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I set up an appointment with a doctor tomorrow as far as my sinus/throat goes...I also set up my new e-mail account though I will only be able to check it at the library once in awhile until my internet's fixed...
I lost control of my hand again today and the numbness is back with a vengence! I hope the neurologist figures something out...please pray for me.
Also, keep PyroPrincess and Kamenki in your thoughts and prayers...they are uber busy!!!
And...Tora-Chan (superham99) is sick so please go pay her a visit and wish her health!
Well, I've got to rest...working on my "book" a lot too...should I insert a part? But I'm afraid people might be confused...
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Atashina: Cia? May I speak with Hinoto through you?
Cia: *turns towards her with a smile* You can do that?
Atashina: Yes, I should be able to. If I just place my hands over your shoulders, I should be able to make my way into her soul room…
Cia: I trust you Atashina-San. Do whatever you feel is necessary.
Atashina: *places her hands on Cia’s shoulders and closes her eyes, sending energy forth from her body into Cia’s*
Cia: *closes her eyes and allows her body to be taken over…*
Atashina: Oto?
Hinoto: *runs up to Atashina and places her arms around her; nuzzles Atashina’s neck/chin w/her chin* Shina! It’s been so long since you’ve called me by that name! Too long!
Atashina: Oto, I’ve been thinking…
Hinoto: *attempts to laugh, having the feeling she knows where this is going and avoiding it* You shouldn’t do that you know, Shina.
Atashina: Why is it? Out of the humans, I care for you so much, yet despise all others as you do? Oto, you were human—why is it you hate your own species so much?
Hinoto: *slackens* All humans do is destroy--everything beautiful around them—even themselves. Humans have no respect.
Atashina: Hinoto…perhaps it would just be best if you spoke with Epsy-Kun?
Hinoto: *pulls away* Kira and I have nothing to talk about!
Atashina: You still refuse to call him by his true name? Hinoto, you cannot keep this up for much longer. Your vessel is very weak. She keeps smiling, but I know that she is failing.
Hinoto: .....you have grown affectionate towards this human, have you not?
Atashina: As have you. She is so unique, ne? Why is it that you choose her Oto?
Hinoto: She…she is…like I used to be, many years ago. That is why you love her, yes?
Atashina: No, she is her own person.
Hinoto: But she understands…about the humans. It hurts her to see them destroy; it pains her that her species can be so ignorant. She wishes she could stop them. Does she not know how small she is?
Atashina: Of course she does and it pains her constantly! But she, unlike you and me, would never kill, never cause pain in order to achieve what she thinks is right! You are stooping down to their level Hinoto! You can not betray what you are! You are a human!
Hinoto: *collapses on the ground, sobbing* No, I’m not! I’m not!
Atashina: *bends down and starts stroking Hinoto’s hair* You are, Oto, you are.
Hinoto: *looks up* But…
Atashina: I still love you Oto, but you cannot betray your species. Talk to Epsy-Kun before your anger destroys this world…again. *stands up and turns to leave*
Hinoto: Sh…Shina, I…wait!
Atashina: *turns back towards Hinoto, angry and pained* I will not live through it again, Oto! If you cause it again I will stop loving you! I will never forget the pain and anguish—the screaming voices pleading for the help I could not give!
Hinoto: Shina! *crying, starts to reach her arm towards Atashina, stops herself and brings it back to her side, looks down* I…I will ask Cia to speak my words to Epsy. I cannot…take over for her body you know…as you can with Catriana, or as Melody can with Ana.
Atashina: I know. *lifts up Hinoto’s head* It will be alright Oto, I promise.
Hinoto: .....
Atashina: Let Cia rest as much as you can. Her young one…
Hinoto: I know. I wish…I could be with you again, Shina, in my own form.
Atashina: I know, Oto, I know. But I must leave you now, and you must let Cia rest. Do not speak to her about Epsy-Kun until tomorrow. We can wait…that long.
Hinoto: Goodbye again, Shina.
Atashina: *fades away, pulling herself out of Cia’s consciousness*
Hinoto: *bent over, crying softly*
Atashina: Goodbye, Oto. There, that is accomplished. *looks to Cia’s body*
Cia: *falls backward onto the bed, passed out*
Atashina: *gently places Cia on her bed and places a blanket over her* There, now that this is over I must let Yasha regain control…pity, I feel restless. I wish I could spend more time in this form…
Melody: *walks into the room* Atashina?
Atashina: *taken aback* Melody? Why has your form been awakened?
Melody: I sensed that you were somehow speaking with Hinoto. *jiving* Have you pleaded with her then?
Atashina: *ignoring* I simply asked her to speak with Epsy-Kun.
Melody: *laughs* You expect her to calm down and have a nice little chat with him? You, of all creatures, should know that Hinoto’s temper is her downfall. Her tantrums have caused the end of the world before, it can happen again.
Atashina: Do not think of things you don’t understand!
Melody: ///_?
Atashina: You know that you and Hinoto were never as close as you’d like me to believe!
Melody: Well, I do wonder about you two sometimes… I feel I’d just be in the way…
Atashina: .....
Melody: …*knowing she crossed a barrier* What did Hinoto say?
Atashina: She agreed to let Cia speak with Epsy-Kun.
Melody: In that case, let’s let our other forms resume control. There’s nothing we can do once Hinoto’s made up her mind. *changes back into Tora*
Atashina: *changes back into Yasha*
Tora: Are you alright Yasha-Chan?
Yasha: Yeah, I feel a bit weak, but okay. You?
Tora: uh-huh I was surprised that Melody was so controlling for a bit there though.
Yasha: Atashina said it was urgent. I think she tried to speak with Hinoto-San through Cia’s body.
Tora: That would be why she’s passed out then?
Yasha: *sits down on Cia’s bed and strokes her hair* Yeah…
Tora: *sits down on opposite side of bed* I’m surprised at you Yasha-Chan.
Yasha: *looks up, already knowing the answer* Why?
Tora: I’d expect you to be freaking out by now.
Yasha: What can I do about it?? Something seriously bad is going on in the world again, like the last time Atashina and Melody needed to use their powers. Only this time, Hinoto-San’s in the mix so it will probably be even worse…scratch that, it will definitely be worse.
Tora: …I just thought…
Yasha: I love Cia but there’s nothing I can do about it right now ne? Besides, it seems kinder to have her passed out…then she doesn’t have to be dealing with all this quite yet, does she?
(it's uber confusing, yet I put it in anyway)
OH YEAH, BEFORE I FORGET!!! I WENT TO MY ALL TIME FAV STORE TODAY AND FOUND THE PERFECT HOMECOMING DRESS AND EARINGS AND NECKLACE ALL TOGETHER FOR $30 WHOOT!!! I ALSO FOUND AN AWESOME JACKET THAT WAS ORIGINALLY $26 BUT 40% OFF...I ALSO GOT AN APPLICATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHOOT! WHOOT! WHOOT!
more details later, but I've got to rest...I went to sleep feeling dead, woke up feeling dead...and then.............................
kept myself uber busy all day!!!
WHOOT!
ttyl ~.-
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