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Monday, September 27, 2004


   A journey...
Thank you all for wishing me to feel better.

Yes, I'm feeling better than yesterday, but I'm still sick. >.<

Today has been, er... normal. yeah, it was pretty normal.

Except for the part when a classmate of mine and I had a little misunderstanding... (turns out it was MY bad. T__T) I hope he's not mad at me though... T_T I said I was sorry!

And we didn't have Himig practice today, which is somewhat both a relief and a disappointment.

Relieved cuz I'm still sick, (don't wanna sneeze while singing or get everyone else sick) Disappointed because I sooo wanted to see them. You know, THEM.

But it's alright, at least I still got to speak to them even for a short time. They called me all the way from the gazeebo and told me we have no practice. guess who called? ^_^


Anyway, just earlier this morning I took a trip down memory lane.

I imagined meeting my 12 yr-old self.

I imagined telling my 12 yr-old self of my current status in life. How I deal with people, my new friends, the activities I'm in to, and of course, How I came to love singing so much!

I could imagine my 12 yr-old self not believing the part about the singing.

Honestly, before I went to high school, I never thought much of singing. Much less having to perform for other people. I always thought of myself as a terrible singer. y'know?

And so I would never have imagined myself to be singing on stage, performing, being a "soloista" and such. I would've said, "You're joking, right? That would NEVER happen! ME?? a singer???"

Hahah! I could laugh watching my 12 yr-old self getting all hysterical and stuff. ^^o

*sigh*

I miss the old days...

Not that I don't like it now, but I sometimes want to revisit them again. Now I really know what they mean by never being a child again. >.<

This morning, when I woke up, for some reason, I felt as if I was back in my gradeschool days. It was a different feeling. Feeling as if I'm ready for anything the school has to offer, as if when I get to school I'd be going in an all-girls classroom.

There's just this atmosphere at my old school that I really like. A feeling of warmness, you know? I don't know, I can't really explain much. But it's just different.

Speaking of which, remember I once told you guys about our Soc. Sci. teacher having us draw doodles and interpreting them?

I was the first to be interpreted.

She said I have what we call "Wendy Syndrome". Until she said it, I never knew I had it.

Now it seems clear, the way I sometimes have trouble letting go of things, How I sometimes find it hard imagining myself as an adult, how I constantly miss my childhood days where things seemed to be so simple and happy.

In case you didn't know, Wendy Syndrome is referring to the Wendy from Peter Pan where she didn't want to grow up.

There's a lot more to the interpreting stuff... but I don't really feel like putting it all here for now. ^_^ I hope you guys don't mind...

Anyway, is there anyone out there who has "The Laughing Song" sung by Charlotte Church in their computers? >.< I need it! I keep trying to download it from Kazaa, but the user keeps going offline! T_T

wahh... I have to go now... I need to finish my homework... I'm sorry, I 'll try to visit you guys after I finish with my homework ok?


bye! take care!


Josh Groban =>THE best Baritone I've heard! currently listening to: To Where You Are


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