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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
So tis 11:50 and I'm quite ill
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grr, yeah like the subject says
Plus Othello is a beast, stupid junk face. The task I thought would last 5 minutes isn't even over yet...goodness I probably won't sleep at all tonight, tomorrow night, *thinks for a minute* ya know what, this is really sad, but I honestly don't think I have time to sleep all week O_O Darn...
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 I figured
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I was on so figured why not post? I think I'm going to die...
PS--for all those who've been helping me out, I'm making you stuff just give me awhile.
OY! Cia over and out for now, ja ne peoples.
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Monday, October 24, 2005
 oh yeah, forgot
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yes, I plan on doing a halloween theme, but just for the day of halloween...ja ne
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 Sorry about the last post
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Something has been really wrong with me. Ever since school started, I have been losing any care...going numb. School doesn't matter, homework and grades don't matter, my own life hardly matters. I know you're all trying to help, but well, yeah, I'm an idiot right ^^; I think it's well past time I see a therapist... Yeah, well past time.
On other topics, I started dating. Not exactly a smart thing to do when you're depressed--it usually results in you putting your self-worth in the other person. But I've done that before and learned from it. Right now I'm just having fun. ^//^ and blushing...and giggling, right Tora-Chan?
Yeah, so wanted all of you to know I'm not dead and yes, I'm going to try and find help. It really hurts to type right now though because I was helping to set up the stage for Children's Theatre and a big set piece fell on top of my arm/wrist and it really hurts to type. I am really sick today too. Basically passed out yesterday and slept for 1 hours and still dizzy and nauseous and junk. Besides, I only have 5 more minutes of my off hour and I didn't do my English...doubt it will get done over lunch either, but I don't have the time for a rant, nor should I e'er rant. Kat (Kamenki) I'll be talking to you when I'm ready. No, I don't believe a lot of the junk in your comment about me thinking you don't exist. It's me being dumb, nothing to do w/you k? ME NOT YOU, AHHHHHH!
Tora-Chan, I've got to have an apology talk with you when I'm ready. Sorry I was such a total jerk to you yesterday.
I think I should have shut up awhile ago...Cia over and out!
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Saturday, October 22, 2005
 I'm sorry, I just don't know anymore
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A boy from my school was sentenced to jail today because of sexual assult. He made advances towards me and Tora-Chan but we didn't think...so it was really scary. I've just been falling apart lately--ripping at the seems. My diabetes and other health junk is seemingly out of control. School isn't going well. I've suffered brain damage and gained friends. I'm lost and feel inadequate when compared to my classmates. ... People are reaching out trying to help me but I can't respond. The thought of college makes my heart stop. I took the ACT in June and got a 31 (the highest score is 36). I wanted to re-take it and am supposed to today at 8 AM (meaning leaving my house at 7:30) but it's 1AM and I can't stop thinking...I can't stop crying. I talked to Yasha and...I feel so mean. I can't believe how horrably I take advantage of you Princess. Aren't you sick of me? Tora-Chan, aren't you sick of me talking all about myself? Cali-Kun, Corrine, whatever, if you're not sick of me than there's no God...
My God, why do you people put up with me? Why should anyone give a damn what I write on here? Why should anyone care about some random teenage girl in a state in the US that people from the South sometimes think is in Canada? I just don't understand and probably never will. It hurts to try and find out. I just feel like I can't make it anymore, it's getting harder and harder to act. I've felt like shoot for a long time, feeling like I'm stretching myself through the days and now it feels like I can't go on. It literally feels like a vice is tightening on my head. I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my soul. There's nothing left but a state of limbo.
Jesus Christ Superstar Lyrics
Poor Jerusalem Lyrics
JESUS
Neither you, Simon, nor the fifty thousand,
Nor the Romans, nor the Jews,
Nor Judas, nor the twelve
Nor the priests, nor the scribes,
Nor doomed Jerusalem itself
Understand what power is,
Understand what glory is,
Understand at all,
Understand at all.
If you knew all that I knew, my poor Jerusalem,
You'd see the truth, but you close your eyes.
But you close your eyes.
While you live, your troubles are many, poor Jerusalem.
To conquer death, you only have to die.
You only have to die.
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 This sucks!
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I'm diabetic and have been getting low blood sugars non-stop which causes brain damage and oi! Ya know what, I was going to post and complain but I don't even care anymore and i feel like carp!
Let young men rape their neices and nephews, let young women stab themselves and blame it on thier boyfriend. Ya know what, let the whole world damn itself to hell cuase it's already doing it anyway no matter what I do and yes, I wrote that last post in french on purpose.
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
 Maintenant, le Français!
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Je suis très fatiguée, mais j’ai besoin de finir mes devoirs de Religion. Euh…je pense que je les fais maintenant.
Plus tard !
~Mademoiselle Cia
Aussi, demain c'est la jour d'aide ton voisin. J'ai aussi un rendez-vous avec Sean, nous allons aller chez Corrine pour un rendez-vous "double" avec Corrine et Tora. Samedi c'est l'ACT et aussi le concert au centre d'arts jouer d'appleton. Dimanche, je vais aller à l'eglise. Je ferai mes devoirs et je vais practiquer ma piece de theatre avec Corrine et Tora. Un week-end très occuppé, n'est-ce pas?
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Othello fanfic?!
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Kurama Clone 109 walks into the joint bedroom and sees Alicia sitting on the floor crying, with Kyo hovering over her. “What’s the matter?” he asks in concern. Kyo, who is past concern and just plain freaking out, looks up to Kurama and answers, “no matter what I say or do, she just keeps whimpering and saying she hates herself and cursing herself…Cia, it’s okay now, there’s nothing you can do, please come to bed!” Alicia continues whimpering without even looking up. With a sigh of resignation, Kyo slumps down on the floor next to Alicia and places his arms around her. Kurama looks to Kyo, then to Alicia, then back to Kyo. “I think I have an idea.” He gently picks up Alicia and leads her to the master bathroom, where he softly pleads with her to tell him what happened and to calm down. In a few moments, Alicia stops whimpering and Kyo can hear retching coming from the master bath. In an angry fury, he breaks down the door to rush in.
After between half an hour and forty-five minutes, Kurama deems Alicia sufficiently calmed and gently prods her toward her bed. “Now please get some rest Cia.” Kyo tells her, almost in a whisper. “And you, my lord?” Alicia asks, her eyes glazed over. ‘My Lord?’ Kyo thinks. ‘hmm…I could get used to being called that…’ he starts getting ideas. Kurama interprets the expression on Kyo’s face and speaks before Kyo can take action. “It seems she is so exhausted that she has reverted to the character of Desdemona.” Kurama explains. “WHAT THE HELL?” Kyo asks, failing to see the reason in this argument. Kurama sighs, ‘seems like I’ll have to take care of this one’ he thinks. He turns to Alicia, “My lady, it seems that your lord is so over-taken with concern for you that he endures some error of speech. Pray thee, let me speak for him.” Alicia turns to him, her eyes are still glazed over, but they are shining. “Of course, gentle Cassio.” ‘Cassio?’ Kurama thinks, ‘how did I end up as Cassio?’ “Who the hell is this Cassio guy?” Kyo asks loudly. Kurama sighs again. “Okay, I’ll explain this quickly. Cia is currently so exhausted and strained she thinks that she is Desdemona, a character from the Shakespearian play “Othello”. She believes you are her husband, Othello, and that I am your lieutenant Cassio.” “Why would I have a lieutenant?” Kyo asks in bewilderment. “Listen, all you need to know right now is that I’m a good friend to both of you,” Kurama explains, “and was often seen throughout your wooing.”
Kyo: //_?
“Never mind,” Kurama says, sighing once more, “just play along.” He turns to Alicia again, “My lady, you must to bed.” Alicia looks down, sighs, and then looks up to Kurama with a smile. “Aye, I’ll to bed. Cassio, pray thee, tell my Lord to come to bed.” Kurama gives a slight bow, “Of course my lady.”
***End of Part One*****
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
I know I'm talking too much
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I know I'm talking too much but...this Friday Corrine(aeon115) and Tora-Chan(superham99) are having a date type thing and they want to make it a double date with me and Sean. But, I don't know... they want to probably do something scary/halloween related...and I'm a coward ToT and that's the day before my ACT...what if I don't get sleep that night?! O_O
WAHH!!! AND RIGHT NOW IN THE SENIOR LOUNGE WE'RE WATCHING A REALLY SCARY SHOW THAT IS FREAKING AMY OUT IMMENSELY...
PS--Sean also has the act that next day, but he doesn't have a concert!
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