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• 1988-03-27
Gender
• Female
Location
• Someplace Cold
Member Since
• 2005-02-01
Occupation
• Wedding Singer
Real Name
• Cia is my real name.

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• Staying Alive
Anime Fan Since
• Sailer Moon, Card Captor Sakura and Digimon
Favorite Anime
• -_- Isn't just a bit obvious?
Goals
• "I want to change the world." Become a CLT, marraige, babies
Hobbies
• music, reading, computer, video games, dating, writing, studying biochemistry
Talents
• Hmm... writing and singing

myOtaku.com: Cia-Chan

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

.::.broken.::.

Play wonderland online!

What's wrong with me? One second I'm so happy and the next I'm hurting myself. I started...was about to...was ready to...commit suicide on Christmas Eve. Needless to say it was a really rough Christmas this year. Lately, I've been uber sick, flu, cold, that time of the month...everything just piled up. So today my bf came to visit me to cheer me up. I was so happy with him here. For some reason, he always makes me happy...happy, I'm so rarely happy...*sigh*

I'm...falling...in love with him...I think.

But I don't know how to handle my emotions... I'm a heart-breaker, not a heart mender. I only hurt myself and those close to me. What do I do?

~Hurting and desperate for answers.

.::.Waiting for a better tomorrow...a tomorrow...that will never come.::.

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