Tuesday, September 14, 2004

   suddenly the world, seemed such a perfect place...

We had himig practice today!! from around 1:00 to 3:30 p.m. (which means I got excused from the rest of my class in the afternoon! ^^o) and Guess what?! Yay! *starts singing* "I saw him! I saw him! i saw him! I saw him!" and what's really really good about it is that I didn't just get to see him, but I also got to talk to him! ^^o I made sure that he's going to come and see me on thursday. We had a good time at the practice. ^^o At around 3:20, we ended it, but me and him thought it was only a break. So we stayed behind and played on the keyboard a bit. ^_^ We stayed there for quite a while, thinking that everybody would return from the break. It wasn't until Ms. Hermano came up to us and asked us what we were still doing there. That's when we realized the practice was over. I'm glad at least I got to spend sometime alone with him. ^^o i missed that. ^_^ Oh, I almost forgot to mention something weird that happened during the time we were together. ^_^' It was my turn with the keyboard, so I was sitting in front of it. Then he reached over and said he wanted me to hear something, so he began pressing the keys. I watched and listened as I tried to guess what the tune was. As I was doing so, a kid suddenly came and stood beside me. He appeared to be curious about the tune too. So I didn't mind him there. Then suddenly, he turned to me and asked me, "Are you going to the field trip tomorrow?" and I was like, o.O huh? The kid repeated his question, "Are you going to the field trip?" I stared at him and said (unsure),"I'm sorry but I'm not a 1st year(freshman)" Then the kid just said, "Oh." I was like, O_O whaaaaat? You see, our batch had our field trip last week. You remember me telling you about it on my post right? And the freshmen are going to have their field trip tomorrow. The sophomores had their field trip today, and the seniors had their field trip yesterday. I honestly can't believe that that kid just thought I was a freshman! o.O With my height and my build, I won't be surprised if someone thought me to be in college right now, but a freshman in high school?? no way! -_-' after that I asked him his name and his section. I nearly laughed their. I really can't believe he mistook me as a freshman! a FRESHMAN for cryin' out loud! I'm a junior! I'm in THIRD YEAR high school!! but oh well, people make mistakes right? ^o^ haha! Anyway, there, after school, Hannah and I went to the mall and looked for something (you don't wanna know). We passed by a lingerie store and Hannah suddenly stopped and started laughing hard. I asked her what's so funny and she just pointed to a stand where I found quite an interesting (more like weird for me) piece of lingerie. (if you wanna know what it is, just PM me. I don't think I'm supposed to write it here, I don't think I'm even supposed to mention it here! but I can't help it! it troubled me...-_-) After seeing what she was pointing at, I asked her, "Does anyone actually buy this stuff?" "Does anyone actually use it?!" "But what's the point of wearing it?" ?_? I kept asking her but she can't stop laughing, so I pulled her away from it. She finally stopped laughing when we got out of the department store. After that, we hung around a bit and then we went home. ^_^ Oh! and I bought a banana shake before going home. ^^o (just gotta love those bananas! ^o^) and now here i am, posting. ^_^ I'm feeling a lot better now, though I still feel sad whenever I think about that boy. He was just around 13 years old. :( Oh well. I hope he's all better up there. ^_^ Oooh... I just heard from my grandma that there's going to be an El Nino. Aww... that means the rainy season might be over and here comes dry season. wah. But oh well. ^_^ So anyway, I'd try and do my 'rounds now! ^o^ how was your day? ^_^ remember this? ^_^ We used to watch this every afternoon at AXN. ^^o Ghost Sweepers Mikami. (reiko mikami and yokoshima)

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Monday, September 13, 2004

   someone died!!! :((

busy day. Got lots to do. -_- made it to some of your sites...sorry to those I haven't gone to yet. I'm kinda depressed. I just hear news from my sister that one of the students in her school died because of Dengue. and it was the boy who sang just like Josh Groban! Now I'm never gonna hear him sing! He died last night. I felt depressed when I heard it from my sister. I don't like it when someone dies. :( Oh well. oh, I got freaked out again by a guy who asked for my number in friendster. He said he thought I was cute (after looking at my picture) and so can he have my number? yuck. as if. I'd never give it to him. Can't they just give it up?! bleh. but I still feel depressed. oh well. gotta go. need to talk to my groupmates in english. we're having a fashion show tomorrow. ^.^ take care and have a great week ahead of you! no pic today...sorry! too busy.

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Sunday, September 12, 2004

   Bananas ... mmm.. yummy! ^^o

HOT. I'm in my brother's room and I'm using it to post ehre. ^^o but it's HOT! the fan isn't working and it's hot. Suffocatingly HOT. bleh. anyway, my grandma just arrived and they wanted to see the dress. They all thought it was beautiful. ^_^ When I read the letter again, saying that the people who will perform on that day are THE best students of the extension program, I once again had butterflies in my stomach, wondering if I really am one of the best. What if the people hear me sing and they suddenly say, "Are you sure she's one of the best?" wahhh... Negative, I know... but wah. oh well. My mom just called. THe line was fuzzy. but it was ok. ^_^ I ate 2 pancakes. haha! and I ate a banana too! (yum!) now I'm craving for chessecakes... *drool* yummy cheesecakes! *wipes drool* We'll be off to church in a little while so I have to make this quick. ^_^ Thank you so much for all the comments yesterday! ^^, Now that I know what you guys think about 'souls', it's time for the next thing I'm wondering about. Do you believe in 'spirits'? If so, what DO you believe about spirits? Is it somewhat similar to souls? haha! oh well, now I'm in my dad's lap top. ^^o But I have to go now cuz we'll be going to mass soon. ^.^ It's still hot. heheh! anyway, here's another picture of Soujiro! ^.^ isn't he just adorable? aww... ^^, Y'all have a great day now! ^____^

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Saturday, September 11, 2004

   Dress. (to wear a dress, or not to wear a dress. THAT is the question.) ^.^

Ze Banana-lover haz arrived. Kneel and bow down to hail ye. *lights incense* mwahaha! yes, I actually LOVE bananas. *yum!* mah fave! ^^o anyway, yeah, so, I'm sorry, I was supposed to post yesterday. But then I got tired. Why? here goes the story. I went to school. We had no classes. I was late again. After our first period none of the teachers attended our class. why? like I've told you, it was our Field Trip the day before. so there, at around 1 o'clock I went to the Himig practice. We learned a new song. Afterwards we just hung around there. Some of the alumni (batch 04's) visited us. I missed them. ^_^ at around 4 in the afternoon we went to McDonald's and just talked about things. Then I met up with my aunt and then we went on to buy my dress (wahhh.). The sales people there (a guy and a girl), asked me to try this spaghetti strapped black dress. then they asked me to put on a shawl. They all thought I looked great in it. That it suits me perfectly. But... wahh... I thought it was kind of... er... too revealing. *shudder* Then I saw another dress. I asked them if I could try them on. So I did, and they all thought it suited me well too! But they prefer to have me wear the spaghetti-strapped dress. But I don't really want too. eck. so in the end they told me it's better if I pick the dress I'm more comfortable with. Especially since I'd be wearing it on stage. ^_^ Besides they all think it looks great on me. So there. We bought the dress at around 1,400 bucks. ^^o Hmmm... the dress is black and the cloth used for the dress is soft, kind of flowing. the right side has short sleeves and on the left side, it's sleeveless and the shoulder is held together by a pendant which has diamonds all over it. bleh, I'm not really got a describing things. maybe I'll take a picture of the top of the dress for y'all. ^^o so anyway, the dress reaches all the way down 'till half my legs. ^____^ after that, the saleslady told me to buy shoes that have low heels. She said it would be better if my shoes are strappy. my aunt and I went on to look for the shoes. we found one which has diamonds on the straps by the toes. ^___^ it's black. ^.^ so there. The accessories we'll think of tomorrow. ^^, anyway, I just thought of something... Do you believe that all living things have souls? What DO you believe about souls? for you, what does 'soul' mean? I've been thinking about this for the past week already and I just thought I wanted to know what y'all thought about this. ^^, so I need to go to my lesson now! ^____^ take care! I'll get back later! (I hope) [EDIT]: Hey! just came back from my lesson. *phew* I'm learning a new song. It's called "The Laughing Song". It's very fun to sing! ^^o (though it has very high notes!!! 8-}) I'm looking forward to my recital this coming October. My teacher just told me that the thing on Thursday isn't a recital at all. It was actually a concert. a REAL concert. who's the singer? and what's the concert for? I have no idea. the onyl thing I know is they picked me to be one of the performers there. = P Oooh, in case I haven't told you yet, the song I will be singing is Prayer of St. Francis! ^^o it's a really really beautiful song. It's actually the very first song I sang as a performance. ^_^ So it's a really memorable song for me. Second is "Ugoy ng Duyan". It's a tagalog song, I'm not sure how to translate it in english... ^_^' but it's a really really heartbreaking song. especially if the singer knows how to put his/her emotion in it. It even used to make me cry! ^^o so, anyway, I'm at my bro's computer now, so I don't know how long I can stay and make my rounds. I can't even use YM because he's logged in. If I logged him out of there He might get angry. and I sure wouldn't want that to happen. He's scary when he gets like that. *deep breath* About my last post, yes, I know it was rude. But can you blame me if I panicked? besides, I had put the phone down even before I knew I was doing so. >.< it's not my fault is it? gah. I really really hope I can get over this soon. I wouldn't ant my mom to stay angry at me. -_- hmmm... my grandma's watching Van Helsing. I've watched that before when we were in L.A. last summer. ^_^ it was pretty good. which reminds me, I didn't like Godsend that much. I mean, it was less than what I expected it to be. it was ok I guess. Gah. I really really really wish he could come! I haven't seen him for 4 days now. hmpf. I hope he comes on monday. if he doesn't, ack! hmpf. Wah, this is turning out to be a very long post, so I'll end it here ok? ^____^ don't forget to answer my questions! I'd really like to hear what you have to say! ^.^ p.s. CHona!! thanks for the testimonial! ^_^ don't worry, I don't really mind. I like giving out testimonials. ^^o thanks again! ^_^ *sigh* Isn't he just the cutest? if he's just a real person I'd be sooooo in love with him right now! = p (ewww...mushy! ^^o) I'll go play with my lil' cousin now! ^.^

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Thursday, September 9, 2004

   Out of character

They're gone on their field trip just a few blocks away. hmm.. I wonder if I should go and see them? mm... maybe not. I'm too tired anyway. It's my cousins birthday! ^_^ I'm going to their house later. ^^o right now I've got to worry over the dress I'm going to wear on the big day. =p oh yeah, just a while ago I called my mom. (remember she's living in L.A. ^_^) it's aroung 8:30 there and so I thought why not call her? right? so there I called her, we talked about how I'm supposed to get a dress (hey, I'm sorry but I don't wear dresses. so i don't have any!). After deciding that I should probably go and let my grandma make one for me, she suddenly told me to hold on and she's going to make someone else who dropped by earlier to talk to me to congratulate me. I don't know why but during that time I didn't really want to talk to anybody but her. So I protested. I was saying, "Mom! No! I don't want to talk to anyone!" but she insisted, then I suddenly told her, "mom, grandma wants to talk to you, I'll give her the phone ok?" then she said, "if you give the phone to your grandma my friend here will talk to your grandma." then I heard her hand over the phone and say (in the background) "that's jane, my daughter" and I didn't know why but something in me suddenly snapped and before I knew what I did I had already put the phone down. I hung up. wahh!! I know it's rude and all, but I tried to tell my mom! I tried to tell her I don't want to talk to anyone else! But she insisted. So I went back to my room and locked the door. My mom called back. My grandma answered the phone. mom made them call me. I refused to go back and talk to her. I told them I'd call her back later. I just know mom would give the phone back to her friend the moment I answer the phone. HAH. I figured if I called there at around 11:00 or midnight, her friend would be gone. Rude and unfriendly. I know. it's very uncharacteristic of me isn't it? I mean, hey don't get me wrong, I usually love talking to new people, you know, socializing, making new friends. But I don't know, maybe I just wasn't in the mood. After all, I called my mom so that I could talk to her, not to some foreigner I don't know. It's not that I'm insecure with the way I speak English, wait, is my english speaking skills that bad? if so please tell me! so that I can improve them. ^_^ bleh. I felt so bad I cried. really. I did. no exaggeration there. I even cried when I told my friend about it. I really don't know why I felt that way. Normally I would talk to any person my mom would want me to talk to...but I guess this is just one of those times. *sigh* oh well, i'll post something again later ok? ^_^ bye! ^o^

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Wednesday, September 8, 2004

   I miss.... ^///^ (guess who! ^^o)

Tired. Too tired. *deep breath* Just went on to see how everyone's doing. Sorry, won't be able to go to your sites today. I'm way to exhausted. My head hurts and my eyes hurt too. maybe I need new glasses. *shrug* oh well... I didn't see him though... which makes me sad... But it's ok. I think I'll be seeing a lot of him next week. ^_^ He promised to come see me in my solo performance! yay! So I better make it good.... ^^o Field trip's tomorrow. I won't be going. why? the places where we're supposed to go are just STREETS away from my house. It's just outside my subdivision (village). Think I'd like to pay 500 bucks to go somewhere THAT close here? tuh, No way. Though... I regret not being able to join my classmates and miss the time of getting to "bond" with each other... Oh well, there are lots of timesfor us to bond. Who knows, maybe we will next week. ^_^ It's our upcoming annual fair. ^___^ Which is probably the reason why I'd be seeing a lot of him next week. ^_^ yay! Bleargh...Christine knows who "HE" is already. meh! >.< I can't believe she just took a wild guess and became very lucky. oh well... it's not like I can help myself liking him right? so anyway, go on. leave a comment on how your day went. or put there whatever you like. ^___^ haha! be creative, speak out your mind. 8-} I need sleep. Lots of sleep. make me sleep. =_= beware. There's a different side of me when I'm grumpy and tired. hahahah! so until you know i've gotten enough rest or i'm in a good mood, clear off.... Mwahahah! see? this is the effect of not getting enough sleep for 2 weeks on me. bear with me. =_= Tomoyo's just sooo cute isn't she? ^^o aww... Now you probably know how come I like it in Himig so much... ^_^ They're a bunch of cool and super nice people. ^^o I miss them... *looks around for them* oh well. ^_____^ (In case you missed it before, uhm, my crush is a member of Himig too. ^___^)

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Tuesday, September 7, 2004

   normal...?

Not a very good day at school. first I was late. It was all thanks to the Soc. Sci. print-outs I did. you know, printer not working, me waking up a bit late, you get the picture. gah. oh well... oh! wait, no it wasn't such a bad day...haha! When I got to school it HE who was the first to greet mee! ^^o *starts dancing* haha! The thought of that makes me happy. ^_________^ tralala.. anyway, We're going to have our Field Trip on thursday. i'm not sure if I'll come. Don't ask why. maybe we'll just go to the nearest Theme park here. ^____^ or maybe go to school and do some "ghost hunting" whee! ^^o or maybe I'd rather if I get to stay at home and rest. I haven't been getting too much of that these days. bleh. oh! funny thing earlier during our Physics. We have our new teacher, Mr. Armamento. He's a really cool guy. Funny in a way that he's always got puns and sarcasms. haha! He even has an activity for us. Everyday we have this Top 10 somethings. The first one was: Top 10 things/creatures/situations that would make you run and beat the 100-meter run record. my entry got the consolation prize. heehee! oh, there's nothing much to tell you... nothing out of the ordinary happened. So how are you guys? bleh... I know it's strange but I'm still kind of freaked out by what happened the other day. *shudder* oh well. So have a great day y'all! take care!!! ^_____^ "I'm in love with a guy who's in love with someone else. How stupid can I be?" Yeah, I can somehow relate. haha! Yes, you got that right, Ericka Jane's feeling mushy again. don't mind me here. ^^o wah... I'm getting really nervous with the BIG day! I've already invited a lot of people... ^_^' haha! I hope I don't do something wrong.... ^^o

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Monday, September 6, 2004

   Freaky Phonecalls - BEWARE!!

I'm NEVER going to answer the phone again. EVER! >.< well, maybe not. But I'll REALLY be careful next time. T_T why, you ask. I'm about to tell you. Last night, I was sitting here surfing the net and watching T.V. when the phone rang. Naturally, I answered it. The person on the other end was looking for someone called "jenny". I told him, "I'm sorry but you must have dialed a wrong numbered". then I hung up. After a few seconds the phone rang again. I picked it up again. It was the same guy. the convesation went something like this: me: Hello? guy: Hello? me: uh.. Hello?: guy: Hello? me: sino po hinahanap niyo? (who are you looking for? [of course saying it here, it's already polite that way. ^_^]) guy: *calling to someone else* Ibaba mo nga ung telepono! (Put down the phone!) me: uhh. guy: uh, Hi. sa totoo lang wala kame talagang hinahanap kanina. (uh, Hi. Honestly, we weren't looking for someone earlier.) me: huh? (*here I began to get all nervous. I was thinking they might be kidnappers or stalkers or whatever.*) after that he told me that they were actually just making up phone numbers and looking for girls to talk to. (this makes me puke. can't guys like them find anything else better to do??) and so they got my number and called it up and looked for someone named jenny but when I answered they were , uhh... well, they liked my voice (ewwww...gimme a break! *shudder*), so they called me again. They wanted to know if we can be txtmates. yuck! as if! I told them (lying of course) "Sorry, I can't, my dad's monitoring my cell phone". then they asked if I use friendster. I said, "no, sorry." and blah blah blah. they told me they're decent guys and I shouldn't be scared of them. bleh, just the fact that they're making numbers up just to meet some girl makes THEM indecent. >.< They even asked me how old I was.wahh... In the end they weren't successful in getting ANYTHING from me. haha! I wouldn't give any personal info to them! EVER!! I'd have to admit I was still freaked out after that incident. ^_^' I was shaking all over and I was jumpy when the phone rang. >.< bleh. I wish that would NEVER happen again! oh... there was another time. I was already under the covers of my bed, with the lights off when the phone rang. After several rings I asnwered the phone. (hey! I was sleepy! what'd you expect?) the caller was looking for someone named Grace Nera (she's one of the local singers here who's a member of a really lame group.) and of course I told him he got the wrong number. for some reason he insisted that he's calling the right number. he said that's what the operator gave him. I kept insisting back that there was NO ONE here named grace. then he suddenly accused me of being grace herself. he said I was only pretending not to be grace. I was like what?? o.O WHY would I be pretending to be someone else?? so I told him NO, I wasn't grace. fortunately my grandma heard me talking from outside her room and she went out. I immediately gave her the phone. She shouted a bit saying he got the wrong number. After she hung up she looked at me, obviously mad at the person. Then she told me the guy on the other end kept wanting my grandma to give the phone back to me. He kept insisting that I was grace nera. (what the?!) She said that HE said he at least wants to hear my voice again before he hangs up. I was like, YUCKKK!!!! (luckily I kept myself from puking. >.<) meh, I don't know what it is with these people. oh well. Now I've got tons of homework to do and I better get started on it right now. How have you all been? sorry for the VERY long post. ^_^' I just had to take that all out. although I've already done so with my friends in school... But I just felt that it wasn't complete without telling you guys about it! after all, you're my friends too right? sorry if I'm just rambling here... oh well, ... haha! take care and enjoy your day! ^______^ ^_^v

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Sunday, September 5, 2004

   WEIRD

Ok THIS is weird... I went to Yami the Sexslave's site to put a comment and when I got there I was in her "Modify my Post" Backroom! this is WAY weird. Of course I didn't do anything it was like hacking into her account without actually meaning to. bleh! what's wrong?? I'm sooo sorry Cath... I promise I didn't do anything to your posts. >.<

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   sunday, sunday, SUNDAY! ^.^

I just finished talking to my mom and now I'm watching Troy. Is it good? I can't really tell. I missed 3/4 of it already. wahh. Now dad's making me search the net on how to tie a necktie into a rose-knot. wahh... I can't find any. >.< Does anyone here know how to? oh well. so there. ^_^ I can't take my mind off the upcoming concert. wahh... wah, I can't concentrate on the movie. >.< oh, yay! I think my aunt's coming over. yay! I'm going to call my mom again later. ^_^ haha! So, how have you all been? Enjoy your weekend so far? I hope so. ^.^ oh well. kay so I'll go now. maybe I'll post something again later. ^_^ have fun! ^_^ *sigh* Don't they just look cute together? Eriol's just sooo handsome (to die for!) and Tomoyo's just sooo pretty! (I'm jealous) haha! ^.^ mmm... I'm feeling mushy again. haha! [EDIT]: yipee! I finished watching TROY! I'm now listening to my all-time favorite singer, JOSH GROBAN!! wahh! his is just soo... enchanting... I don't know if that's the right word for it. hehe! ^_^' *sigh* I wish I would meet someone who can sing like that. I'll instantly fall in love! *sigh* well I can't tel if it's good or not cuz like I've said I saw only 1/4 of it. hmm.. but I think the title of the movie shouldn't be TROY but instead, ACHILLES. *shrug* oh well! so how are you all? ^_^

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