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myOtaku.com: Clair Chanteur


Monday, July 26, 2004

   glumy...depressing.,.,.*sigh*
O.O

*dodges pen and books thrown at her*

*hides underneath table*

T.T

I know! I know, I know I KNOW!!!!!

I'm sooo sorry for not coming to your sites and posting anything at all these past two days...

I've had a terrible saturday...and I just couldn't write anything... I was feeling too glum and depressed...

even until now I'm feeling depressed... But this is nothing compared to how I felt last saturday.

*sigh*

I don't know where to start... a lot of things happened... "unexpected things" that is...

*deep breath*

ok..I guess I'll start during the time I arrived at McDonald's.


*another deep breath*

Here goes... :



I arrived at McDo. at around 11:10 a.m. I went in and looked around for Christine. I was worried cuz we were supposed to meet at 10:00 a.m. but during the morning plans changed and our car wasn't availble until around quarter to 11. I kept trying to call Christine at her house but her brother said she already left. I tried calling her cell phone but she's not answering. So I was very worried that she might've gone home instead. Luckily there was this contest thingy at our school. School's just 'round the corner from McDo, so it's not far. I figured she might've gone there while waiting for me. She did. She even joined in the contest.

So she arrived and she was a bit mad at me for being an hour and a half late. But it's not as if I can help it. I tried to reach her...right?

*sigh* anyway, so we sat down at a table, near the door, and I let her rest for a while. about Ten mintues later (11:20) I decided to buy some food cuz I hadn't had my breakfast yet. She borrowed my cell phone and I went to the counter to order. I had it for take-out since we're going to the movies. After I got my food, I went back to our table. I put the tray on the table. Christine finished playing with my cell phone and she put it on the tray. We talked for a few minutes and then we decided we should probably go and buy our finger foods. So we left. it was around 11:30 a.m.

we went to the grocery store in the mall and bought 6 chips in all. 3 for her and 3 for me. So we went to the counter to pay for our food. when it was my turn, I instinctively felt my pocket to check on my cell phone. I was surprised it wasn't there. I thought maybe it's in my bag. So I looked inside. While I was feeling around my bag though, my heart began to race. I couldn't find my cell phone. I looked at Christine nearly panicking, and then I told her. after paying for the food, we raced back to McDonald's to check on the table. It was already 12:00 noon. I looked at our table in hopes of finding still there. my face fell when I saw nothing but the white surface of the table. We quickly looked for the guard and asked him if he saw anything. He said he didn't see anything. We went back to the table and I tried searching inside my bag again. After finding no cell phone in my bag, tears that had been threatening to fall down from behind my eyes since I heard him say no, spilled and ran down my cheeks.

My heart was racing. A million worried questions exploded through my head one after the other. Did I forget to put it in my pocket? Maybe it's in Christine's bag? What if it's still here somewhere? Would someone really be that stupid to just get it and keep it for him/herself? Maybe someone saw it. Maybe one of the workers in McDo has it. Am I really this stupid? What'll dad say when he finds out? Is this all real??

as the last two thoughts crossed my head, I suddenly began to feel that I shouldn't have taken my cell phone with me at all. or maybe I shouldn't have gone on this gimmick. Christine and I decided to go to school and call home. I asked my twin to call my cell phone and see if someone would answer.

by this time, I've managed to control my crying and stop for a while. But Christine said my eyes were still red and puffy. Unfortunately, the seniors were at school having their review classes, and it was their lunch time. The phones were at the cafeteria. When we walked inside the caf, I looked down so if ever someone I know would pass by, they wouldn't see my eyes. Luckily on the way to the phone, no one I knew passed by.

So I called home and I told Joan what happened and asked her not to tell anyone yet what happened. She started calling my cell phone. She told me that at first three rings, she heard the beep that signals someone answered the phone then as she said "Hello?" the person on the other end cut the line. Joan tried to call again and again, but no one would answer. By that time, it was ready to cry again. I had no other choice but to tell joan to tell my dad to have the sim blocked, so the other person won't be able to use it. When I hung up the phone, I couldn't help but cry again. Manang Rose(one of the staffers) saw me and asked if anything was wrong and why was I crying. I simply told her, "I lost my cell phone." and she patted looked at me sympathetically.

As i went out the cafeteria, however, Ate Abi, one of my senior friends, was walking by and she saw me. at first she was smiling and waved at me but then she saw I was crying. She looked surprised and she stopped to ask me what was wrong. I cried harder. But I didn't think I could bear saying "I lost my Cellphone" one more time so I just smiled and said "Don't worry, it's nothing. I'll tell you on Monday." and we hurried off.

We stayed around school for a while and sat there, Christine opened opne of her chips and started eating. i ate my fries. though I felt as if I was a bout to throw the fried right up.

I felt gloomy and depressed. I couldn't stop thinking about how I'll ever face my dad.

are you wondering why I'm making a big deal out of this?

Losing a stupid cell phone?

well, I'l tell you why. That cell phone was the birthday gift of my dad to me and my twin. He bought it when he was in China. It was colored and had a camera. It has this flipping thingy... and I'm the only one in school who has that kind of cell phone. Which made me kind of proud. Boastful I know. But hey, I can't help it...For once I would like to have something no one else has in school....besides having a twin, that is. But that's not the main reason why I'm making a big deal out of it.

*deep breath*

mom and dad told us to take care of our brand new phones. because if we ever lose it or break it or whatever, they're never going to buy us another phone ever.

*sigh*

Oh..don't get me wrong, it's not that I couldn't live with out a cell phone, I really can. It's just that...I'm the type of person who, at this age, still doesn't know how to commute (or take the public transport). So I'm just worried that if ever there comes a time when I have to be late for school, how am I supposed to call and tell the driver when, where and what time he's supposed to pick me up? If not for that reason I would've given up having a cell phone long ago. *sigh*

so there...now you know why I'm makign suhch a big deal out of this..


anyway...After that I decided to go on with the movies in hopes of cheering myself up. We watched I Robot. It was good. -_-

But sad to say it didn't cheer me up that much.

So we went back to McDonald's where I was supposed to be picked up.

So I went home. And celebrated my lil' cousins birthday. I was glad my cousin, Ate Cleo, was there. She cheered me up. The food was great and we watched Treasure Planet. but my YM wouldn't work so I got tired with the computer.

When the party was over I slept.

Oh I forgot to tell you that my dad was out in an overnight with the C.T.K.P. (I'll tell you next time what it stands for). So he didn't come home for the night. I was glad. I don't think I could face him yet.

So I slept.

I had a very weird dream.

But I guess it was expected.

I dreamed that I searched through my bag again and this time I found my Cell Phone. I was soo happy and jumping around.

Then I suddenly woke up before I could even tell anyone.

*sigh* so much for a dream.

I kept wishing that whoever took it would be smart enough to give it back, Why? I mentioned earlier that I think anyone who would steal it from me is stupid. Why? because like I've said it came from China. Naturally, the charger here (which is mostly for Nokia phones) won't work for my Cell phone. it uses a different charger. and we were told that there's no other charger like that sold here. Which, to me is very unfortunate for the one who took it.

and the battery is different. So he wouldn't be able to find a battery like that too.

*sigh*

gah... this is getting too long and I'm getting tired.

I'll be posting part two of my "glumy weekend" tomorrow.

I hope it's ok.

I'm feeling too depressed..

*sigh*

just take care ok?

luv you all..

Claire

[Edited:]

I took a quiz in attempt to cheer myself up...

twisted
You have a twisted soul! Twisted Souls are never
bad, and actually, are a rarity amongst souls.
These souls are a little combination of
everything, with always a little of their own
chaos to add. Twisted Souls are kind, loving,
weird, zany, temperamental, and very talented.
They have their own firm opinion, and can at
one time be very outspoken and passionate, and
the other time shy and feeling insignificant.
Twisted Souls have good senses of Humor and
other times can be a bore. You can act quite
intelligent at one time, and grasp concepts
easily, while other times they can find it
difficult to understand. Twisted Souls are
always very fun and Kind, and can be party
animals. But, if you love someone, youre
serious about it, intense, and forever loyal.
Congratulations-the world should have more like
you.



What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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*sigh*


well...maybe it did...just a little...

take care
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