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Well, I'm not sure how much I'll actually post right now though...I'm pretty sick and what-not...curses...biting off fingernails really hurts like hell...ow....anyway
Thanks for all the support you guys have been giving me throughout my health struggles. My doctors still aren't sure what's wrong other than stress and they've run 6 blood tests, 3 urine tests, and two ultrasounds...oh joy...I seem to be doing a bit better since ending my job though...stupid stress...making no sense...grrargh
Also, you probably notice that I'm working on a new theme. I haven't been able to explain it very well...so here...I'll try.
Current theme: Gravitation (YukixShuichi) and Tales of Symphonia (LloydxColette): If I Never Knew You. I think the song kinda explains it all. And then I added in the alert pop-up "
Aeon115...if I never knew you" but I don't think it's working right now...
Well, trying to report stuff and keep this short...augh...should sleep soon....(it's around midnight)...I just watched the first DVD of Gravitation. ¢¨ú !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Gravitation Journey:
-Watched the AMV "Wish You Were Here" with clips from Grav
-Watched amvs of Grav
-Went out and bought the first DVD, watched it, cried, love it, plan on buying the second DVD when I get volume 14 of Fruits Basket.
Seriously though, Gravitation is one of the best anime of all time!!! You will cry!!! I don't care if you don't like homosexual romance, I didn't think I ever would and this series still pulls at my heart strings. It doesn't come on too strong, not so much yaoi as shounen-ai...and... ¢¨ú !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
don't want to keep this too long...even though i'll probably be sitting up for awhile...oh!!
I just made a amv of Howl's Moving Castle to the song "Pieces of Me"
Please check it out:
my vid
hm...what else...oh! I recently bought ToS (Tales of Symphonia) for gamecube and played for like 1-2 hours today before encountering a monster I can't beat no matter what I do (sob) I'm stuck in my video games (sob)
Oh well...
I'm back on my insulin pump and my diabetes is under much better control...making me feel much better than before ^_^ So working on things in that area, figuring out roomate junk, hopefully going on a short vacation before moving into the dorms (26 days now!!!) Yeah...so life goes on.
Today (Saturday) I cantor for mass at my parish and then see
Tora, "my sissy". I'm so excited and happy!!!
I hope everyone is doing fine and I shall try to visit sites in a few hours or so...
Please continue to regard me kindly and keep me in your prayers!
Oh, one last thing (I'm promise, 'tis last). I've been doing a lot of thinking, what with all the health stuff I'm dealing with. When I think about it, I know people have it so much worse and I feel so awful and sad and feel empty thinking about the world we live in and I realize all I can do for these people is be strong in facing my own problems and I feel ashamed because sometimes I don't even do that...I'm so childish and break down. I may have to take 10 meds a day but there are other people who were told today "you have ten days to live!" I'm sorry...I'm not making sense and probably only upsetting people...but I felt it needed to be said...
Well, until next time.
~Cia
PS--thanks!!!!! my site has now reached 2000 hits ^//^
So much to report...