Sunday, October 2, 2005

   @_@

Play wonderland online! zzz...

I should be sleeping, but I still have a paper to write and needed to get site updates out of the way first ^^

Kyo: In other words, she has been slacking since school started and needed excuses not to do her paper...
Cia: Hey!
Kyo: I don't blame you...I do the same thing...
Cia: ...you know what Kyo?
Kyo: What?
Cia: You seem subdued.
Kyo: How the hell is it my fault that you're too damn tired to write my character any other way?
Cia: O.O ah...there you are...

Kurama 109: *walks in* Is anything wrong Cia? I heard some shouting...
Cia: ^//^ Kurama...um..no, nothing's wrong...I just don't know what the h3ll I'm doing on my paper tis all (note: I don't swear ^^)
Hiei 5: Maybe the fool should have doon her paper earlier in the day like she said she was going to.
Cia: -_-;;;;;;;
Kurama 109: I have to admit Cia, you probably should have started before now. It's almost 10 PM. And you need your rest.
Cia: ^//^;
Kyo: Hey! Remember me?!
Cia: Oh, sorry Kyo, we've been kind of ignoring you, haven't we?
Kyo: *gives Cia death glare* I'm your husband!!! What are all these other men doing here?!
Cia: um...*thinks quickly* Hormonal release?
All: WHAT?
Cia: *pulls out blackboard* Well, you see...*goes into long-winded explanation about females and hormones...tehe...evil grin*
All: O_o;;;;;;;;;;;; um...that's okay, we don't need to know...
Cia: *into it now...:P* Are you sure?
Kurama 109: Shouldn't you be working on that paper now Cia?
Cia: *pouts* but I don't want to...
All: *sigh* It's been like this all day...-_-;
Cia: OH NO!!!
Hiei 5: Let me guess, the fool just realized she hasn't even started her paper?
Kurama and Kyo: -_-;
Kurama 109: Cia, what's the matter? It's okay, we'll help you on the paper...
Kyo: We will?!
Kurama 109: Of course *tosses copy of Oedipus Rex and Oedipus to Hiei 5 and Kyo* I'll handle reading the critisms, you two just read the plays.
Cia: T_T Thank you so much T_T
Kyo: *concerned* So are you all right then? That's why you were freaking out?
Cia: Actually, that isn't why I was freaking out...though I'm sure the seriousness of my lack of paper will hit me shortly.
All: -_-; Then what's wrong?
Cia: ;_; Tomorrow is Packer day at school and I have absolutely nothing to wear!!! WAHH
All: O_o; Her addiction to fashion over academics is sickening really.
Hiei 5: Tell me fool, how are your grades suffering?
Cia: Huh? I have all A's right now...
All: O-_-o *really weird face tehe* HOW?!
Kyo: *checks grades on powerschool* Damn, it's true, she really does have all A's.
Kuruma 109: How is that possible?
Cia: *goes into coughing fit*
Kurama: *pats her on the back* Well, I suppose we forgot that she has already worked herself sick only a month into school...
Cia: And it's not my fault that I procrastinate and have an extremely short attention span!
All: -_- Oh really?
Cia: Okay, so maybe it is my fault...
Kurama 109: Speaking of schoolwork...(what else have we been speaking of? :P) How did your college visit go yesterday Cia?
Cia: It went very well. UW Steven's Point is a very good school and I don't know if I'll end up going there, but I'm going to apply for sure. I felt pretty good about it. Actually I had a really good feeling about both Point and Knox, but we know how Knox is...
Hiei 5: *mechinal (spelled wrong, sorry) laughter*
Kurama 109: *glance*
Hiei 5: *stops*
Cia: *sigh* I'm getting tired and there were some updates I wanted to give...

This week is my last HS Homecoming *rah*
Floatbuilding All Week
Tomorrow=Packer Day
Tuesday=Pajama Day *cough* KIMONO DAY!!! It's a 1/2 day and I've got a dentist appoint *yippie*
Wednesday=Retro (80's) I'm wearing jeans and my Bambi T-Shirt ^___^ It's also Powderpuff Football, Class Feud and ... hm...something...
Thursday=Blue and White Day!! (the school colors) 1/2 day, my club, Improv Troupe, is having professional actors come in for a training.
Friday=NO SCHOOL!!! I have diabetic appoints all afternoon though -_-
Parade and Football Game
Saturday=DANCE!!! MY FIRST AND LAST DATE!!! ^///^

Kyo, Kurama, Hiei: WHAT ARE WE, CHOPPED LIVER?!

Cia: And the theme is Roaring 20's yea, yea, yea ^^ though the tickets look like tombstones...

Oh!!! BTW, my family switched from dial-up to SBC Yahoo DSL!! yea!!!

Well, I'd better go...still have to write that paper...grr...

If you couldn't tell...I'm obsessed with Yu Yu Hakusho at the moment ^^ tehe These past few days, I've read vol 3 and 4 and watched DVD 2 ^^

and I've been checking out lots of art...Kurama-San ^//^

Well, TTYl peoples...sorry for the uber long post...dunno if I'll be on like all week though so...yeah...bye! *vanishes*

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

   Really Sad

Play wonderland online! I'm not sure what to say. A boy from my school died yesterday. My school is really small and really close, so this is a huge deal. My class also had a classmate die right before school started last year. This is very hard.

To top it all off, my medical problems are worse vs better. I've been working really hard cause of school and college stuff and made myself really sick with sinus/asthma junk. I'm still having problems with my neck and back and numbness and with adjusting insulin levels/hormone levels and diabetes complications. Sometimes...I just wish all this crap would stop. But then...I have to face reality again. I've gone through the whole suicidal bit...and right now I'm just going numb. Eating and sleeping no longer have purpose. Music is barely keeping me alive anymore. Writing...feh. I started trembling and almost passed out today and was taken home, my body forced me to lay down as I was going numb and trembling like crazy. I suppose life would seem useless if there's crap to it. Why then do so many people have so many more problems and yet have such a great outlook on life? I wish I was a better person...

Thought I'd Put up this song...
The Sound Of Silence (3:08)
P. Simon, 1964
Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
'Neath the halo of a street lamp
I turn my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never shared
No one dared
Disturb the sound of silence
"Fools," said I, "you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows
Hear my words that I might teach you
Take my arms that I might reach you"
But my words like silent raindrops fell
And echoed in the wells of silence
And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming
And the sign said "The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls
And whispered in the sound of silence

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sorry I'm all depressed...sorry I'm more numb then depressed...

In leaving today, I forgot my notes for my huge test tomorrow and for the paper I'm working on...junk face

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

   Not Much to Say

Play wonderland online! Yeah, tired, so can't really think.

Just wanted to say that I'm really ticked. My friend Sean and I are going to homecoming together and everyone at school has been like, "Cia, you're going with Sean??? Quoi??? I can't believe you sunk so low!"

I mean, he's not my boyfriend or anything, I'm not looking for a steady relationship with him so when people say "oh, you're so cute together!" it kind of weirds me out! But saying that other stuff...he's my friend and if you insult him I get ticked!

Too tired to say anything worth while, sorry!!! The school year has been uber busy!!!

~TTYL peoples

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Friday, September 23, 2005

   Well then...

Play wonderland online! I'm home sick, so I might as well attempt to give a real post. I'm not overly sick...anymore...was sick this morning and plan on getting to school this afternoon if my mom gets home with the vehicle. I'm feeling a bit better already and besides, I have to go to the Apple Bowl!!!!! *huge football game between my school and our rival school that we lost for like 10 years in a row and then won 2 years ago and last year and will hopefully win again this year* I have to see Yasha, Cali-Kun, Sean no baka, Richard, Tora-Chan, and all my other friends!!! I may not have enough energy to do all the cheers and storm the field and all that...but I still want to go *pouts* and I want to get to school today *pouts* and see Sean no baka *gives slight smile/blush*

So...huge updates!!! Yesterday was my MRI. Had to get one of the C-Spine (neck) though I'll probably get another one later of the L-Spine (back) this is all because of that bad accident I was in in June. Hopefully the doctor finds something wrong, not too serious, so that all these probs can be fixed. Especially the headaches...I hate those.

For those who don't know what an MRI is, it's really a giant magnet that makes a TON of noise!!!! You can't wear any thing metal/magnetic...not even a bra girls!!! WEIRD..yet comfortable...anyway, and half-way through they inject this junk along with saline in you in the crotch of your elbow (like you're getting blood taken). It makes your mouth taste like you sucked on a nickel until it started corroding. I also had to take valium to relax me since I'm claustrophobic. Afterwards I was really woosy and when I got home I only lasted about 40 minutes before I fell asleep for 10 hours. Then I woke up and was sick...but now that that's all over I feel okay...not 100%...but probably as much as 98%...^^;

What else did I want to say? Lots of stuff is going on...my HS homecoming is October 10th and...oh yeah...I HAVE MY FIRST EVER DATE!!!! I'm going to Homecoming with Sean no baka as a date and we're doing something beforehand too...he's been being so adorable and nervous about the whole thing. Gotta admit, our whole relationship is kinda romantic, though Yasha already wants to kill him so I won't say much. She'll hopefully be meeting him tonight, so I have to be there to make sure he doesn't die O.O;

Anyone who wants to hear a cute romantic story, please PM me...^^ I'm typing up the story of Sean and My "Love" hehehe...we have a very complicated relationship...especially on my end...

Our very relationship kinda explains why I call him Sean no baka...:P

Anyway, something keeps telling me I had something actually important to say *which hardly ever happens* hm...I just finished my first college english class essay...:P and french is fun...yea for learning french!!! and calling Sean "le fils de la seinge* PM me if you want to know what that means...oh! and remember to PM me if you want to be a part of the otaku angels club or any club I've made...I'm working on more otaku angels banners...I'm home anyway...I may make a site for all of them...I think I'll make a site for my high school choir class actually...fun

Oh! I can no longer go to Florida with my choir class *starts crying* The down payment $ was due today...and needless to say...I couldn't give it cause I'm not there...that and I don't have the money...if only it was due on monday or I could give it monday since I'm gone today...maybe I'd be able convince my parents to let me take out money from my account..and I baby-sit on Saturday...that's a little money...and I'm going to sell some of my things...and I can earn money through the fruit sale at school...PLEASE BUY FRUITS!!!

yeah...-_-; the dream was nice while it lasted...but now I'm so sad...it was a really good deal and I would have met the guy who is in charge of Disney music and all this other stuff...no, I can't talk about it, I get more sad.

Besides, I have to get off now and go rest for a bit...I'm feeling icky again...

TTYL peoples! =^,^=

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

   MRI

Play wonderland online! Today is my MRI and I've kind of been freaking about it. I'm a bit claustriphobic so yeah...-_-;;

Kyuu

Nothing much else to say right now...I'm a bit busy n.n Editing an essay on Oedipus as a tragic hero...and working on my story...and listening to my music...trying to ignore my pain...

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

   Mae

Play wonderland online!

What female anime character do you look like? by RoseOfBlackFlame
Name:
Clothes:	School girl outfitCatgirlNothingLeatherSummer DressesJeans and tight shirtLoose clothes
Personality:	FriendlyBadassKind & CaringLoner
Age:	13 and under14151617181920212223+
What you look like:
What you want:	Friends
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Mae is my "writer personality." She's kind of always been around...I don't always delve into her when writing, depends on what kind of story I'm doing...but she's usually there...and my writing is usually sappy romance...except for that one really awesome Mabudachi Trio story...but that wasn't Mae...-_-;

Okay, so this whole post is really weird...I'm not pyshco, I promise!!! O.O; Well, I kind of am...but not straight jacket pyshco -_-;

Anyways, the reason I bring all this up is because the image somewhat suits her. Well not exactly, wish I could draw so that I could show you...


Sorry that I haven't been doing much on here at all!!!! SO BUSY, KYUUU!!! ALMOST DEAD, KYUUUU!!!! ADDING TASKS TO DO, KYUUU~ I will add a real post this weekend hopefully ^_^

ttyl peoples...remember clubs!