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Wednesday, November 9, 2005


   Christ, and more las soon as my brain has sugar and oxygen again
Play wonderland online! Empathy
Empathy- Your inner power is Empathy! This
means that you have a talent for identifying
others emotions, often by simply glancing at
them. You are EXTREMELY shy and quiet. People
sometimes dont notice youre around and seem
surprised to find out you even exist in a big
class. Youre the often silent, goody two shoes,
and few get passed the walls youve built up to
stop yourself being hurt, as you no doubt have
been in the past. Not everyone understands you,
in fact some think that youre a snob or worse
because you rarely participate in group
activities. Youre extremely sensitive, even the
least harsh of words can hurt you. Only your
very few, closest friends who have earned your
hard-to-get trust know who you really are
inside; a sweet, gentle young woman who is
lonely and so desperately needing friends to
support you. You can get very depressed and not
always know why, despite your power of empathy,
as it seems to only work for people outside
you. Your friends always turn to you when they
need advice or comforting, and in some way you
need to give that helpit makes you feel better
in return to know that youve helped out your
friends. Despite your cold, impassive exterior
and high, seemingly unbreachable walls, inside
you are really a great, intelligent person,
full of compassion and love, if only people
would dare take a chance and try to get through
your tough shell. Never let others get you
down, or change you. You are very special the
way you areeven if you dont have fifty thousand
friends, you are just as, if not more
extraordinary than everyone else. Reach for the
stars, because I dont doubt youll catch hold of
them.
Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet:
A sweet, shy and romantic man/woman. The kind
of guy/woman you know will never, ever hurt
you, and will love you for ever. The kind of
person who believes in true love, and soul
mates.
Your stone: Blue Topaz
Your power: Healing. Emotionally,
physically, or spiritually, you heal people
with your words, your actions and presence.
Youre the one that the little children are
always drawn to, because they know youll never
let anything hurt them.
Your element: Clairvoyance (The power to
see objects or events that cannot be perceived
by the normal five senses.)
A quote that applies to you: "True
beauty shines from the soul and warms the world
with its kindness, compassion , and
integrity
."


What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results)
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This quiz is really true. I started getting teary eyed over some of the answears for the question and then I got to the answear, and yeah, I'm really crying. I was always scared to be myself because when I was little I'd be myself and I started getting verbally harrassed pretty early on. I built up so many walls...

Now I'm trying to take my walls back down. I' ve been taught that who I was doesn't matter anymore, who I will be is in the future, I am constantly changing and who I am is who I am right now.

Unfortunately, I still get depressed and don't know why. I feel so awful, I freaked at Tora yesterday. I just started sobbing and couldn't stop. so many things have been going wrong. But most importantly I've been showing signs of anorexia and suicidal thoughts I either don't eat or over-dose on my insulin when I do. I constantly dream of cutting myself and do so in ways that people either won't really notice or won't question. I've done experaments on myself to see how much pain different parts of my body can withstand before it goes numb.

I am trying, trying to care, trying to get back on top of my school work, my religious life and calling. I have learned to rely on friends. and I thank God so much for them, because if it were'nt for some of the people He blessed me with, I would have died so many times...

I couldn't find the scripture I was looking for but it goes something like this "for I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans to help you and not to harm you, to guide you in all of your ways."

Um...I can't remember what I was all going to say, my blood sugar is low. Anyway, a friend is having a really hard time. I'm trying to help her...the Holy Spirit is guiding me. I really feel the spirit's presence during this time of Confirmation, but like I said, I need Confession, I am still cut off from God. I need to go take care of my blood sugar so that the brain damage doesn't get any worse, but I will try to talk later.

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1 Corinthians 13

1 Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not love, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. 2 And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not love I am nothing. 3 And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not love, it profiteth me nothing. 4 Love suffereth long, and is kind; Love envieth not; Love vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, 5 Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; 6 Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; 7 Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. 8 Love never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away. 9 For we know in part, and we prophesy in part. 10 But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away. 11 When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things. 12 For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known. 13 And now abideth faith, hope, Love, these three; but the greatest of these is Love.

God is Love

I promise to talk more as soon as I can.


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