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Something has been really wrong with me. Ever since school started, I have been losing any care...going numb. School doesn't matter, homework and grades don't matter, my own life hardly matters. I know you're all trying to help, but well, yeah, I'm an idiot right ^^; I think it's well past time I see a therapist... Yeah, well past time.
On other topics, I started dating. Not exactly a smart thing to do when you're depressed--it usually results in you putting your self-worth in the other person. But I've done that before and learned from it. Right now I'm just having fun. ^//^ and blushing...and giggling, right Tora-Chan?
Yeah, so wanted all of you to know I'm not dead and yes, I'm going to try and find help. It really hurts to type right now though because I was helping to set up the stage for Children's Theatre and a big set piece fell on top of my arm/wrist and it really hurts to type. I am really sick today too. Basically passed out yesterday and slept for 1 hours and still dizzy and nauseous and junk. Besides, I only have 5 more minutes of my off hour and I didn't do my English...doubt it will get done over lunch either, but I don't have the time for a rant, nor should I e'er rant. Kat (Kamenki) I'll be talking to you when I'm ready. No, I don't believe a lot of the junk in your comment about me thinking you don't exist. It's me being dumb, nothing to do w/you k? ME NOT YOU, AHHHHHH!
Tora-Chan, I've got to have an apology talk with you when I'm ready. Sorry I was such a total jerk to you yesterday.
I think I should have shut up awhile ago...Cia over and out!
Sorry about the last post