Monday, February 14, 2005

A deeper meaning
Has any one ever noticed that every holiday has become very comercial...

Its kinda sad how even a day that is sopos to be about compassion and Love... But now days it seems to be about who can buy the best gift for there loved ones. Who has the biggest pocket book...

What ever happend to spending the time to make a romantic dinner for two... That insdead of paying whatever ammount of money to get into some fancy restaurant ... Why not jus spend the time and create the dinner your self... Its really not that hard I mean honestly what would you want??? Some guy/girl spending lots of money taking you to a 5 star restaurant or taking the time to sit out under the stars jus the two of you with a meal prepared with all the love this person has for you...

which sounds better i guess to each his/her own... it will jus depend apon the person some ppl like to have tons of maney spent on them while others jus want to spend the entire day with their Valentine... Sitting under the stars thinking about what will happen next...

But what is the true meaning behind this day? or i guess it would be better asked what does it mean to you??? To me Valentine's day is a time to be close to your friends and loved ones. unfortuntaly the person that i wish to be closeest to is 2917.18 miles away (I know mapQuest) but not the point... no matter how far i am from her I will always feel her in my heart... and by writing this i am prolly embarrassing her (blushing hun?) Ok i am sorry i am a really big dork. maybe i should stop typing... na i dont wanna.

if i am not making any sence i am sorry... I was on the phone with some one for 4 hours when i should have been sleeping.. not that i am complaining I am not usually able to talk to anyone for that long... but only having like 5 hours of sleep then trying to stay awake for an 8 hour work shift from 10pm to 630 am its not too easy... but I was wonderfull talking to her... even thought she was being a spaz ( not that it was a bad thing i was jus laughing at her) I think she was a lil excited about getting her flowers a day early DAMN FTD *shaking fist* and on top of that did not even deliver both barts of it at once... That jus pisses me off... first of all it was sopos to be delivered on monday or today cuz it still feels like sunday for me. but only delivering part of the F%$#ing thingie GGGGRRRRRRR....

ok now that i have said that i am calm again... (maybe) unless they dont deliver the second part today then i think i will have to kill them... their blood will feed my inner demon ( well he is relly not inner cuz he is out all the time) ummm... i am not crazy i sware.. ( ok i am so what who is not now days)

Ok i think i have writen quite a bit and i am sure that every one is bored of reading the rantings of a mad man...

I hope every one has a great Valentines day.

Specially Melissa (a.k.a. KaWaiixLiLxbLu) my valentine this year and prolly for some years to come... Love you hun *muah*

~Joshua~
Circus Boy
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