Tuesday, October 18, 2005

   Hi peeps -^.^-

Play wonderland online! Yeah, sorry I haven't been on and still won't be on without hurting myself. I'm getting really sick, kyuuuu. I've been sick for awhile, I tend to work myself too hard for school and get sick a lot...but now I've been sick for a month!!!! My asthma has gotten really bad and I'm not advair twice a day, singulair once a day, and maxair as needed. My diabetes is all out of wack cause my hormone therapy switched from birth control to natural hormone and the yasmin (birth control) was wreaking havoc with my blood glucose levels, which also get messed up during PMS and sickness.
Kyuuuuu
So, let's see...*tmi warning, sorry, had to vent...*
I have the asthma crap, flu-type stuff, sinus type crap, period starting and prob with my ovaries that make it so much more uncomfortable...oh probs w/migranes...yep-yep, just worn out....oh wait, and my eye has been twitching...-_=+

Oh yeah, my family took me to see Wallace and Gromit: Curse on the Were-Rabbit more on that laters...

KYUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!

thinking of names for new e-mail address....attempting to do my french and read act 5 of othello...tisn't working and I'm being sick and sneezing and coughing up crap everywhere....

Anyway, I'm going to pull a Miss.KamiyaUsagi and list out all the clubs and what-not I'm involved in...@_@ if I can remember it all...

Confirmation
Knitting with Seniors @ Nursing Home
Concert Choir/Liturgy Choir/Mass Choir
Fashion Club
Improv
Chess Club
Forensics
Rock4Life Club
French *whoot*
taking Freshman college english a year early
essays and applications for college
re-taking ACT on Saturday
trying to get a job ToT

sick..............................

sorry about the complaint fest peeps, I feel a little better now that I was able to vent though...and it's not like the reading of this is inforced...just figured I should let you know that I wasn't abducted by aliens or anything...

tootles!

oh! I almost forgot!!! Make sure you make visits to the cutest ^//^ kawaii couple ever!!

Cali-Kun
&
Tora-Chan
forever ^//^

okay, ttyl peoples! tootles

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

   BUSY KYU

Play wonderland online! @_@ Sorry to say that I won't be doing much otaku wise for awile, sumi masen! If anything I'll just check PM's and go visit people who sign my guestbook. But I am so busy right now!! School is nuts with Shakespeare and Theology and papers and college apps and re-taking the ACT. *phew* I keep myself so busy I've hardly been sleeping ^^; I get to school early a lot even though I have open campus first block. I do school related errands or practice singing...I have clubs during mid-morning break as well as lunch. Even with only 4 classes this term, I've been getting tons of homework!! This weekend I'm trying some R&R--attempting to catch up on sleep and finishing my book...I've also got a lot of French to work on if I want to stay...where I am... I have a religion project/prayer service to work on...essays adn apps to fill out...reflections and reading for Othello for English...tomorrow I have a conformation retreat from 7 AM- 7 PM
Oh...adn my family wants to take me to see a movie today @_@ they never see me...:P

Tuesday I have a knitting program at the library, Wed I have a Choir Concert, Sat the ACT (again) and another Choir concert...PLUS I HAVE TO GET ON THOSE MUSIC APPS

Sorry, I've been ranting...though, trust me, I could say all that other stuff I'm doing and span for like 1.000.000 words or something...but anyway, as you can see, I won't be doing much on here for awhile...-_-;

I'm so sorry!!!

~Cia

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

nothing to say right now...

Play wonderland online!

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

   My brother can burn in hell

Play wonderland online! Otakuians,

I'm sick and tired of taking all his crap. He turned my parents against me in the past and now he's taking away my friends and convincing them I'm evil. It's hard for me to make friends okay? I don't like letting people close and then I fall in love and let them in and they start hating me and trash me. I'm sick of this and how much it hurts. I'm sorry if I'm a damn fat bitch, I work so hard not to call myself that everyday. I've worked on consoling and acting and lying to avoid more consoling. I considered suicide, but now...heh.

I know no one cares, I know everyone loves him more than me and a lot of people are scared or offended by me when I try to be myself. But...it's so hard! I have an appeasement addiction and I've let it run my life for so long--liking whatever my friends like, even if it's killing me inside.

I'm trying so hard to get scholarships and get into college...I am counting the days when I can move far away and be away from everyone I know and avoid people in general.

Sincerely,

"The fat bitch who is lower than dog crap."

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Monday, October 10, 2005

   Heck yeah whoot!

Play wonderland online! My friend Aeon115 finally joined on the otaku!!! go visit him right now!!! I'd put up the link, but I'm exhausted and have to re-write a paper from scratch.

Kurama: this seems familiar
Kyo: and she's already having trouble typing, damn low blood glucose

TTYL peoples

Ja ne!

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   KYU...kyu.....kyu................

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kyu...just got home kyu...exhausted kyu...must go lay down kyu...will try to visit some peoples first kyu but feel dead kyu...and KYU I saw the most awesome kawaii wonderful teddy bear today kyu and my mom wouldn't let me buy it kyu and she said she wouldn't get it for christmas kyu...kyu.....

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what else was I going to say kyu? Oh yes kyu. Went to see my neurologist today kyu, found out result of MRI kyu, have a slight scholiousis of the back kyu...and I found out why I have been getting the uber bad headaches kyu...tis migranes resulting from trama kyu...need to go on even more meds...that cause weight gain. KYU!!!

....kyu..... T_T+

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   Yea ^^

Play wonderland online!

My goal was actually 90 guestbook entries and popularity of 1215, but I figured 92 guestbook entries and a popularity of 1217 was close enough. My new goal is 100 guestbook entries and a popularity of 1200, this time focusing on popularity.

Well, the weekend was uber busy. (can I say that word xP) Friday was no school, but I had two diabetic appointments and a private appointment with the music professor at UWGB and then an admissions interview and then 3 tours (all for UWGB). My tour guide rocked!!! Go Mike!!!
Friday night I went to the football game and froze my...ears...off. IT STARTED SNOWING!!! SNOWING FOR GOD'S SAKE IN EARLY OCTOBER!!! I KNOW THIS IS WI, BUT GIVE ME A BREAK! Anyways....

Saturday I got up early cause...I did...and just kind of took it easy. A little before 4 I had a fish net emergency and had to buy new ones before going to Tora-Chan's at 4. I also found an extremely cute shirt that says "prince or no prince, I'm keeping the slippers" pretty-ful ^^
Saturday night was the dance...Tora-Chan, Yasha and I got ready together and then the whole group took pictures at a park. Sean no baka, le fils de la seinge, bought me a wrist corsage of roses ^//^ and he was wearing an outfit straight out of the 20's yea!!! We both had awesome hats that Yasha liked to steal yea ^^ My group got to the dance pretty early...the dance starts at eight, but the cool people don't come until at least nine, jk xP We all stayed until after midnight and I could finally show Yasha my locker!! Afterwards we dropped Cali-Kun and Tora-Chan off and Yasha slept over...

Sunday was Mass and knitting with the elderly at St. Paul's home. At 6, I was at Tora-Chan's again and she and Cali-Kun and I practiced our forensics piece...

Hm...

Today I feel like **** I am leaving for school in an hour...actually got to stay home late today because of having a free period first period. I still have to shower and finish an assignment though ><;; I leave school at 12:30, grab some lunch and find out the results of my MRI, then I have to do major revisions to a paper and other homework...-_-...I think I have Church Choir pratice as well tonight...-_-(headache)

Well, better go get ready for school and all that jazz. Ja ne peoples!

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Thursday, October 6, 2005

   My brother is really sweet, amoung other things

Play wonderland online! Cia: I've just noticed, I'll write something really important to me in the subject line and then write totally different stuff in my actual message.
Hiei 5: -_- The fool has just noticed this?
Kurama 109: -_-; Yes, I guess so
Cia: So anyway I just made my first YYH wallpaper and I'm really proud of it so I want everyone to check it out!!!! Oh, and my greetings and fan art please!!! THE FAN ART!!!!!!!!! AND THE WALLPAPER!!!!!!!
Kyo: She's doing it again -_-;
Cia: *looks up at subject line* Oh, yeah, maybe I should explain that. So, my bro Hiroko Kun knew I had the most awful day of my life yesterday/this morning and he came and put a "cheer up" message in my guestbook. Thanksies bro!! i'd hug ya, but I'm at the library and you're at home!!

I just got done with my improv training whoot!!! and that second AP English Paper is out of my hands!!! I'm on top of the world...world...world (echo)

So, I have tons more junk I'd love to say but my carpel tunnel is kicking in and I have to leave the library anyway.

TTYL peoples

~Panther-San

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Wednesday, October 5, 2005

   My Day Sucked

Play wonderland online! Song of the Moment: Phantom of the Opera

Word of the moment: insubordinate

Action of the moment: trembling

Want of the moment: to cut myself

Emotion of the moment: emptiness

Scripture of the moment: Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Please feel free to talk with me...it would help a lot.

TTYL

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Monday, October 3, 2005

@_@;; Head Ache Kyu

Play wonderland online! Yeah, so it's midnight and I still have yet to start that paper...good thing it's a rough draft, cause it's gonna be crap kyu.

I made a new public profile/space for msn hotmail...organized messenger/e-mail junk...*yawn*

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Kyo: I think she died
Kurama 109: *gently picks up Cia and carries her to bed*
Cia: *wakes up as she's being carried*...that paper...*starts crying*
Kyo: Cia...
Cia: *still crying*
Kurama: Cia, really, it's okay, we all have hard times.
Cia: I just couldn't think about that paper today, I couldn't *starts coughing her head off*
Kyo: We understand, you've got really serious stuff on your mind. I don't know why you should have to live with such sh**!
Cia: ;_;
Kurama 109: Um...Kyo...I don't think that's helping...
Kyo: You take over then *goes up on roof*
Kurama 109: Does he do that often?
Cia: *sigh* Yes, though significantly less now than what he used to...and he helps care for MoMo more too...*pulls out Oedipus by Seneca, Oedipus Rex by Sophocles, and lots of critisms in tragedy book* *takes a deeeeeeeeep breath*
Kurama 109: ^__^

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