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myOtaku.com: Chocobo Gene
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
Damn it
Sorry for the late up-date, MyO is not been nice to me again, lol, story of my life at the moment, but, I don’t think I should go into that, it is a long story, and it would take me all day to really explain it all, lets just say, my story explains a lot of it.
Well, I am feeling a lot better anyway, I ain’t so depressed anymore, YAY, I have been talking to someone on MSN and he has really made me feel so much better, I don’t know how he does it, he seems to understand me so well and knows exactly what to say, It is brilliant to have someone like that, and although he is not here with me, it makes me feel better to know he is there.
Other than that, not a lot has been happening, I have been pretty boring, it is the last day of Half-Term you see so not a lot is happening, and it should be, I should be enjoying myself and I ain’t, it is a real shame.
I have been feeling real change in myself lately, I have been feeling a lot different, I don’t want to say anything yet, but, if I am sure I will say something, until then, I need to do more thinking.
I will leave you with my story, it is all going to start taking off here soon, so watch this space, and the action starts.
Chapter 11 – Starlight Dance
They rested under the tree, the moon above them giving some light through the branches, shining down on all of them. Sitting under the tree, Richard rested against the truck, old, and rotting away, it offered some stability, but not an awful lot. Looking to the other Wolves who were all sat around him, Kiba on his left, Blue on his right, and the others sat in front of him. He looked down at his chest, the shirt had been ruined, once again, and he had bandaged covering the wound, the blood showing slightly through the effort they had done, it was not the best, but, they did what they could.
“It I so desolate here” Richard said, suddenly, looking out to the empty wastelands all around them, it looked as if this place had been ruined for several years, it looked like how he felt, empty, cold.
“It is, it always has been” Kiba added, resting next to Richard,
“For such a long time, before we were born” Hige added, looking also out towards the lands, it was cold; the winds blew a chill through them, the snow moving gently.
“I guess tomorrow will be it then” Richard said, looking now down at himself, he knew what would happen,
“Cheza, we shall, rescue you” Kiba added,
“Paradise” Toboe, lifting his head up slightly, resting it back down again,
“I hope you do reach paradise, I will not stand in your way” Richard added, still looking down, brining his knees up to his chest, the wind making him slightly cold, shivering slightly,
“That’s right, you won’t” Tsume added, his eyes closed, resting, Richard could understand his feelings, the others gave him am sharp look, but decided to leave it,
“I understand” Richard looked to his side to see Blue rest herself near him, she must have seen him shiver, and she rested her fur against his body,
“Don’t worry, you won’t get in our way though” Blue added, nuzzling his leg slightly, getting comfy, he smiled slightly, he enjoyed the feeling of having someone truly care for him, and he the same, the wound in his shoulder been proof of that.
The winds blew through the night, it must have been late, Richard through for a second on home, what he may have been doing at that moment, likely at school learning about the Theory of something or other, or at home, been ignored, and just living. He let these thoughts leave him though, he had enough of thinking on the past, he couldn’t stop what happened, it was destiny he was here, the future, and present were what mattered, he had to live now, now in the past.
“We should sleep, we need to be ready for a long journey tomorrow, it will be a long day” Kiba added, moving closer to Richard, and resting himself against him, warmth from his fur spreading into him. The others around grunted and nodded in agreement, placing there heads down in there paws, and closing there eyes, the cold did not seem to bother them too much.
Richard looked to both Kiba and Blue as they rested next to him, both keeping him warm, they had stopped him shivering, he felt safe between these two, as if no matter what, nothing could hurt him, they would be with him forever.
Letting this thought run through his head, he let himself slip into a gentle sleep, for the first time in so long, even with the gentle pain of his wound, feeling it pulsate slightly, he felt at peace in his sleep, it had been too long since this feeling, it was something he treasured, he had not felt like this for so long.
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