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Friday, March 25, 2005


That has been my status at YM for a couple of days now.

And though it really has little to do with the topic of my post now, I just felt like putting that there.

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Why do people have to be so damn unreasonable at times?
Why do people judge me and say things as if they know me when in fact, the only thing they know about me is what I show them?

Yes, go on. Deprive me of the only things I'm looking forward to in my life just because I wouldn't do something I don't even like.


haha. you're confused aren't you?

Would it help if I tell you that this is all about my dad being unreasonable?

Damn right he's unreasonable. Selfish AND arrogant.

He thinks he knows what's best for me. If he does then he wouldn't press me to do this thing I don't want to do. If he does he wouldn't overreact and threaten to take away the only 2 things I love just so I'll do that thing.

He told me he has every right to be selfish since he's given us all we need.

Well I say,

Think again dad. You didn't give me everything.

You weren't there to watch me sing on stage just because you had to keep your so-called "appointment" with your friends.
You weren't there during my proud moment of singing "The Phantom of the Opera" during mayor's night.
You weren't there during our SiS competitions because of "certain things you "had" to do".
You weren't there during my JS prom when you were there for Joan's.
You were never there during any of my moments to shine during elementary.
You just weren't there during some of the most important moments in my life.

I don't think you ever even considered my feelings.

Everytime you ask me to sing with your choir, I don't feel as if I'm really appreciated. You don't know me well enough to know that I have my safe-zone. Being with your "friends" isn't in my safe-zone. Singing with strangers isn't my safe-zone. I have tried to show you that and yet you remain to be blind. I feel as if I'm only a "fill-in" for your choir just so you'd have more songs to sing and less to worry about.

Don't you see? That's why I love Himig so much. Because when I sing there, I sing with people I like, with my friends, with whom I share a bond with.

You of all people should know how that feels. I very well know you consider them as your "barkada". I don't like singing with you gusy because I don't feel welcome.

It may seem like a lame excuse to you but it's perfectly reasonable to me. You don't know me. You don't know what it feels.

And yet now you choose to take me away from not only Himig but my lessons too.

It's unreasonable not because it makes me unhappy now, but because those are the only 2 things which I think are the way I can reach my dreams.

So you're willing to break my dreams into pieces just because of this one little thing I refuse to do.

Gee, now I don't wonder why I love you so.


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All are lies, don't you think? :)
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