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myOtaku.com: Clair Chanteur


Friday, January 7, 2005

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I know I always say I'd try to make up to you guys.

I'm sorry.

I know I haven't been here for a while again.

My week had been going just fine but something happened earlier today and, well... it's kind of making me sad.

I don't really want to talk about it. I guess it's because the more I talk about it, the more I feel sad.

I've been really close to tears a few times after it happened but I can't let myself cry.

I'm sorry, this might be confusing you. I just... I don't know, I guess I want to have someone to talk to, but there's no one here to talk to. I tried calling my friend but it turns out she's not there. Now's not a really good time to call anyway, it's 10:00 p.m.

I really can't talk to anyone else since not too many people really know about my situation or at least how I'm feeling.

This is only the second time that this - whatever this is - happened to me. I don't really understand why.

I'm sorry.


I'm just not myself today.


**I wore a broken smile for the remaining of the day. I'm tired of doing it. must I really wear a mask everytime something like this happens? All I want is to be free, be who I am and not hide these tears away from everybody, even myself.**
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