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Saturday, February 18, 2006
O_o;;
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~*~My weekend~*~
Well, this weekend is totally nuts! I had my music audition this morning. I got up at 6:00, left at 7:00, stopped for breakfast, and got to the college just after 9:00. I was able to warm up (vocally as well as physically) and then my audition was a little after 10:00. I think it went well, but no promises. I'll find out if I'm accepted into the program or not within a month. I have the music audition for my other college on friday.
After my audition, I got back home. I had about ten minutes to eat before I left to go to my practice for confirmation. That lasted an hour and a half and then I got home and visited everyone who updated today. I also sent my guesses to Equus about her Masquerade.
I have to do some homework and spruce up before I go to Tora's confirmation. I hope I can avoid Kobayashi-Kun as much as possible. Tonight British Comedies come on! Yea for Saturday nights of those with no lives! TT_TT;;
Tomorrow is my confirmation...I'm so excited! My confirmation name is Cecilia, for all those who care. After that I have my senior high school retreat and more homework.
Well, yeah, that's my weekend, how about all of you? Ja ne ashita minna everyone!!!
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Friday, February 17, 2006
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Well, I am not feeling well, but I have to get to school. Today I have French, and then I have Psych where I take a test and see Kamenki's cats, and then hopefully my choir director will allow me to perform my college audition pieces for the chorale class before I leave. Tomorrow morning is my first college music audition and I'm a bit nervous. Tomorrow is also my confirmation practice, confession, and superham99's confirmation. Sunday is my own confirmation and my senior retreat for school that if I don't come, I don't graduate!!
Saying all that, I definately won't be able to come on at all this weekend because it is INSANE! *pulls hair out*
I am not excited to go to superham99's confirmation though because it is also spectre-01's confirmation *sigh* He is the one I have been posting about, my ex-boyfriend.
Every one visit Equus and check out the masquerade! Equus, hopefully admist my busy weekend, I can PM you my ideas on the clues ^_~
Talk to you all Monday *_*
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
zzz
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Well, I woke up at 5:00 AM to work on a study guide for psychology and then just found out at 6:20 AM that it's a snow day...
I'm going back to bed *yawn*
Hope everyone has a terrific day ^_^
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
 Happy Valentine's Day everyone.
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Well, today for my school we had to dress stoplight style...you know...
Green=go=single
Yellow=caution=crushing
Red=stop=taken/dating
The girls also got paper hearts and if we talked to a boy we had to give it to them.
I'm keeping this post short...I have to leave soon...
um...I got some great presents. Kamenki made me a rose out of foil and gave me some candy, superham99 gave me a teddy bear and homemade cookies, my homeroom teacher gave me a cookie, my mom gave me candy and teddy bear socks. Everyone was feeling bad for me cause of the break-up and trying to make up for it. Let me tell you, it helps! I thought today would be one of the hardest days of my life, but I made it through okay.
As I said, I'm leaving soon. I get to go see the Magic Flute--A three hour opera by Mozart.
ttyl
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Monday, February 13, 2006
~*~Thank you Shishou~*~
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PS--Shishou I've been trying to send you PM's but your inbox is full ;-;
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Happy Valentine's Day everyone.
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~*~Hey~*~
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I was sick this morning but had to go to school anyway. At least I only had classes until about 12:30. I got home and ate lunch so I have some homework to do now. I may try and get to some sites, I don't know. I'm going to watch the first DVD of s.cry.ed because it's due at the library today and then I will most likely go to the library tonight.
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
apology to yasha...i am so sorry...i love you
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Cia-Chan
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Posted Today at 05:00 PM
Oh God, Yasha, I wasn't even thinking when I wrote that crap, I was upset. Yes, you do push people away, yes, you do hate yourself, but that's why you need my love. Please except my love, even if I'm worthless too. Honest to God Yasha, I hid so much even from you. I kept up with the cutting and the starving myself long after I told people I stopped. I was told that therapists and pills would help and I thought "like hell they will" but honest to god sometimes now I just feel happy...genionly happy...and I hadn't felt like that in over 10 years...I just kept finding highs to lift myself up and then come crashing down. I have been an idiot. since you have been pushing away, I should force myself in, cause you are worth something. If I'm worth something, then you definately are. You probably don't care about all this, you probably think it's a load of bull crap, but I'm honestly trying to say how I feel. You don't think you can call me Cia? Then how you I call you Yasha instead of Yasha-San? How can I love you? Love is the most confusing, yet most powerful thing and I swear I love you and always will no matter if you hate me or not. Yes, it hurt that you felt I overeated, but you can't help that. Great, now I'm hurting myself over this! Wait, no you didn't need to know that, I'm just an idiot, ignore me...I'm not even a lovable idiot huh? but if you didn't care for me why would you be concerned about being able to call me cia or not sorry just confused ignore this ramble ignore this whole comment i think we should talk in person adn try to remove our masks...it makes us so damn vulnerable to remove them just a little...but if we can try just a little and we can yell and swear and sob and just get it all out but that's okay and um...if you didn't know yet, I'm a redhead now, just thought you should know that for when and if i see you cause it's permenant and some people haven't been recognising me. like my therapist thought i was someone else but whatever now i'm really ramblign i should shut up nbut when i'm upset i jhut ramble and say nothing in a matter of hundreds of words...god i'm such an idiot...p.lese talk to me soon we should talk im person
i love you
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Hey, I'm only here for a little bit. I'm sorry for my last post. I really am. My life is very...complicated, and sometimes I don't know how to deal with stuff. I leave stuff all inside and try to be complacent to everyone and all of a sudden I explode. Thank you to everyone who left comments, especially Equus. You gave me a lot of encouragement. ^_^
As to the whole "man touching me thing". More than one guy was like that towards me. One of them was already in jail for sexual harassment and so I talked to his parole officer. The other one is my ex-boyfriend. I tried to break up with him because of it and he basically started stalking me and so I reported it as harassment. he kept it up so I reported it as harassment again and my conseulors say if he does it again he has to talk to the police. The whole thing is so awkward...he still keeps close to some of my friends and they don't know what to do about it...he asks about me and stuff. My one friend, Yasha, thinks I have way overeated and supports him. Honestly, I think they may end up getting together...>_> but let go, and let God, ne? So hard to do... >_<
Sorry I couldn't get to sites this weekend either. Saturday day I shopped, then at night I had a party and sleepover and today I had another party and right now my relatives are over and in a little bit I have to go to confirmation class. i also have to somehow finish homework.
Um...I guess that's it really
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
This whole world just pisses me off
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Note: I do not swear, but right now my anger is so high I might...you've been warned.
Okay, so the world usually pisses me off. How in the hell did so much evil accumulate? But anyway, remember how my mom had her foot run over in the summer? The guy was all sorry and was like oh i'm a christian i'll take care of it and my mom talked to the police and they lost her records. He took himself to court and now he's making up all this bullcrap about how she was the one in the fault and how she ran out in front of him and how my word was shit but the world of his two sons, one of whom wasn't even there, was gold.
How can God exist in such a world as this? I let my mom know I don't want to go to college. I mean, i'm going, but I really don't want to. and i have to give up my dreams and work some damn 9-5 job to be able to pay my blasted medical bills.
This whole world sucks! and people tell you they love you and think that gives them the right to try to have sex with you when you say no and so when you say no they touch your breasts and thighs and say that's not even close to sex! but it is! a guy touching my breast and thigh is a seriously physical thing. it is yasha
dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
I'm sick of being the innocent, naive, goody little two shoes. What good does that do me? Look at the pile of shit it got me into
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