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Thursday, September 9, 2004


   Out of character
They're gone on their field trip just a few blocks away. hmm.. I wonder if I should go and see them?

mm... maybe not. I'm too tired anyway.

It's my cousins birthday! ^_^

I'm going to their house later. ^^o

right now I've got to worry over the dress I'm going to wear on the big day.

=p

oh yeah, just a while ago I called my mom. (remember she's living in L.A. ^_^) it's aroung 8:30 there and so I thought why not call her? right?

so there I called her, we talked about how I'm supposed to get a dress (hey, I'm sorry but I don't wear dresses. so i don't have any!).

After deciding that I should probably go and let my grandma make one for me, she suddenly told me to hold on and she's going to make someone else who dropped by earlier to talk to me to congratulate me.

I don't know why but during that time I didn't really want to talk to anybody but her. So I protested. I was saying, "Mom! No! I don't want to talk to anyone!"

but she insisted, then I suddenly told her, "mom, grandma wants to talk to you, I'll give her the phone ok?"

then she said, "if you give the phone to your grandma my friend here will talk to your grandma." then I heard her hand over the phone and say (in the background) "that's jane, my daughter"

and I didn't know why but something in me suddenly snapped and before I knew what I did I had already put the phone down.

I hung up.

wahh!! I know it's rude and all, but I tried to tell my mom! I tried to tell her I don't want to talk to anyone else!

But she insisted.

So I went back to my room and locked the door.

My mom called back. My grandma answered the phone.

mom made them call me.

I refused to go back and talk to her.

I told them I'd call her back later.

I just know mom would give the phone back to her friend the moment I answer the phone. HAH.

I figured if I called there at around 11:00 or midnight, her friend would be gone.

Rude and unfriendly. I know.

it's very uncharacteristic of me isn't it?

I mean, hey don't get me wrong, I usually love talking to new people, you know, socializing, making new friends. But I don't know, maybe I just wasn't in the mood. After all, I called my mom so that I could talk to her, not to some foreigner I don't know.

It's not that I'm insecure with the way I speak English, wait, is my english speaking skills that bad? if so please tell me! so that I can improve them. ^_^

bleh. I felt so bad I cried. really. I did. no exaggeration there.

I even cried when I told my friend about it.

I really don't know why I felt that way.

Normally I would talk to any person my mom would want me to talk to...but I guess this is just one of those times.


*sigh*

oh well, i'll post something again later ok? ^_^

bye! ^o^




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