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Birthday
• 1992-04-28
Gender
• Female
Location
• Alaska
Member Since
• 2006-06-21
Occupation
• Was a Maid
Real Name
• That.. I wont tell you ^^

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Achievements
• I'm a A student.. or at;east used to be ^^
Anime Fan Since
• 5 years ago or so.
Favorite Anime
• InuYasha, Karin, Fullmetal Alchemist, Ouran High School Host Club, Kanon, Air, Murder Princess, Romeo x Juliet and a few others that I may have forgotten.
Goals
• I wish to become a scientist for NASA or an artist... I know... I'm realistic.
Hobbies
• Reading, long bike rides, drawing, hanging out with friends... ok maybe that last one isn't a hobby but its still fun!!
Talents
• I'm a good drawer, somewhat, and I'm a good cook!!!! I also act, I have been the leading role in a play.




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Sunday, August 27, 2006

   TOOO much idle thinking time
i wish life was simple, and then it is. sometimes i feel as if im not living my life but looking onto it.... like im an invader who can't understand whats going on around her, can't love, or live. Like somethings holding me back from reaching out. And then i relize its me whos doing it, its me whos holding me back, whos not letting me doing the things i want because im afriad, Afraid of commitment, afraid of ..... of love.

Is there really true love? does it excist with those least seen? is that while i've never seen true love? or felt it? I'm i being punished for a past mistake? Is that why i can not love? or is it not the time? i wish it were the last one, but i dont think so. I dont think life is easy enough to let us forgive or forget. there is always a remaining scar of what happened. or else how would people be individuals? Am i who i am because of these scars? do they define how im different then others? or do they make me like other people... complicated in my simplicity? is that the way life is? so complicated in its simplicity.... maybe, maybe not.... or is life one complicated riddle that only ends when we pass on to another riddle?
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