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Tuesday, August 2, 2005
 The Longest Day Ever
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How do I put this? Well, Sunday was a family reunion and after that, I went to Tora-Chan’s house to baby-sit Kira-Chan (her cat) along with Yasha. I should have known something was wrong…I have been kind of weak lately, but whatever…anyway, I had this huge asthma attack and couldn’t breathe at all for a long time. That eventually went away and we had fun playing with Kira, watching I Love Lucy and playing Harvest Moon….
Managed to sleep from about 11:30 PM to 3:50 AM.
We eventually ate breakfast and Yasha drove us to some errands and back to her house. Unfortunately, I was in a really ticked off mood T.T You see, I’m really uncomfortable in cars and she drives like a maniac! Anyways, get through all that and my mom picks me up from her house and stops at the library. The library has been a source of at least 3 accidents for me and my friends in the past few months…my mom was turning to motion to me and got her foot run over by a truck as her elbow knocked off his rear-view mirror.
I drove her to the hospital…luckily nothing is wrong! The problem is I was feeling like crap the whole time! My ovarian sis pain has been really bad, plus the fact that I have trouble sleeping/breathing. I have had headaches and dizziness constantly, but didn’t tell my doctor because he said that if that/numbness happened after my accident, I’d have to get a Cat Scan. But the pain in the hospital got so bad, tears streamed down my face.
The doctor told me I have to see my doctor to get a Cat Scan and an Ultrasound. I was told by another doctor that I have to see an Adult Neurologist because of the numbness I’ve been having since a week before my accident. I’m so scared!!!!!!!
To wrap it all up, I have an appointment with one of my nurse practitioners today.
I managed to sleep from 9:15 PM until 6:30…but I woke up in pain. I really hurt and feel like I’m going to be sick. I hope the baka medical profession can fix me. Also, I’m finally going to start seeing a therapist (for many reasons). Please wish me luck!
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Saturday, July 30, 2005
A tribute to the Mad Prince Seeu
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I Am A Rock
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by Paul Simon
from "Sounds Of Silence"
intro and outro:
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--------2(3)-2(3)(2) play 4 times for intro
3---3-3------------- and repeat and fade for outro
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1.
C
A winter's day-
F C
in a deep and dark December
Dm G7 F C
I am alone-
Dm7 Em7 Dm7 Em7
Gazing from my window to the streets below
Dm F G
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
F C F G C Am
I am a rock, I am an island.
2.
I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mity
That none may penetrate
I have no need of friendship
friendship causes pain
It's laughter and loving I disdain
I am a rock, I am an island
3.
Don't talk of love
but I've heard the word before
It's sleeping in my memory
I won't disturb the slumber of the feelings that have died
If I never loved I never would have cried
I am a rock, I am an island
4.
I have my books
and my poetry to protect me
I am shielded in my armour
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb,
I touch no one and no one touches me.
F C F G C
I am a rock, I am an island
Dm7 G C Dm7 G C
And a rock feels no pain, and an island never cries.
Dm7 = xx0211
Em7 = 020000
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Monday, July 25, 2005
 A llamba of my very own!
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Turning my site on just until I get online next, then back off it goes! Just showing you guys my pet llamba.
Oh no, my face! My beautiful face! I have an ugly, stinking, llamba face!!!!
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Saturday, July 23, 2005
Yeah...
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So I didn't delete my site, just turned it off. I'm not only taking a break from Otaku, but from Anime, which makes me feel free!
I wanted to keep talking to people, so I just turned my site off and made some changes in case I ever turned it on again. That's all for now...
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
feeling sad
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I just feel kind of out of it. I'm still ill, so that doesn't help any. My day hasn't been going right at all. I hope that I can talk to Yasha later, but I shouldn't depend on her so much. I feel awful!!!! I'm pathetic and I'm taking advantage of her. She would be better off without me.
I have a bad headache right now, and trying to configure my school schedule isn't helping--it's just making me confused. I wish that I didn't feel so empty inside. My friends help me and make me wish I was at the movies with them or something, but that would only be temporary relief anyway.
I feel that I bog them down. I need to find a way for me to be happy, but until then they would be better off without me. I'm overly serious and into worrying about my self when I'm nothing. I love them and know that they deserve better.
Yeah, I guess that's it for now. Maybe I'll try working on my stories/songs, maybe not. They seem to only make me feel more depressed lately.
I think that I will be either taking a break or leaving the otaku soon. Anime doesn't mean to me what it used to. I was trying to use Anime to fill a hole in my life. As much as I like Anime, I think that I should let it slide into a casual like instead of an obsession. It's time for me to focus on other aspects of myself. I'll be going to college soon and will be on my own. My dreams of the future tend to involve me and no one else, because I don't want anyone else tied down because of my many problems.
I have met some very nice people on here. I know I shouldn't even ask, but if anyone would be willing to give me screen names or e-mails I will still talk if they still want to talk. I have aim and MSN messenger. I haven't decided yet if I will leave otaku, I may stay on here to talk to people.
I am very weak and find it a miracle that anyone loves me. I thank God for the people who have proved to me that love is possible and that I am loved.
That's all for now.
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Thanks to Kamiya Usagi!
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By the way, Kamiya, I tried to send you a PM thanking you and was informed that you exceeded your limit. You may want to delete a few old messages, 'k?
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 Nothing much
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Hi peoples! I don't really have much to say! It's 8:50 AM my time and I'm sick...actually I've been sick for like the past 3 days. I've had really high fevers and dizzyness/headache/nausea.....
Some other problems too, so I feel like ^#(*@*&
If you can, please visit Yasha-Chan! That silly Onee of mine has spent all her time and energy worrying about me instead of her self or her job! I'm fine I swear! *passes out* zzzzzzzzzzzzz *wakes up 3 hours later* Anyway, like I said, I'm fine...so please visit her and try to get her mind off of me, 'k?
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Sunday, July 17, 2005
Yeah...
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Yeah, I'm really tired!!! Just wanted to give a quick update. Today...woke up! :::Exhausted::: Baka recurring nightmares!!!!!
Went to mass with Yasha and my family. Yasha almost passed out!!!! Stupid girl hasn't been to a doctor even though I've told her to how many times?
:::distracted...watching InuYasha:::
Anyway, she went with us swimming even though she didn't swim. I went on the slide and she insisted on walking up to the slide with me even though she didn't have a suit on >.> She said she had to in case someone tried taking their necklace and choking me, throwing me over the edge, pulling out a dagger from their bakini and killing me, poisoning me...etc. >.>
Anyways, I'll talk more later...'cause I'm falling asleep at the computer...just scared of bad dreams, so even though I'm exhausted I can't sleep T.T
Anyway, I should still get off...bye!
11:00 PM Otaku Time...
Oh! Just saw Kikyou and Inu's betrayal...AGAIN!!!!
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Ohaio Gasaimas..............................................
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Can't spell, too sleepy >.<
But good morning anyways...1:55 Otaku time ^^
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
 Fanfiction
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Yep, I'm finally on Fanfiction *rah, rah*
I'm so lost though T.T
I don't know how to add on chapters of a story all into one story, so each chapter is seperate T.T I also decided to put on the first fanfic I ever wrote before any others, just for the heck of it, but now I'm afraid to put any more on T.T
I mean, I know the story is no good, but it was my first one and this comment kind of upset me...a lot!
"We're in America. In America, Yuki's name is Yuki. There is no -kun. However, if you wanted to write the entire story in Japanese, then it would be acceptable to use -kun. I'm not sure if "hine" was a typo, or you oh so cleverly using a Japanese word in your story. If you did, no. You have to stop your writing career now and not start again until you're over thinking Japan is God. They were speaking English in the rest of the story, so just throwing in any and all Japanese words you happen to know just makes you look like a flamingly ignorant showoff. And an idiot.
You never, NEVER, insert yourself into a story. Especially not having the characters in love with you. That's for the bathtub. No one cares how much you love these other characters. Putting yourself into a story is called Mary Sue. Read about her, and learn to avoid her at all costs.
Stories need format. And this one doesn't have one. You're skipping writing styles around like crazy. It doesn't work. You can't be doing regular writing style, and then go to play style. It's annoying and confuses readers.
Your writing style needs work, too. Judging by that, I'd guess you're 11 or 12. If you're that age, your writing is fine. If you're older, holy crap never write another sentence. Ever.
Bye! :) :)"
T.T I don't think Japan is God, nor do I wish to show off. I just love to learn in general, and languages especially. I'm sorry that my use of -Kun was found so unacceptable. I just think that the honorfic system should be used more often. Americans can seem just plain rude...not going into that today.
If it's a fanfic on Japanese literature, why is it so wrong that I have japanese elements on it? So I live in America, so what????? Just because I live in America, does that mean that I can't write or pray in French, because if so--too late. No, I don't think French or France is God. I just like it and wanted to learn it because I want to visit France, just as I want to visit Japan. When I pray in French, it is not to praise French or myself, but to praise God. If I feel closer to God speaking to him in French instead of English, so what if I live in America? What if I told you I moved here from a French speaking area? Why should that matter?
I know that my writing style sucked. It was my first time doing a fanfic and I usually write plays, not stories. Perhaps I'm not young, simply unexperianced in a genre. It especially hurt to be told never to write again. My writing sucked due to inexperiance, meaning that I can get better through the experiance of writing more. Thomas Edison discovered 99 ways of how to not make a light bulb before discovering how to correctly make one. If after his first attempt someone had told him, "My God man, never try again", we would have no electricity!
Well, I'd better go for now...thank you, Otaku (oh no, I used Japanese again!!!) for giving me an outlet in which to let loose my sarcasm.
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Tonight, Yasha is coming over to sleep over ^^ We are going to drink tea, watch anime, go swimming, and have lots of fun!!!! So get out of my head, stupid comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...must....remain...calm...
~Cia
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