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wonderland online!
Yes, I'm back on this site, complete with a new theme and everything! Let's take a poll, how many of you thought I died? LOL, I suppose some of you visited me on
my other site. I don't get the chance to do much on there though, because I've started a new full-time job. By the time busy season hits in July, I'll end up working up to 70 hours a week!!! I'm going to try my best to be more active on here again though, since this place has saved my life a few times ^^;;
Yeah, I quit this site a long time ago because of problems I went through with an old boyfriend. I'm not going to go into details, but things are kinda cleared up now, we're both moving away from each other and I'm back on here. I met, and fell in love with, someone else, but the situation turned out like tokyo babylon. Sometimes, I'm still too much like our beloved Subaru and Tohru. I care too much for other people and not at all for myself. I'm still trying to find that balance. J-Kun didn't want to be attached to me when he moved away, so we said a final goodbye and he left, without giving me a new address or anything. I'm still in pain...in fact, I feel like someone stabbed me in the chest, but I know that I have to go on...that I have the strength to go on...and that somehow, everything will turn out alright.
These past few days, I've been pulling a Daisuke. "Don't look at me now, soon I'll be happy again, soon I'll be smiling again, but right now I'm crying so please, don't look at me right now because I want you to see me happy."
Kinda like that.
Hence, this theme. The doomed love of Seishirou and Subaru.
And, therefore, my coming back to my friends. Please regard me kindly!
Well...I'm back...I guess...