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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Something I should have done a long time ago
Play wonderland online! I have decided to kill myself.

I'm not sure when, cause I'm kinda scared of it...I've chickened out before.

I'm not posting this for pity, or attention. I guess I kinda just wanted someone to know.

It's just that I have fully come to the conclusion that I have nothing to live for anymore. My best friends are leaving me and turning their entire families against me, not even allowing me to apologize for anything I've done or not done. My ex-fiance called off the wedding and then raped me. My family views me as a financial obsticle and a bit of a curse. My girlfriend is currently living in a homeless shelter and my seemingly last remaining best friend is just on the verge of admitting that all I am is a burden and that I should just leave her alone.

I have applied for over thirty jobs in the past week, even at places DESPERATE for help, and I all get is negative responses.

Thank you for supporting me all this time.

AliCia


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