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Friday, March 10, 2006
Rejection Letter #1
Play wonderland online!
"Fallen"
Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bend to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
[2X]
Well, I mentioned awhile back how even though I was accepted to my colleges, I needed to audition for the music program separately. Well, today I received my first letter of how I did and…I was rejected. My first rejection letter…and it hurts…a lot…even though this was my number 2 school, not my number one. It’s just…well…it would be hard to explain, so I’ll just say part of what I’m thinking. Number 1—Everyone at the school was fawning over me and my voice, so it’s kind of a shock I didn’t get in. Number 2—I did a lot worse on my audition at my number 1 school…so even though they were fawning over me, I very much doubt I got in.
This is going to be really hard to explain, but I’ll try. PS—sorry about two long posts in one day >_<’’ Anyway, I am a Catholic mystic. This means that I try to be very strong in my faith and God helps me by sending me visions, stigmata, and other miracles. Through this divine connection with God, I am constantly asking him about my vocation. I have come so far in my life…and lately, I have developed so much musically. That was my focus. Why you ask? And how does this relate??? Well, you see, I felt I was called to become a religious singer and evangelize through music…but now…I didn’t get into the music program…I don’t know about my other school yet…but I don’t feel hopeful. Well, yeah, sorry this was a sad post. And I was finally in a happier mood today after my two day funk. *sigh*
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