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Thursday, February 17, 2005
My Opinion is worth something :)
Well, had a good day yesterday, well, when I say day you know I mean Morning XD.
What happened, well, I was having a perfectly normal day, just finished working on my things on the net, and no sooner had I finished all that had a knock at the door distracted me when I just came on MSN. It was Young Careers, apparently, it was Meeting time again with Social Services *shivers* I hate these meetings, the people there are so boring, and I am sure they don’t listen to our point of view, but, never mind that, I went to the meeting, and I found when I got there, I got paid £10 for been there, lol, I was so surprised, I didn’t get that last time, but, the guy who gave it wasn’t there last time, but, not bad for just sitting and giving my opinion on something, and it was a lot better than last time, had some good debates. It is so nice been on the Government Boards, lol.
After we had the meeting, the guy who was with us from the service, Peter took me and the other girl with us out to a café around the corner (We were In Saltaire, we met at a Local Medical Administration Facility) I had Coronation Chicken Baguette and BIG Chips, and I do mean BIG!
So, had a good morning, and also got to hear the Killers on the radio back, it was so much fun, I enjoyed it, to think, I was going to have a shower that morning, meaning I may have been rushing around like a bimbo if Peter hadn’t turned up when he did XD.
My afternoon and rest day has been pretty standard, boring, I really do hate not having any one that I can go out with and have some fun *sigh* I got some food with my Money and a Donor Kabab so it wasn’t money ill spent
I will leave you with my story now, MyO is getting better with me now, but still hates me a little , I won’t complain though, I shall be patient with it.
Kiba – You would have thought he would have got us dinner yesterday
Blue – Yeah, but you know, Humans
Hige – Still, I was hungry, he could have shared
Richard – I could have *Rolls eyes*#
Kiba – But……
Richard – Do you really think you would have got some with you know who here *Points at Hige* *Cough*
Blue – He has a point
Tsume – For a Human
Hige – What!? Whats going on
Richard & Blue – Nothing
Hige - *Raises Eyebrow*
Richard – On with the story anyway, can’t ramble all day
(Sorry, I felt like a comedy piece, what do you think, I know it isn’t my specialty, but…. Input, people, please, *begs and whimpers*
Tsume – Pathetic Wolf Wannabe
Richard – What was that Tsume
Tsume – Nothing *whistles*
Richard – Wanna be written outta the story?
Tsume - *gulp* You Wouldn't
Richard - *Raises Eyebrow* Wouldn't I now?
Tsume - *Turns away in silence*
Kiba - *Whispers To Richard* I never seen him be so quiet so fast
Richard - *Whispers to Kiba* You just gotta know which nerve to touch
Blue – Ahem
Richard – Oh, sorry, STORY *Bows to Audience* Sorry, here you go, the story promised
Chapter 8 – Bond of Friendship
He sat there, looking onto the lake, the moonlight shining bright onto it, it was a full moon, it was beautiful, the entire area around illuminated in White, it was beautiful, he felt peaceful here, looking out onto to lake, he sighed, and began to think to himself. He had to leave them, he would only cause more problems in the pack, he was creating sides in them, those against him, and those for him, he didn’t want to ruin someone else’s life, even if it did make him happy, he wanted others to be happy, and not make others upset just for him to be happy.
Sitting there he picked up a stone and threw it onto the water, it skimmed slightly before sinking, breaking the gentle stream of light for a few seconds as the ripples spread across the water. He could feel the sadness in him, but he wanted to hold it back so badly, if he had tried to say goodbye, she wouldn’t let him leave, Kiba wouldn’t, and so, it would only cause more problems, and that was the last thing he wanted, he had to leave like this, it was the only way to make sure they would not be too upset, sure, Blue may be upset for a while, but he was only a Human and they would not miss him forever, it would pass after a while, the sadness. He knew he didn’t know the first thing about this world, it was a totally alien environment to him, it was like another world, well, it was another world, but once that seemed so familiar, but different at the same time. He would have to learn, quickly as well, or else he would not last long, but, he was a quick learner, and he was sure others would help him, maybe.
Placing his chin onto his knees, he looked again onto the water, and up towards the full moon in the sky, it was so beautiful, he looked at it, and for some reason, he felt a weird feeling, and howled, sure, it was not a convincing one, but still, he Howled to the moon, for some reason it comforted him slightly.
Suddenly from directly behind him, he heard another two howls, stopping his suddenly he looked behind him, and saw a White and black wolf standing there, it was Blue and Kiba, they stopped there howling as they looked to them, smiling slightly, Richard looked back forward, chin on knees, “Sorry” he said, silently. Kiba moved over to him and placed his head on his shoulder, saying as he sat there,
“Don’t be sorry, Howl to the moon all you want, there is nothing wrong with it” he rested there, Blue moving in front of him, sitting there, staring at him with her deep, Blue eyes.
“No, not that, I should have told you I was going, but, I didn’t want you to stop me, I didn’t want to break your pack up because of me, it would be better if I left” he sat there, looking over Blue into the lake, sighing heavily as he did. Kiba moved his head and moved to sit at his side, Blue looking at him still, staring deeply, saying to him, calmly, suddenly,
“Please, don’t go, if you did, how would you survive” she looked over to him, he could see a kindness in her eyes, a gentleness,
“The pack won’t break up because of you, we are always like this, don’t worry” Kiba said, placing his head on his paws, resting, looking out onto the lake, the moon still shining brightly as clouds passed by it. There was a short silence before Richard replied to wither of them, looking up to the moon, looking at its brilliance, the celestial body, so much strength derived from it,
“I don’t want to be a cause for fighting though” he looked back down at his knees again, he could feel the tears he had been holding back well up inside him, but he wanted to so desperately control them, feeling a nudge on his face, he looked back up, in front of him, black fur, lifting his arms up, he put his arms around it, Blue was resting on him, whimpering slightly, was she crying?
“I have taken care of you, please, don’t go, I want you to stay with us, the others have already started to accept you, come on, you can’t leave us now, I still want to learn more about you, and anyway, I want to protect you, were friends after all, that’s what friends do” Blue shook slightly, she sat down, Richard moved his legs to the side to give her some space, Richard pushed her away slightly, and used on of his fingers to wipe a tear running down her muzzle, rubbing the under side slightly, a tear developing in his own eye,
“I don’t know” he sighed again, looking over to the lake, and back to her, “I don’t want to inconvenience you though, I am sure you have your own thing to do, I don’t want to be in your way” Kiba budged his side after he finished this, now in his human for, laying face up, he said looking deeply into the moon,
“We want you to come with us, we think you can help us, more than you think, we need you with us” Kiba turned his head and looked at Richard, a smile on his face, gentle, but there, Richard returned it,
“Well, I guess I have to come with you guys then, I will try not to slow you down” he got up, patting Blue on the head, as she turned back to her Human form, putting her hands around him as he walked, he limped slightly, he still had a bit of a bruise from when the guards beat him.
Kiba also got up, and moved to stand next to him, Richard could see the others Wolves at the edge of the forest, watching as they approached, and Kiba said, standing next to him, his hands in his pockets,
“You won’t slow us down, just don’t do this ever again, you got us really worried” Richard nodded and smiled to this, he wouldn’t do it again, he knew that the Wolves were happy enough with him now, and they would take care of him, he felt safe and a part of something, first time ever for him, he felt he was a part of something, a group, not just an outsider.
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