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Sorry about my last post, I was a bit sad. Yesterday went very well, but today I am a bit sad again. I blame my dreams, as it is only 6:10 in the morning so nothing more could have happened to make me sad, other than the fact that
Daimon is sick. *gives Daimon hugs and meds*
Yeah, I had a sad dream about the guy I like. He kind of turned me down gently and in an adult like manner, but it still hurts, cause it seems so real, and well...yeah...
I was able to visit everyone who updated so far today, but now I have to get ready!! I am performing at the local performing arts center for improv, and the skit is being broadcast on tv and everything! This skit is very hard on me and
Tora because it is about safe driving and alcohol and pot and stuff and there's a big accident involved, with a broken car on stage and peramedics and oxygen tanks and feeding tubes and everything. (We were in a really bad accident over the summer--I am still suffering complications). But it's so especially hard cause Faust (nickname of the guy I like), is a victim in the scene--they have to pertend he's going through all this stuff and he was late to the dress rehersal last night and so I told our supervisor that if he didn't show up I would take his place. He showed up and I thanked him and thanked God and burst into tears! >_< How embarrassing, but I just wasn't ready to play the victim again, no matter how nice the nurses were. Gah, I'm crying about it again. My friends gave me hugs and tried to comfort me and my friends Marissa-Chan and Rich-Kun learned a lot about me last night >_> maybe too much >_>
well, today I have that performance and a piano lesson with
Kamenki and filming of a psychology project.
Au revoir, mes amis
