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I'm writing this kinda after the fact, so I'm not so pissed anymore. My insulin pump...well, the company's not all that great, at least not on this one, I've had to replace it at least 4 times in the past year and a half. Today looks like the 5th time. I asked to be upgraded to a different pump or to leave their company because of all the problems, but they still won't upgrade me even though my diabetic doctors told me that after this many problems, I have that right. This isn't like a CD player that keeps breaking down, this is the machine that for me is a pancreas, which gives me my insulin. It stops working without warning and I could end up in a coma--or worse. I'm usually pretty responsible and have syringes with me in case the pump won't work, but still--I thought the customer was always right *pouts*
Thanks for looking out for me everyone -//- *hugs* I think a big problem is Senior stress, either way I'm going to go start seeing a therapist on Friday the 18th. Also, I'm going to confession today (that should really help me feel better), I'm gonna try and get ahold of Yasha as well. Haven't seen her in over a month *pouts*. zzz...
Oh yeah! I'm forcing myself to eat actual meals now. It was really hard at first, but now it's not as bad...I just have to focus on other things, eat the amount of carbs I need, not the amount I want (which would usually be close to none). ^^;
And school...I understand my mind's not what it used to be, but I'm trying my best and that's all I can do, right? I'm working harder than ever before for seemingly less results, but my friends and teachers understand and even though sometimes I pity myself, I want to be above that and not have other people pity me either.
Well, I've got to go try and fix my pump at least temporarily, get ready for the day, and leave for confession in a few minutes.
Thanks again, and ttyl
~Cia
And God said "Let there be light" and there was light.
