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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
 =_= dead
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Well, before I go into my rant on feeling dead...HAPPY BIRTHDAY YASHA!!!! *GLOMPS YASHA!!!!*
Allright...now...=_=
Cia: I feel dead...so...tired....head....
augh...
Yukinomo: Of course you're tired, you haven't
slept in what, 3 weeks?
Cia: ;_;
Yomi: Don't make her feel worse, sister
*hugs Cia*
Cia: Um...I think I was going to say
something actually important...
Yukinomo: You think?
Cia: *death glare*
...
...
...
Yomi: Where did Cia go, sister?
Yukinomo: Heck if I know.
...
*A few minutes later*
Cia: sry 'bout that...
Yomi: Cia?!
Cia: zzz
Yukinomo: CIA!!!
Cia: huh? huh? wha?
Y+Y: Where were you?
Cia: phone call...
Y+Y: ahh...
Yomi: Cia, you need rest! You're giving
yourself a fever!
Yukinomo: For once that demented twin of mine is
right. If you don't get some sleep
soon, you're gonna die.
Yomi: ;-; who are you calling demented?!
Cia: *sigh* I have to at least do my french
...and I'll do as much of my psych as I
can.
Yomi: That's still a lot of work, Cia.
Cia: Phillipians 4:12--I can do all things
Yukinomo: ...through Christ Jesus who strengthens
me...yeah, yeah, okay...
Cia: Yep! I've got to trust in Him so I can
do my homework and sleep too! ^_^
Ja ne everyone!!
...Yomi: so what was that important thing?
...Cia: -_-;;;;;;;
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Monday, January 30, 2006
 Living Hell/Torture
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augh...I am so sick...it sucks...
Well, enough complaining ^^ Today I have French, Psych (spending an hour and a half labling the brain) and choir. I am getting picked up by my dad at 12:30 and going home for lunch. I have a japanese teleconference from 4:20-5:00 and then singing practice at 6:15.
...My ex-boyfriend is basically stalking me now...I'm scared and I'm not sure what to do. I don't want to hurt him anymore, but I warned him that if he makes me uncomfortable by not giving me space, I would report it as harrassment. WHAT DO I DO?!
Sorry about all the posts yesterday, I was kind of going nuts. I'm not able to sleep and whenever I do sleep I get this recurring nightmare. You see, a lot of women in my family have a recurring nightmare of this one specific guy raping us. Except now it's even worse, cause in the dream it's my ex-boyfriend raping me!!!
Well, I have to go to school now.
oh! I almost forgot! Friday I am getting my hair cut and dyed...it will look like Aya in volume 9 of Ceres. I will try to get some pictures and put them up, 'k??? Now I really have to get out of here...^__^
ja ne
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
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blah, take 3
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it is 3 o'clock in the morning
I just took all the dnangel quizzes on memegen
I think I might throw up now...
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 blah take 2
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Post Time: 2:30 in the morning
augh...I'm so sick.. -||-
I didn't go to sleep...I went on neopets for a little and realized...I HAVE TO WATCH THE LAST TWO EPISODES OF DNANGEL
so I did *sheepish*
;-; so good....
but now I won't be awhile to sleep
it's a secret that I'm pulling an all-nighter, k? my family doesn't need to know....@_@
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blah
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Post time: about 1:15 in the morning
Feeling:
Mentally: exhausted
Physically: exhausted
Emotionally: exhausted
and sick
I couldn't sleep...I felt so broken and hurt. Hadn't felt like that in awhile...I recorded a new song...I'm not sure where it came from...it was so broken, so depressing, so hopeless. I listened to recordings of myself and my friends and finally decided to try watching DNAngel. I watched episodes 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, and 24. Finally I may be able to sleep, thanks to 24. The ending of the episode reminds me of Christmas, it has the same love behind it. Freedert said in that episode "never choose death." I guess I really needed to hear that in order to calm down. Some people think death is so...un-important, non-real. I realize how real it is. I used to comfort myself with thoughts of suicide and self-hurt. I want to promise not to do that anymore. I made promises to my therapist before to avoid hospital lock-up, but this time I'm serious. This time, it's a promise just between me and God.
holy goodness! I'm getting so overly-emotional and philosophical. Blame it on the lack of sleep ^_^;;;
Augh, tomorrow is psych, confimation, and relative visiting too....
Sorry if I freaked you guys out with my philosophical-ness, but it's true. And everything I say about God and Truth is true and from the heart as well.
Well, I'm hurting myself staying up like this...my head and eyes are killing me...oh goodness, now I sound drunk -_-;;;
good night/morning everyone
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
 sad
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My emotions are way out of whack right now. I just upped my anti-depressants but...
My boyfriend is talking to me, pissed and hurt that I broke up with him. I'm trying to explain to him where my heart is and that I was trying to do what was best but....
augh
I'm hoping to go get my hair cut and dyed today and I'm going to practice my driving. Tonight I am going to Mass with my confirmation sponser and her husband. Then I will have dinner and watch british comedy. Tomorrow I am doing my psychology homework and going to confirmation class.
later
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Well...
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I successfully dropped macroeconomics. I finished my homework during my second skinny study hall and I don't have yearbook today, so I'm using the hour and a half to visit sites and what-not. I have to stay and school because #1--I have no car to leave...#2--I have improv from 3-4, and then meeting with my confirmation sponser from 4-5. I go home, eat a quick dinner, and go to confirmation class from 7-9.
Tomorrow I get to talk to the yearbook coordinator to find out when I work on the yearbook.
It looks like I will get done with school on fridays at 11:17! How freakingly awesome is that?!!! I'm gonna dibs a vehicle from my parents whenever I can on Fridays so I can actually do something with my time rather than sit at school and do nothing...
So my classes are: French *yea* Psych *yea* Choir *yea* Yearbook *yea* and an independant novel study for English. I will be reading the book The Age of Innocence.
Well...more laters peoples, sorry for my rambling. I now have 75 minutes to visit sites...aren't you lucky???
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
augh
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Oy, I feel awful. I've been trying to fight off a bad cold, but now it is taking revenge on me! Ku...how I loathe you cold. Also, having low blood glucose levels is no fun. 4 words for ya: brain not getting oxygen! I keep sneezing...are you all talking about me? lol
Important news: Please keep Tora (superham99) 's younger brother in your prayers. He is suffering from some major illness, the doctors haven't diagnosed it yet.
*sigh* I complain and then I realize how lucky I am... Then again, a lot of the people who know my medical history beg to differ ^_^;;
Well, since I'm not going to sleep because of the illness, I might as well get my butt off of here and try to take some more psych notes...the computer screen isn't helping the dizzyness anyway.
Hope to speak to you all in happier times! ~Cia
PS--sorry I haven't been getting to very many sites...my life is INSANE right now, wouldn't youu know?
ja
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