Friday, February 10, 2006

~*~Hey~*~

Play wonderland online! It is 11:20 AM Wisconsin time, and I got to everyone who updated so far today. Today my schedule kind of sucks...I had first and second block, and third and forth block I have off but have to be at school in the afternoon for the pep rally. So...I spent a lot of time writing my furuba fanfic and watching a little tv and then came on here. I still have awhile before this block ends...and then during the next block I'm going out to eat lunch with some friends.

My interview last night went well. Oh! Today my French class had a subsitute teacher and it was my old religion teacher Mr. Z!!!! I adore Mr. Z! He and I had a quality talk about my break-up -_-;; and I had a choir lesson today too...

^__^;;;

Well, I'm getting dizzy again...so I think I'll rest for awhile...

Laters peoples

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Thursday, February 9, 2006

~*~Hello~*~

Play wonderland online! Hope everyone likes the new theme. I cannot visit sites today, sorry.

Today was a good day I suppose. There were not any classes, instead there was a wellness day. I had a skin care class, a reflecology class, and a stress management class. It was so relaxing...I loved it! JBell-Kun...you can massage my hands any time...^_^;

In the afternoon, we had our own school idol contest. I sang the english opening for fruits basket and did not make it to the final round...oh well...

I've been seeing spectre around and every time I see him I want to sob...so...school got done at 2:30, I stayed until 3 talking with friends and then went to the public library. When I got home, I got my manga preview in the mail and so read the first two chapters of volume 13 of furuba. It's so good!!! All about Yuki!! But I'm still waiting for volume 12 TT_TT

ugh...I'm dizzy...I have a ton of homework to do, two quizzes tomorrow, and an interview with my priest for confirmation tonight.

I'm not sure what is all up tomorrow...I only have two classes instead of the usual four, but then I need to come back to school for a mandatory pep rally...

Well, I'd better take care of my headache and diabetes and then start my homework...make that eat and leave for my interview and then homework ^_^ ttyl

~*~This is how a heart breaks~*~
...Alone again, naturally

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Wednesday, February 8, 2006

I feel like crap

Play wonderland online! Sorry I spazzed to y'all earlier...I've been spazzing at everyone today. I feel like crap, my emotions are everywhere. I tried to chanel my emotion today and made a new wallpaper, wrote another chapter of my fanfic, started another chapter after that, and made the new theme that matches what i'm going through right now

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   Emotional Rollar Coaster

Play wonderland online! I'm so pissed off and broken and I don't know what else! This morning I still felt crappy but I was like...ah well, got to get to school. I got to use the car, that hardly ever happens. I drove my dad to work and then got onto the highway to bring my brother and myself to school. I thought we were gonna die on the highway!!! The traffic was horrible and there were gazoodles of trucks! But we made it okay and got to school 10 minutes before start of homeroom. I have been spazzing all day though! I am not dealing with my break-up well...I tried locking up all my emotions but now they're exploding. I'm pissed off at everyone and crying all the time. I'm literally sick with flu-crap.

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I wrote more of my furuba story on fanfiction yesterday. I'd put up a link, but I'm on a school computer and it blocks fanfiction. The story is about if Hatori were suicidal and it is HatorixShigure. That's right...I'm writing about homosexual love. What the hell is wrong with me? I guess I just don't trust men anymore...they're all asses...well, I take that back...just the ones attracted to me are asses...the ones that aren't attracted to me are nice most of the time.

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry! ;-; *hic* I don't know what's wrong with me ;-; *hic*

I'll visit everyone's sites now...

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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

   home sick

Play wonderland online! aren't I not fun? Yep I'm home sick... Have some kind of flu bug and it sucks. I kept waking up during the night and got really sick in the morning and went back to sleep until 11:00 AM...I watched some of a new anime I started...something Orange Road...and now I'm falling asleep again...I'm so lame!!! I'm going to try and finish the psychology homework I didn't do yesterday before sleeping anymore...my apologies to anyone who read this...

Some song lyrics for you that represent my day/night yesterday!

Artist: The Moffatts
Album: Single
Title: Misery


I cry myself asleep tonight
cause I can not hold you tight
I wish I could see you tomorrow
To take all this sorrow
When I touch you
Can you feel it
When I need you
Can you give it
When I look in your eyes
Can you see me
When I fall
Will you catch me
Catch me
Catch me
CHORUS:
Misery is what I feel
When your not around
So I can't hear
Misery is what I feel
Is what I feel
Misery is what I feel
When your not around
So I can't hear
Misery is what I feel
Is what I feel
These tears on my face
Are for you
I wish that I could
Hold you, touch you, feel you
I'm waiting can't you see
I wish you could hold me, touch me, feel me
When I touch you
Can you feel it
When i need you
Can you give it
When I look in your eyes
Can you see me
When I fall
Will you catch me
Catch me
Catch me
REPEAT CHORUS TWICE

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Monday, February 6, 2006

Quick Note

Play wonderland online! Well, I got to everyone who updated as of 8:00 AM Wisconsin time...I'm off to school...it is Blue and White week and today is celebrity day...I am going as Reba McEntire or however you spell her name. My straitener didn't work this morning and it is brand new ;-; grr

this whole week the school schedule is weird but today I'm missing the guest speaker cause of an appointment...

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I'll probably be on a bunch this week...but not today cause I have a 3 hour choir practice tonight...

zzzz...can't you tell I'm out of it? @_@
I had a weird nightmare last night where people were running all these weird tests on me that they knew I would fail just so that they could legally lock me up in an insane aslyum. Weird, ne?

I decided what next month's theme will be. Does anyone want to guess what it is?

ja ne...

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Saturday, February 4, 2006

   Well...

Play wonderland online! I guess I lied yesterday...I did get to everyone's sites...lol

I'm almost done with my psych homework, and then my mom and I are hoping to buy some hairbands...then my hair will look uber cute >_<
I promise to put pics up here asap.

Thanks to everyone who is supporting me through all the problems with my ex. Yesterday he was warned that if he talks to me he will have to deal with the police...and so far I've found out he's pissed, but at least he's not bothering me directly.

I HAVE BANGS!
Yukinomo: She's being sparatic again -_-;;
Cia: but I haven't had my hair this short or had bangs in...at least 4 years! and it was never colored or bleached b4...
ni~!!!! >_< I've gotta get pics up...

but I should put a different pic up first to show how different it is now...

anyway...hm....

I'm hoping to get to a few extra sites, finish my psych, fill out scholarships, buy my hairbands, visit some friends, and work on confirmation...so have a good weekend, y'all!

and visit Demon_Dragon! She has a piccy up!

um...um...is there anything somewhat important to say??? I love my psych unit...oh and my french teacher says I'm prounoncing everything in my french song correctly....score!!! booyah!

I'd better go before I ramble anymore...

oh! I was thinking, I love my theme...but once I get sick of it...I dunno what to change to...I want to have a special theme next month for my birthday...and in april I want to do Kisa for Tora's birthday...

I am officially taking suggestions for next month's theme!!

*a few minutes later...looks outsite and then decides to come back and modify post...*

I remembered the important thing! Lately, it has been really spring like...but yesterday there was a total blizzard! There is so much snow and it's soooooo pretty!!!

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Friday, February 3, 2006

   Oy...what a day...

Play wonderland online! So...everyone who read that I forgave my ex? Well, he's still harassing me...I reported him to the conseulor and if he does it again, I'm supposed to talk to the police ;-; he really is a sweet guy...it's just....he's obsessed with me and I don't like it!!! >_<

I'm exhausted

Today I had a French quiz, then I performed my french song, then I had psych, then I had suann's bagels for lunch and then got my hair done and then saw my friend tora and then went home...

I WAS AT THE HAIRDRESSER FOR ALMOST 5 HOURS!!! It's a school, so the hairdressers are students, and I purposely asked for senior. she took 2 and 1/4 hours just to cut my hair to my shoulders, layer it, and texturize it. Then she colored it and bleached it. SHE WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BLEACH IT, BUT SHE MESSED UP THE COLOR!!! She kept swearing about her mistakes and I'm thinking...Oh God, Oh God, my poor hair...

I'm happy with the way it turned out but still...augh... I'll get pics up when I can!!!

Sorry I'm being so sparatic, I'm exhausted...

One quick thing though...they kept saying how my hair is virgin (since I never dyed it before) I found that so funny ^_^ virgin hair, hahaha

but wait, now that I got it dyed, it isn't virgin anymore is it? O_o;;;

Sorry I can't get to sites...busy weekend of confirmation and catching up on sleep

ja ne

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Thursday, February 2, 2006

   Just a Quickie

Play wonderland online! Yeah, just a quick post before I go to school. My ex-boyfriend and I talked and forgave each other...though we don't plan on getting back together.

Last night and the night before I finally slept!!!!!

Yesterday was prayer service at my school. I always sing in the choir, but yesterday my teacher asked if I would read a story as well!!! Then everyone complimented me on it through the day >_<

Yesterday in la classe de Français, Mme Benson found out that I am singing a French song for choir auditions and my class of six is going to all come to the choir room tomorrow to hear me sing it and my friend Mandi-Chan play it!!!

In Psych we reveiwed for our test (I'm still worried ;-;)And I won a game of psycho (the psychology class version of bingo) That means during the test today, I get snacks! Whoot!!

In choir, a university came in and performed three songs from the magic flute in English. I want to see that opera so bad!!!

Well, I still have to eat breakfast, study for my psych test, and get to school deja! (deja=french for already...I just like to say it ^_^;;)

More later :P

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Wednesday, February 1, 2006

   Unfortunately, this poem is very true

Play wonderland online! Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time
it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends
and family, for they have helped
make you the person that you are
today.

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