Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Damn Parents
Well, as my title says, parents are annoying, I won't go into the details here, as if I did, I know I would be way too long, but lets just say, I will never look at my Father in the same way again, not after what he did last night. Thanks to him, trying to have control, I am behind with work, and I am very tired because he sent us to bed last night. All becuase me and my sister had a fight.

Other than that, an intresting night, due to a Siberian Coldfront moving over us there is ALOT OF SNOW outside, and it seems to have brought everything to a stand still. I will not be going to school today, as I do not want to risk my neck on the line just walking to school. Likely it may be closed anyway.

Othr than that, things are relaly not going to owell, I have fallen back into my depression, thanks toi my Father -_-, he nearly drove me to death unti lI remember someone, and then stopped, all I had to do was jump as ell *sigh* but, I couldn't, I just couldn't, I thought how that person would feel, and I wasn't able to do it.

I will leave you with the next chapter in my story, thank you for all your kind words about the eatcher, I will be attending his funeral on THursday, god rest his soul, and I hope he is able to find the epace in life, we search for in life.

THis is one of my favourite chapters, it has all built up to this point : -

Chapter 13 – Flower Picking

Once inside, they spilt off, and began to search there won ways, Blue staying with Richard the whole time, the corridors were dimly lit, and the entire place was dark, not just in the illumination, in feeling, he got cold shivers as he walked down the corridors, he could feel all the energy here, it was indeed evil. They looked around, it was empty, not even a soldier, but he could sense there were others here, and he could tell that Blue did too, her fur stood on end, and her tail was up, she was expecting something as much as him, it was too quiet.

It took quite a long time, and along a lot of corridors and stairs, but they eventually came to a form of large door, similar to the on at the entrance that they came in at first, looking at it, similar patterns were engraved upon it, depicting something, that yet again he could not understand, but had a feeling it was something important, perhaps the past, or the future of things to happen? Richard moved toward the door, extending his arm to it, letting himself push it slightly, he felt it begin to open to this, only a gentle push, and it began to open.

He walked inside, Blue still at his side, the room was a large box, it seemed to be quite high up, a window on the far side of the room, you could see out onto the wastelands from it, cold and uninviting, never changing, but, before the window, dead ahead was a large chamber, a long, cylindrical object, and inside it, a woman, Richard looked to it, and whispered under his breath, “Cheza?”

Blue ran forward and immediately broke the glass, the girl falling to the ground, he walked slowly behind her, and listened to what she said, “Cheza, you are alive, good, lets go” she picked her up, turning to her Human form as she did, turning back to Richard and nodding, smiling at the same time,

“Right, lets go, Kiba must be waiting for us” as they began to walk towards the door, they looked down the corridor, to there dismay, there worst fear had been realized, it looked as if a small army marched towards them, Richard was paralyzed with fear, and Blue could not do anything, she had to look after Cheza. Looking to him, she nodded and he took Cheza from her, placing her in his arms, she was not heavy at all, and he looked at her as she gently slept in his arms, her eyes closed, but he could feel she was alive, the gently warmth in her, a beating heart, he felt a connection with her, she was ‘different’ indeed

Blue ran at the soldiers as they entered the room, ripping them to shreds, falling to the floor in a bloody mess, the blood from where she had bitten them in the neck, dripping, pouring out, and creating large pools. Richard moved to the back of the room, watching as she took them on, he wanted to help, but he couldn’t leave Cheza, he felt his blood boil as he watched her, fighting them, he watched her fight them off, one by one, but more came in, faster than she could kill them, it was clear they could not survive this. Looking behind him, he saw the window, that gave him an idea, looking over to Blue, he tried to call to her, but she could not hear him, she was too busy trying not be impaled.

He could not take it any longer, he just couldn’t let her die in vain, putting Cheza down gently on the ground, he ran into the group, knocking several to the ground as he did, she looked to him as he stood there, fists up, kicking one of the guards in the side, seemingly doing nothing to him, “Richard! I can take them, get out of here” she moved in front of him and took the guard out as Richard tried to knock another over, successfully doing so, knocking others backwards,

“I have an idea, take Cheza and jump out of the window, you can survive that way” he moved towards the window again, Blue creating a path for him, he could smell the blood in the air, and see it on her black coat, covering her muzzle. Once at the window, she turned back him and took Cheza in her arms, Richard took up one of the lances dropped on the ground and threw it at the window, smashing it instantly, a cold, brisk wind blowing In as it did, the soldiers were taken back slightly, there lances pointing forwards. Blue looked to Richard, and extended her hand, he closed his eyes and shook,

“Come on Richard” he knew he could not go, and he said to her, turning around again, picking up one of the swords the men had dropped,

“You can’t take two, Cheza is important, get out of here, and get to paradise” the wind blew through his hair, it blew through his eyes as he turned around, looking away from Blue, pointing the sword forward, and saying as he did, “This is my gift to you Blue, I will give you time enough to escape, reach paradise” he got the sword ready to fight, he had no idea how to use one, but it couldn’t be too hard.

Blue looked out of the window several times, and back to him, she had no idea what to do, he could hear he crying behind him, “I don’t want to lose you, I am not leaving” she was shaking, she didn’t’ want to leave him to a certain death, but he knew she would be like this. Turning back round to her, he looked at her eyes once again, and with no warning, he moved closer to her, letting the sword lean against his leg in his arm, while he wrapped his other arm around her neck, kissing her gently on her, red lips. putting a hand behind her head, feeling her hair in the wind, he could feel her still shaking slightly, and the tears run down her cheek as she stood there, Cheza between them, it seemed to last an eternity, but, alas, he had to move away, slowly removing his lips from hers and putting his hand back at his side, he moved away from her, and said, softly, not looking at her directly, but turning around,

“Blue, I love you more than you can imagine, all your help, your care for me, you will forever be my friend, you made me feel something I never knew could exist, you showed me light where I only thought darkness existed, I will not die, as long as you remember me” he moved away, he could feel tears in his eyes, and he could feel she was crying too, but, he knew she would have to understand, opening his eyes, he took the sword up again, “Now go Blue, I will see you soon” he could feel her sadness, but, she called out to him one last time,

“I love you too, don’t die yet” with these final words, she jumped out of the window, closing his eyes he smiled, and then opened them suddenly looking forward, a fury in his eyes, he knew now what happiness could be, and he would preserve that. He looked at the solders ahead of him, they were backing him up to the corner, he knew he stood no chance, and he threw the sword around aimlessly, trying to hold them back but they continued to advance forward, slowly making a semi-circle around him.

He swung his sword around, trying his best to try and move the men back, but they acted like this was no challenge at all, and simply used there own lances and swords to deflect his attacks, knocking the sword so it scrapped the floor. He tried his best, but he found he was still been backed up against the wall, and no matter how much he tried to push them back a bit, he found he was continually pushed straight back to where he had been.

It was a valiant effort, but, he had no option, dropping his sword, he stood in the corner, the red lights from the solders all looking at him, they put the lances ahead of them, it was his time to go, his last thoughts were of Blue, he let a tear run down his cheek as he thought of her, and Kiba, they would be upset, but, at least he knew he had a use, he had helped them find paradise, he had helped someone achieve happiness, and he had his own, he knew now what it was like, and with this, he could die free in the mind that he would not be in death alone, as forever, as long as he remembered, he would not be alone.

Closing his eyes, he looked away, he expected the cold steel to run straight through him any second as he stood there, but he stood there for several seconds, and there was no sound, he wondered what was happening, where they playing with him, there was no sound, but as Richard listened closer, the ringing in his ears passing, the tension in his heart calming, he heard, a snarl, looking forward again, opening his eyes slightly, he couldn’t believe what he saw, ahead of him, Kiba, was snarling, standing there, holding them at bay, he could not help but call out to him, “Kiba!, get out of here!” he called out to him, Kiba called back to him however,

“I heard you were in trouble, I couldn’t let you die, what kind of friends would we be if we abandoned you” looking to his side, Richard then saw Hige, Toboe and even Tsume also at the window, holding back the guards. Even in all the coldness in the room, he felt warm, he felt something strange, was this, ‘True Happiness’? He let a tear run down his cheek slightly,

“Well, come on then” Tsume shouted, going for one of the soldiers,

“Yeah, we don’t have all day, get over here” Hige shouted, snarling at a small ground trying to take pot shots with there lances,

“This way, to the window” Toboe called over, moving towards the window. Richard nodded and made his way behind the wolves towards the window, dodging jabs from the lances as they tried to go at him, the Wolves rising up and knocking them out of the way.

He made his way to the window and looked out of it, and looking back, he could see Kiba in his Human form, he took him under his arm, and then said to him, “Hold on” Richard nodded and put his arms around him, as suddenly, he felt himself fly, he had jumped from the window, the others close behind them.

He felt the cold wind brush against him violently, his hair been lifted, as he looked around he could see the others also flying down with them, they were all getting out. From above, the men began to fire of there weapons, but, they were moving to fast for them to hit, they rushed by them red lights, but nothing could hit them. He began to feel dizzy as he went down, this was too much for him, and with that, he fell limp, the air rushing past him, he went unconscious, the last thing he saw was Kiba, smiling at him as they approached the ground.

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