Saturday, May 5, 2007

   Woah...
MOst intresting day, really. I mean, seriously. First, we watched The Sound of Music. Really, really good movie. ^^ It's just 3 1/2 hours long...XO Anyway, after that, I went onto Gaia, this realllly creepy guy was stalking me...(STALKER!!) and then, I tried my first Cherry Coke Float! ^^ 'Tis really good, you should try it! Anyway, I hope you guys had an awesome day, and I'm gonna go upload some more! See ya!
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   HI!!
Hi, everyone! ^^ How are you today? I just felt like posting...yesterday I babysat, yay, and *shudders* Well, still glad it's over! I want to thank AnimeKitty sooo much! ^^ Thanks for making me the avatar! How do you change it to jpeg without runing it, though? Oh, well, I'll figure it out. I'm gonna stop over-doing my writing with the white spots on paint....I'm gonna just re-write it myself! ^^ Someone said they really liked my handwriting, so flowing and fun to read....I agree! ^^ Just when it's so illegible no one can read it...^^" Well, insted of a poem, (I'll do one later) Here's some stuff you didn't know about Choco!

1.I'm Left-handed!! Whoo!
2. Ever since I learned how to walk, I walk (run, etc.) on my tiptoe. Weird, huh?
3.I'm 5'3! Or was it 4?
4. I can do anything with my hands, (seriously) but can't do worth crap with my feet. example, skateboarding, dancing...skateboarding...lol

Whoohoohoo! ^^ I'm goona upload today!! See y'all later!!
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Friday, May 4, 2007

   Yay!
I've gotten...hmm...5 Naruto manga pages up! 4 AMM: Wind pages up, and I fan art of my mages from DH! So now you don't have to worry about what they look like!! ^^ Yay! Poem for you!

Nothing's stopping now
Nothing stopped me then
the world keeps on changing
right down to the end

The insider's listen
to the outside mist
Close your eyes and heart their thoughts
only a hidden hiss

In you and them,
there's a season coming
a season of hatred;
burning and rage

Feel the wind blow your hair
and try to catch it back
the wind's in a bottle
it's like a bird breaking free

Don't give me your hand
when I've asked again and again
to see your face
among the many stars
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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

.......
*sigh* I'm not feeling too good today. I'm really sad. Not physically sad, emotionally sad. And I hate it. I wish someone would actually care, too. My aura right now is dark, dark, dark blue. Gawd, I hate that....Here's a poem...

When you see that girl with a happy smile
sitting on a swing on a one tree hill
do you laugh and hurt her?
Or do you comfort her and make her feel alive?

I guess not
I guess it's too late
I hope you'll leave me alone
I don't want to see your face

I guess it's wrong
to hurt someone so bad;
to leave them broken,
angry, hurting and mad

I guess it's just too late

You can't break down what you once did
nothing you can do now,
nothing that's simple anymore
Why'd you do that?

The girl is sitting alone
waiting for someone
to turn her around
and smile at her, and mean it.

But no, she waits
day after day
waiting for a miracle
snow, rain, thunder, it doesn't matter

Nothing can really compare to the pain she's feeling
that broken hole stuck in her heart
that always hurts
all the time

I guess it's just too late
I know you'd care now;
to see someone crying
is it that funny to you?

The only reason I'm crying
the only reason I've broken loose
was I'm sick of you treating me this way
I'm sick of pain and bruise

I guess it's just too late
I guess I'm going to have to cry
but I still site here on this lonely swing

Day after day
I sit here and cry
because no one cares
no one turns around and smiles at me

No one can really comfort a broken heart
Only that one who let the pain up
God, what did I do?
What did I do wrong;

That made it so I needed to hurt inside
to bleed everyday
And yes, I smile
but that doesn't mean I mean it

I may laugh, I may comfort
but the only thing I really want
is someone to comfort me
To make me feel better
and dry up my thousand tears

Based on a true story
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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Hum da le, da la lah...
Another day, another chocolate bar. Lol. How's everyone today? Tired, I suspect? Me too. Today we finished our last benchmark (yay) and it was 2 hours long...oh, the torture. And I didn't draw on my scrap paper! :O No, I'm fine, actually. ^^" I really, REALLY want to thank everyone for commenting on my poem yesterday! ^^ It made me feel so happy...and yes, I do think of them at the spot. Er, I mean, right here. ^^" Lines just "fly" into my head, and they just come togheter....so, yah! 'Nother one for you, then! ^^ Byee!! *group hug*

There's still rage inside
this empty shadow
someone help me find the real me;
to shine the light on my fears

And rid of my nightmares
that haunt me in my screams
Oh, god, what I do wrong?
To deserve such pain,

My blood-stained hands
reach out in vain
Please, someone,
can't you feel my pain?

I just need a hand
a shoulder to cry on
a face to brush my tears
and a thread to bind my empty heart

Before, oh, before it all falls apart
and comes crashing down on me
Master of time, dancer of hate;
is this my one and chosen fate?

It doesn't matter anymore
as I struggle to stand on this cold empty floor
You say I'm nothing more;
But how can that be, when all I do is bleed

I trusted you
believed you could find a way
to help me;
to save my day

But all I found was bitter hate
blood and tears, shame and pain
Now you hold out your hand
But no, now it all just disappears

Call for a brighter future
do you realize that we're fighting
fighting ones who dream
outside the real world, ones who really scheme

Open wounds will cry
spirits flying in the sky
I struggle not to collapse here and die
and all I have is one thing to say; why?

Why are you so cold?
When I offered you help for a broken heart
you just turned away,
not really caring

I must admit, this hate is scary
to be so far away
from someone who's so near
it's ripping me up inside

So just go away;
just leave me alone
there's nothing you can do now
I'm struggling on this open floor

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Monday, April 30, 2007

Omigosh...
Do you know what tomorrow is? Tuesday! ^^ Lol, and the beginning of May! Wow...the year's gone by so fast!! ^^ School's almost out, woot! I didn't do anything much yesterday....ate strawberry parfaits, (yay) and drew a pretty picture....for Destiny Hearts! ^^ I made a cover for the manga, (now I just got to draw it....) and yeah, that's about it. I'm serious, this stupid new sketchbook hates me. With a passion. Is there a word for that? Hating someone with a passion? Lol, anyway, a poem for y'all! Have a great day! *group hugs*

Living the same
every night and day
quick glances game
prance around the first of may

Dreaming the dream
in a bullet-proof heaven
singing the song
number the star seven (shh...)

Moon's gate won't open up for you,
I wait behind the iron bars
tears crack in the iron walls
Your hand slids through
not much comfort or proof

Hummingbird's silent wings
even it seems to sing
along with my heart
which dances on the morning light

As I watch the eagles take off in flight
I wonder how high they can fly
and close my eyes in wonder
If I could fly alongside them

Dragon's rage is not forgiven;
in the air, there they are hidden
Battered hawk flies away in pain
searching for a happier name;

The fire's only the stopping point
Hand in hand; heaven's joint
Blood and tears only fall from me
There's so many things I wish you could see

About the true me;
and where I am today
happy without you
and yet dying every day

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Sunday, April 29, 2007

   Dessert time!!
yay! I just had a strawberry parfait, and it was Good....
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   Yay!!!
Hey everyone! I had a GREAT day today! Eco-gothluvsKyo came over today, she lent me Furuba 4-11!! Yay! And we had a MAJOR brainstorm. When I say major, I mean, super-MAJOR. It was so incredibly awesome....whew. It rocked!! ^^ Then she had to leave....aww. But we had such an awesome time, and I showed her my poster! She was like, "O.O" She was so impressed...^^" Hope you guys had a great day too!
*hugs* Choco-chan




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Saturday, April 28, 2007

   Eh...
Okay, my friend, EcoGoth-lovesKyo's coming over tomorrow! ^^ yay! Well, and I found out this little boy next door to me (like in 2nd grade) has a crush on me. Great. ANYWAY.....how was your day?
^^ I finished my poster today! All colored and everything, started Monday...5 days! So, yeah. ^^"
Poem for your thoughts?

We are watching now
the fight's gone on
blade 'gainst bow
blood trickels past

How long will this struggle last?
When the sun dawns up
when the night creeps past?
A million years seem to fly

No one's close to come to die
Metal against metal
spirit against rage
Staff and cloak, blackness mage

Dance for the future
and sing to the past
Don't live the fear of keeping the pain
locked up inside

Because it will find a way
to escape and prowl
your very being, no self-control
With revenge given so foul

Don't forget
the time we met;
the time we smiled and laughed
but now I'm under mercy

Stained with blood,
too weak to stand
please reach out to me,
and lend me your hand

Okay, that really stunk. I guess it was Gaara, sounded like it to me...
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Friday, April 27, 2007

   Story...
Ichigo: You two...mews?
Lyna: *looks over shoulder* Sorry, Mom, we never told you...
Saphira:We were afraid that you would think we were odd...
Ichigo:....
Kisshu:Hey, where'd Hanabi go?
*the three girls flinch, and Ichigo grabs Lyna and Saphira's hand*
Ichigo:Come on! We need to find her fast...
Lyna: But, mom, where is she?
Ichigo: The only place mews can go to safely.
*big gasp*
Lyna&Saphira:Cafe Mew Mew!!
*Ichigo nods*
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