myOtaku.com: Clair

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-03-11
Gender
• Female
Location
• North Dakota
Member Since
• 2003-08-06
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Erin

Personal

Achievements
• I've received several awards for academics, leadership, and my music.
Anime Fan Since
• Fifth Grade, thanks to Pokemon. ^^
Favorite Anime
• FLCL, Cowboy Bebop, and Gundam.
Goals
• World domination. Or, on a slightly smaller scale: publish my books
Hobbies
• King's Quest, writing, eating Torra, and reading "Wraith Squadron" over and over again...
Talents
• French horn, viola, electric bass, and writing.

myOtaku.com: Clair

Wednesday, October 6, 2004

Wednesday

Today was Jon's funeral, and Eric said that it was lovely.

I ended up staying in school, due to urging from freinds and family. I guess they're right..

I've been feeliing anti-social, so I've barely conversed with anyone today. I feel selfish making everyone else put up with my bad mood, so I've found that seclusion is my best option.

Although, I'm just fine, until someone mentions Jon, suicide, or depression. Like during sixth hour, we had an off day where we could do whatever, so I talked with some freinds. I felt really great, especially since the book I'm reading right now is funny. I felt like my mood was finally beginning to lighten, and I felt great. Then I came to English, where we were watching a movie... and, ironically enough, one of the character commits suicide.

I felt like someone built me a big statue, then knocked it over in front of my face. Much to my own distain, I started feeling alone again.

I'm having a hard time right now, but to everyone who's been encouraging to me in any way, shape, or form, I want to thank you. I know you're trying to help, and I might not show it to you, but I appreciate it, and I lock those hugs, comments, and notes away in my heart.

~Clair, T.I.~
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