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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

   My brother can burn in hell
Play wonderland online! Otakuians,

I'm sick and tired of taking all his crap. He turned my parents against me in the past and now he's taking away my friends and convincing them I'm evil. It's hard for me to make friends okay? I don't like letting people close and then I fall in love and let them in and they start hating me and trash me. I'm sick of this and how much it hurts. I'm sorry if I'm a damn fat bitch, I work so hard not to call myself that everyday. I've worked on consoling and acting and lying to avoid more consoling. I considered suicide, but now...heh.

I know no one cares, I know everyone loves him more than me and a lot of people are scared or offended by me when I try to be myself. But...it's so hard! I have an appeasement addiction and I've let it run my life for so long--liking whatever my friends like, even if it's killing me inside.

I'm trying so hard to get scholarships and get into college...I am counting the days when I can move far away and be away from everyone I know and avoid people in general.

Sincerely,

"The fat bitch who is lower than dog crap."


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