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Friday, September 16, 2005


Drugs
I'm so sick of this. I have two friends (at least we used to be) in jail for drugs pluse not that long ago we had one of the biggest drug busts right down the street from me. Knew that guy. After I cam back from a volleyball game my sister tells me that someone else just got busted today. Pluse I drove through somethin' that was goin' on through my neighborhood today..hasn't hit yet but there were a whole lot of cops. Dad still doesn't have a job, we have no insurance. My eye sight keeps getting worse, my shoulder's still messed up from last year, and I messed up my knee. My gurl's worried about stuff that's goin' on in her life and I can't do anything about it, pluse my boy down in Florida's goin' through some shit and he won't talk about that.
I keep seeing him, Eduardo, and thinking about what he took from me. My innocence. I keep having flashbacks of every single friend who's betrayed me. I'm trying to forget it all but it's so hard 'cause I still hear everything ppl say. Kids can be the most ruthless creatures..and then there's New Orleans...I feel bad about everything there too. We had family down there thank God we know they're ok but while everything was going on...there was no way of knowing. Guy just got shot right down the street from me at a Mexican resteraunt..went to school with my brother. I'm just really thankful that he's, my brother, not a bouncer/security gaurd anymore. Ga that was hell wondering every night if he was ok. Well I'm gonna turn in.Image hosted by Photobucket.com

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Quote for today:
You guys line up in a circle- football coach
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