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I’m sorry to use this opportunity to complain, but I just can’t stand this anymore!! I am so sick of doctors, I just wish…no, I don’t wish I could die, but still! Look at my day tomorrow:
8:00 AM Appointment with a BRAND-NEW Neurologist to get scary tests done T.T
9:30 AM Appointment with a BRAND-NEW Family Doctor to talk about BRAND-NEW treatment methods.
11:45-1:00 School Orientation and Student ID picture taken
1:30 Appointment to get Ultrasound done…T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T
2:00 Second appointment with BRAND-NEW OB/GYN to discuss results of Ultra-Sound.
3:00 Choir Practice (and I have a really sore throat T.T)
I’M SO SICK OF DOCTORS I WANT TO SPIT AND NOW I HAVE TO GO TO ALL THESE NEW ONES AND THEY KEEP PUTTING ME ON MORE AND MORE POWERFUL MEDS!!! I HATE THIS!!! For the most part, I’m anti-medicine so this all sucks!! And my mind is swimming!! I am praying with all my might that the female Mabudachi Trio is able to get together after all that junk tomorrow otherwise…I MAY DO SOMETHING DRASTIC!!!
……………….still filling out job applications and just found out all the colleges I like supposedly aren’t good colleges for me…now I’m even more lost than before!! I know it’s between music, English, and becoming a sister…I just wish one of them would sound like the right thing! I don’t know where I’m going in life and it scares me. I’m really sorry that I’m always complaining on here; I shouldn’t do that. I’m starting to think again, that maybe it would be better to leave MyO, distance myself from my friends, and devote my life to school. That way I don’t have to weigh anyone down with my burdens. I should just be on my own anyway.
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb, I touch no one and no one touches me.
But in hiding, am I like a child?
I think that children hide their bodies, but Adults hide their soul. That’s what I think.
I should shut up now, I should have a long time ago, but I will now. Thanks. Bye.
I can’t take it anymore, I just can’t!!!