta get this house tidy. so good luck, and see ya all later

(I will be visiting everyone today, I wil get around to everyone)
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Saturday, January 15, 2005

Sorry
Sorry I did not visit everyone last night, I wasn't feeling very well, ands this cold is really getting to me, has already nearly made me lose my voice, so thats not a good thing already, so I won'tr be doing alot of talking.

Apart from that, yesterday was good, I went to Karate last night, and I have to say I got my utt throughtly whopped, lol, my organs were literally liquidated. lol, no more kidneys anyway, but, I am fine now, gonna be bruised a little bit.

How was everyone elses day, I hope iyt was ok, I have to sya, my afternoon was a sucky, my MSN as hacked you see, so I have to hope all my contacts will add me back to there MSN's, I can only hope, right?

Gotta run anyway, talk to you all later

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Friday, January 14, 2005

What A Difference
Good Morning all, I am back to Normal Lessons for this day, thats right, I have no Exams today, so it will just be all work, but I shan't complain, 3 of the lessons today are on Computers, which is always a good thing :)

Other than that, not much planned for the day, may go to Karate tonight, ti would be advoiisable, but, I don't know, I have been feeling slightly under the weathr, and plus not having sleep at all dosn't help in matters, lol. I was thinking aboutthings, particularly where to go in life.

I had some problems last night, but thanks to some good friends, and some strangers, I was able to get through it, to think, caused by only two people, and took like 6 to sort *sigh* I am sorry I butrdened those people. But, I am ok now, and I should be for the rest of the day, hense why I am still here.

I would like to aks aeveryone a favour here, if you are to call me anything, please could you make it 'Fox', this is not compulsary, but it is prefered, I am trying to get it changed to that, well, to get eerone to cal me it.

My SN is ok I guess, but, 'Fox' sounds better to me, all your choice though :)

GOtta run anyway, talk to you all later
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Thursday, January 13, 2005

Part 3, Over
Well, I have done my Exam today, it was mean't to be 1 1/2 hour long but I did it in 1/2 an hour, lol, I ma sure I feel asleep in that hall you know, but it was FREEZING, and I as sat next to one of the heating units/

Well, This is gonna be short, here is the next chapter, enjoy :)

Chapter 7 – Lupine Secret

It had seemed like hours, but actually had only been about 15 minutes when they came to a large clearing with a large cliff ahead of them, it was a huge opening with trees all around it, covering the edges, light poured into it, showing the grass for it’s true colour, light green, it seemed so untouched and tidy, Richard clambered off her back and then looked around, taking a few seconds to get his bearings, he was a bit confused, he had no idea where he was, why he was there, and after a ride like that he was more than a bit disorientated.

He looked around, it was beautiful, so nice here, and peaceful, and in the distance the sound of birds could be heard in the trees, and somewhere else nearby water must have been present as babbling from some kind of stream or river, but he could not see it. He looked around, and then back to Lorna, who just seemed to be smiling, it was then that Richard asked her the question, “What are we doing her Lorna?” he looked back at her, while still looking around the clearing. As he looked back to her he saw her just looking around and walking to the centre, she then stopped and looked to Richard, who was next to her, she said quite softly to him, as if not make him worry.

“You better not stand there, it could be dangerous, best walk over to the cliff and look away, it would be best” she then looked to him with her kind eyes, and Richard returned it, after a few seconds he nodded and decided to do as she ask, even though it been a weird request after been asked to come and see something, he would not expect her to harm him, so he did as she asked. Richard walked and looked at the wall, it was a granite design, very smooth, and it appeared too had been carved to be so. Suddenly, Richard felt the ground beneath him move, he struggled to stay standing as it did, and he had to hold the rock face in order to keep his footing while it happened. After about a minute though, it stopped, and he continued to look at the rock face, he did not know what to do, weather to move, or not, to stay still until she told him to turn around. After about another minute he began to get bored, he didn’t want to disobey her, and a warm damp wind could be felt from behind for a second, it continued to be so, and after about another minute of feeling this he decided to turn around, but what he saw he would never had expected, not in his wildest dreams.

When he turned around, what he saw ahead of him made him stagger back into the wall, and he fell over himself, as he knocked himself into the wall, he had to blink several times before he would actually believe what he saw, ahead of him was a large black object, that looked like a nose of a muzzle, and behind that was exactly so, the muzzle of an animal ahead of him, looking straight at him, huge beady eyes staring at him, he had to take some deep breathes as he looked upon it, ‘what was it?’ he wanted to know, he began to become scared, he had no idea what it was, but, it looked as if it was ready to strike, he looked away, but then felt the breath of the beast change, and a large booming voice said to him, “Don’t be scared, It is me” Richard did not recognize the voice at first, but after a few seconds he then began to tentatively look back, and he said under his breath as he did

“Lorna”, he tried to get his foot, and as he did, he saw a giant claw come from behind the huge Lupine, she extended one of her huge fingers, that seemed to be the size of his body, if not bigger, and with this she helped pushing him up onto his feet, and he could see her smiling. After Lorna had done this, she then stood up, as she did the ground shook, he had to hold the rock face again in order to keep his legs from falling, they were still jelly, and the shock of the whole thing had still hold of him. As she stood at her full height, she must have been in excess of at least 100 feet, she towered over him, blocking out the sun, and she could easily see over the cliff which towered over him, he felt like an ant at this point, something which could be easily squashed, and even though she told him not to be scared, he could not help but feel so, insignificant.

Suddenly as he stood there, holding the wall, trying to blend in, and maybe she may not do anything, he looked up at her, he could barely see anything, but she was looking down at him, suddenly, she started to bend down again, resting on one knee, and leaning off it, looking at him, he then looked up at her, he could see she was smiling at him, he did not know what to do, he had never been in such a situation where his life may have been at risk from a ‘Giant Lupine’. As he looked at her, he saw her other paw reach down towards him, and then, a large paw was in front of him, extended towards him, he looked up towards Lorna, she was signaling for him to climb up on it. He looked at it for a few seconds, unsure what to do, but then, he suddenly, on instinct let go off the wall, and even though his legs were jelly, he clambered over to her, still unsure on his feet, and landed on her paw, as soon as he had climbed on it, she began to rise again, the cliff face quickly disappearing, and ahead of him, more forest, and mountains in the distance, he looked while laid on the paw in awe, he had never seen such a beautiful sight, the wind blowing in his hair, it was beautiful, the view simply astounding. It then came to him, he remembered what he was lying on, and then he looked suddenly back to the Lupine which was holding him, when he looked though he was now on Level with her face, he could see her whole muzzle, and every single one of her teeth, sharpened, and shining in the sunlight, he looked away, he did not know what to do now, he was at her mercy, maybe she would kill him, eat him, maybe even just squash him. As he did though, clenching his eye lids together, he was surprised to feel what he did next, her other paw, yet again helping him stand up, he felt the paw he was on move slightly away from her face, and when he opened it again, he saw that he was a more comftable distance, and arm length, and then she said to him, in what he guessed would have been a whispered tone, as if it was any louder, it may have deafened him or worse, knocked him off her paw, “It is ok, it is me, Lorna, I don’t want to hurt you, please don’t be scared” as she said this, she used her other paw, one of her huge claws, she gave him a slight stroke, he had no idea how to respond to this, he had lost his voice, and could not respond to her, but she must have understood this, as Richard then looked at her straight in the face, still slightly scared, but now able to actually look at her, she then continued to talk “This is our ‘other’ form, which we use only in the company of our own kind, and only rarely, I have only used this form about a dozen times in my life to defend myself, and I wanted to show you this, you are the first human to see it and still be alive” as she said this line, a feeling of shock ran through Richard’ body, she could see this, even at this size she could make out what looks he had, and she quickly responded with a reply, “Don’t worry, I am not going to kill you, I wanted to show you what I am capable of, I thought it only right” as she said this, she then began to lower her paw onto the top off the cliff, as she did, Richard crawled off, and lay on the cliff, looking up, he could not believe what he had just seen, this was not the norm for him, as he lay here letting the thoughts go through his head, Lorna sat down beside him, a slight tremor could be felt, and he saw as her tail wagged, the long fur of it dancing about, she then moved it over towards him, and covered him with it, the warmth of it, he could feel it in every strand of his body, he felt safe, secure. As he lay here, he then suddenly spoke, and said to her

“What does it feel like” he looked up to her, she must have heard him as she moved to look at him, she responded again in her whispered voice, but still, he could feel it reverberate in the ground

“It feels like, well, normal really, I don’t see any different, except, I am able to see a lot more, and well, everything is a lot, smaller” she then stood up, her tail moving from his body and looked down at him, saying “This is what I wanted to show you, this is the real me, I hope you can still accept me” she then picked him up, and placed him on the ground below, and from there he watched as she began to return to her normal form, slowly, she got a more normal size, until eventually she was back to normal. Richard walked over to her, and looked at her, only a few minutes ago he was sitting in those paws of her, he then looked at her in the face, and put his arms around her, she doing the same, and Richard said to her, into her ears, quietly, but happily

“I am glad you felt you could share this with me, of course I can still accept you” he then looked over her shoulders to the forest, and saw the sun as it began to set behind the tree line, Lorna also saw this and glances a look to him. She looked to the sky and saw the darkening, she said to him softly again.

“We should leave, common, hold on to me” Lorna then turned around, and Richard grabbed her, holding onto her tightly, and as he did, she looked ahead into the forest, looking dark, and foreboding, and as they did, Lorna sprang into the air, and began her run through the forest.

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Round 3
Well, Slept out last night, stayed at Adams, had an alright time I guessed, could have been better, but, I do have a Computing Exam thisa fternoon, sogotta be ready for that, so some mad revision before then and I should be fine.

I got me E-Mail on my phone working now, so I can now E-Mail people from anywhere in the world, problem is it costs be 10p per E-Mail, lol, gives me a reason to top-up eh, lol.

Well, other than that, not much has happened here, spenyt last night just practicing my drawing, and getting comftable with my griever ring, which is pretty cool, Griever is such a cool animal.

I need to run now anyway, sorry for the short up-date, I shall put some more story up tonight for your enjoyment ^^
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Griever, YAY
Well, yesterday was a profitable day, I have to say ^^

Yesterday, well, the day befire, mny FF8 and FFX Box sets with the Chain and Ring came, and I finally got my mum to give me bus fare yesterday so I could go into town and get em ^^, so now I have Griever round my neck, it is pretty cool, I think it looks nice, if I can, I will try and post an image up here ^^

Othr than that, was a good day, traded in some old games for some other ones, one called 'Unlimited Saga' and another called 'Chaos Legion', they both seem to be pretty good games, although Unlimited Saga seems a bit didgy, lol.

Other than that, it is going well,h ad Lee sleep last night, and I have NO EXAMS today :), so that means it is just a normal day for me at school, which is annoying really, as we should be allowed to relax I think, but of course, they don't think that.

Must run anyway, Iwill talk to you later ^^
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Half Way There
Sorry Idid not viosit many of you yesterday, I stayed out last night, and so I didn't have chance, I am sorry, but I will do it today, I promise :)

Well, had an intresting night last night, Adam completed Psi Ops, pretty good game, only problem is trying to get your new weapon to work when it refuses to do so -_-, but throwing random pieces of Alien Artifact Rock at the General seems to work, lol.

Other than that, it was a fun night non the less, I enjoyed it anyway, but only just got to my Exam this morning, but, not as bad a a friend of mine, John, who came in late, lol, I wonder how he did, have to ask later on this afternoon, as even though we had an exam this morn, we have to go back for the afternoon lessons, which I am not best pleased about, but, it is only English and COmputing, nothing too bad.

Enough from me anyway, I better run, I wish you all a good day, and stay away from the damn exam papers they are going to kill us all XD

Note

I think I did ok on the Psychology Exam, it seemed to go well, and most was just logical, so, let us hope :)
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Monday, January 10, 2005

Exam Over
Well, the Exam is over now, and I have to say, I didn't do too bad, well, I don't think I did, but I still think I am gonna get no where near a pass, at all, no where near, lol

Well, other than that the day is going well, I am now home, but gotta get ready for another exam tommorow, Psychology. So must practice that in a while, remembering names and dates and such.

Well, my urry side is now out, and people now know what I am now, hugging random people is fun, lol, and pretty scary for them, but I am sure they will get used to it.

Must run anyway, will visit you all alter, have a good one
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Decision
Well, today is the day, I have got my examination today, and I have to be ready. The Problem is I didn't sleep well last night,a combonation of a Toothache and sore throat. So I have only had a few hours sleep.

It is only the Maths exam anyway, I knew I was gonna fail, or not get a high mark anyway, but I wanted to try and revise anyway.

Other than that, yesterday was pretty good, I have come to a decison after talking to a friend via E_mail, and that decison is, well, I am gonna bea 'Furry', I know it sounds weird, but it is just like spomeone changing there religion, except not so drastic.

He helped me with alot, and has also allowed me to get over the facr of what others will think of it, Snow FOx is my name :)

Well, I must run, gotta get ready, wish me luck
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Sunday, January 9, 2005

Busy
Sorry I did not up-date earlier, I am been forced to revise, so I may noit get round all your sites today, for which I apology, but I shall loeave you with this chapter of my story, I hope you enjoy

Chapter 6 – Recognition

He felt a familiar feeling, lightness, as if he was floating inside a bubble, in a world that was not his, bit another, which could be his, a creation of his own, a light shinned down on him, and it seemed to be guiding, a beacon in the darkness all around him, he felt it’s ethereal energy surround him, making him feel happy, heavier. At that moment the light hit though he had flashbacks to how he got there, he could not move, he tried, but he was not in control of his own body, and all he felt was himself getting heavier, and as suddenly as it came, the light disappeared, and all was darkness again, and a feeling that seemed to shake him to his very bone passed over him, making him shiver, and as quickly as it has hit him, it released, and he found himself feeling himself again.

Richard suddenly opened his eyes, and gasped, he attempted to sit up, but was stricken back down as quickly as he did by the pain in his gut. He lay back down, he realized then where he was, back in the bed he first awoke in, he let his eyes focus and he saw the same quilt pattern ahead of him, the same he had seen the first time. He looked down again, his entire torso was now bandaged, and he looked down at it, it appeared to have been wrapped again recently, as the whiteness seemed to be pure, it was at this moment he heard a movement at this side, he altered his vision so he could see, and he was amazed by what he saw, Lorna, sat there, her head resting on the side of the mattress, she was asleep, Richard reached his and to try and see if she was awake, but simply decided to lift it from the covers and gave her muzzle a slight stroke, he felt the dryness of her nose, and looked to her, she looked exhausted, it was at this point he heard a voice from the other side of the room, the figure moved from over where it was stood, and then stood next to the bed. Richard looked up to see whom it was, and was shocked to see it was Regas.

Richard quickly felt a fear come back over him, he still can feel the pains that he had given him, and he tried to move away, but, the pain stopped him, and all he did was make the pain worse, Regas saw this and then leant down next to him, not touching him, but he felt his breath on his neck, as Regas said to him, Richard could not help but listen to what he said, “Human, I must apologize” these first few words suddenly made Richard think, he stopped his struggling, and then, looked slightly over to Regas, seeing his face on Level with his, and he listened intently to what Regas carried onto say, in his same authoritive tone, but, softer, “I let my personal feelings get involved, all I wanted to do was get revenge for my family, and I thought if I killed you, I may have felt that closer to peace” he stopped suddenly and then looked over to Lorna, who was still asleep, her tail wagging gently on the floor, he then carried on, looking to Lorna “Lorna told me what you did, she told me how you saved my child, and others too, selflessly throwing yourself to save the same people who had tried to kill you, you risked your own life when you know we would have not done the same” Regas then looked to him, and carried on to speak, his voice getting softer “I now understand what Lorna said about you Human, you do have the spirit of a Lupine, I hope you can find it with you to forgive me for my actions” Regas then stopped speaking, and looked downwards towards the floor, Richard sensed somehow that this was sincere, he did not seen to be trying to hide anything in his speech, Richard smiled and then moved his hand over to Regas, and planted it on his shoulder, and said, softly, and quietly, the pain in his gut still been felt with every word and breath he took

“It is ok, You don’t need to apologize, it was a natural reaction, but I couldn’t let a innocent child be killed by such monsters” Richard then looked as Regas stood up, without looking at him, it would seem that Richard was seeing another side to Regas, Richard then suddenly asked him, as he looked away “Regas, I thought your child was killed a long time ago” he said this cautiously, not knowing what kind of response he would get to it, but to his surprise, Regas did not seem to mind, and answered after a few seconds pause, with the same tone he had a this whole while,

“I had more than one child, you met my only other one yesterday” he then began to walk away, and at the exit, he looked back to Richard, whispering something, and then exciting, leaving Richard in the tent, laying in the bed, and Lorna sleeping.

After several minutes of Regas leaving, Richard saw Lorna start to stir, she began to move, and her eyes opened, she suddenly got up and then looked to Richard, she seemed to have a beaming smile almost straight away, and without warning, she moved herself to hug him, she grabbed him and held him close, her fur warming his heart, he was glad she was ok, and then, he said to her, quite suddenly, while still been tickled by the follicles on her muzzle, “I thought I died?” he said this suddenly, and without letting go of him, she said to him, almost immediately, a sound of relief in her voice

“So did we, we thought you had too, the entire Village helped to bring you back, lucky we had someone who knew of Human Anatomy, and although he usually used this for other reasons, he was able to help us bring you back” She then let him go and laid him on the bed, where he looked straight to her, and then she continued to say to him, “Even Regas accepts you now, after saving his son, and with him, he has singly gone round everyone in the Village and made them understand, they will accept you now, you are safe Richard” she seemed to wearing a huge smile on her face as she said this, and she looked to him with the sincerest of looks, and she finally said to him “You really are a Lupine at heart” she then stood up and looked around, and grabbed him some clothes, she smile as she gave them to him. Richard looked to her with a confused look and then said to her

“What are these for, are we going anywhere?” he looked to her with some confusion, he could hardly move, and he wouldn’t think he would be in anyway fit state to move, but she simply smiled and said to him.

“You have been out of it for a week, your wounds are all but healed, you shall have some pains but, it is only at first, common, I want to show you something very special, something no other human has ever seen before” she smiled, she seemed to be slightly giddy as she said this, and excited. Richard trusted her as she said this, and decide to try and get out of bed and get dressed.

After a bit of a struggle, he had been able to get his clothes back on, he noticed that the hole had been repaired in them, and they looked as if they were new. Once he was finished he walked out from behind the screen of which he got dressed behind, and saw Lorna standing there, she walked over to him and then grabbed him by his underarm, to help him walk, as he was still struggling to get his bearings, and as she had explained to him as he was getting changed, it may take a while, but, he knew she would help him. Now ready, he walked along with her, able to take his own steps, she helped him by slowing down, he could see this was not her normal pace, but she seemed to be compensating for him, and she did not seem to mind at all, the approached the door and then excited into the Village.

It was day out of here now, and the Lupine people were up to there own business, as they walked along the path, they seemed to all stop, and watch as he walked along to the main square, where the podium still stood, and on it, Regas was also stood, with the Elder next to him. Silence seemed to cover the Village and everyone was watching as Richard walked, or more like limped through the path, towards the Square, but, he did not feel threatened by this, but in fact quite the opposite, he felt full of energy, as if they were supporting him, he felt a strange aura, but not an un-comftable one. They approached the central Podium and there then, the Elder looked around, to see the entire Village was watching, and he began to speak. “Lupine, we are here for one reason, I thought this day would never come that we would accept a human into our camp with open arms, but, with the times, must we change, and so, I happily ordain this Human, Richard, a honorary member of our clan, a member of the Lupine people, he is one of us, and I expect you to treat him the same way you would treat any Lupine” the Elder then fell quiet, and from behind Richard could hear a lone clap, after several, more began to clap, and soon after the entire crowd was clapping, the noise was filling the forest, and all around he could see the Lupines smiling towards him, he no longer felt as if he was the one on the outside at risk from the rest, but in fact quite the opposite, he felt a part of something, and as the clapping slowly died down, Lorna looked to him and smiled and looked to the Elder, who nodded to her, which must had signaled something, and she said to him, softly

“Ok, I am going to have to carry you now, as I am going to be running quite fast” at this point, Richard nodded, and then she lifted him onto her back, where she then asked him, same tone “Are you holding on tight?” to this he then grabbed her around the neck, and whispered to her a fainted ‘Yes’, at this point, she nodded her head, and her final words were, “Hold on” and with this she leaped in the air, and began to run into the forest, at great speeds. Richard trying to hold on, keeping his grip as tight as he could, not knowing what she wanted to show him, or where they were going, he waited expectantly as he held on, anxiety taking over, and excitement, but as she ran, the dust raised above them, and the forest blurred around him as she did, all he could was hold on.

I will try to visit some of you later
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